There' ll be times when you up. There' ll be times when you down

Fucked Up Again #howitfeels

KC - BOOLIE (THROWAWAY) (prod.mathiastyner)

Prod. Death.wav
very oldschool style beat and song

- Lyrics -

Don’t think about what I’ve done
Just think about what you do
Everyone that you’ve screwed
And everyone that has the proof
Tell everyone the fucking truth
Tell them how I’m done with you
Tell them it’s the end
No more no more no more

Verse 1 under the first sun, the cursed one
The hearse runs bring me to my grave, I birthed them
Reimburse them, that’s reparations for how you procured them
The black skin from melanin we got from your sun
God’s radiance shines like a photoshop gradient
The radius of influence is bigger than multiple stadiums
And still you break my heart, like I was shot within the dark
Yeah I harp on some the little things because it all just played it’s part
But you first captured me, like Cupid does with a dart
The silent assassin, that no one has heard
It’s absurd, the love of my life you come in third
Overheard whatever you say, roar loud like the thunderbird
But every word that I ever said about her
Was always of her beauty intensity, she’d hear it afterword
After words were said, we would love which led us to fuck
I can’t say I did enough, but I tried, is that worth sumn?

Don’t think about what I’ve done
Just think about what you do
Everyone that you’ve screwed
And everyone that has the proof
Tell everyone the fucking truth
Tell them how I’m done with you
Tell them it’s the end
No more no more no more

My painful love has been rectified
Sanctify, as I try, I watch, I feel sacrificed
It kills like cyanide, you’re deified to me
It seems you don’t share the dream to be
Within my arms under our sweet release to keep our peace forever longing for us to be
I plea for thee release, I hope thy agree
I plea for thee release, I hope thy agree
I hope to spread your legs like the Red Sea
That’s my sort of pedigree, check out my new degree
You’re an inductee to my hall of fame, an honoree
Honestly, you are everything, my soul to me
You are perfectly as sold to me
I would hope that you grow old with me
Beauty as I behold in thee
Like I was god I just molded thee
What you disclose with he
Nothing that you’ve shown to me
I don’t mean to impose, my nose is too long, as it always grows, but I must see if you are opposed to marry me

Don’t run away from love
You gave me sugar plum
Forever I’m with them
You hurt me and my soul

Within the dream, or within the seams
It’s too extreme, it seems you don’t have no respect for me
You laugh at my pain, what is there to gain from the slaughter?
I always thought your skin gleamed, you were forever my esteemed
But there’s no respect to be seen for me
I deem thee a charlatan, a harlot, and a slut
I don’t think I can love again, you broke me, I’m in rust
It’s a visual facade, a fad, you distract me with your butt
I feel stupid as stupid can be, I’m a dog but I’m a mutt
In this world given life, I was released then I was cut
Love is just a game, but with nothing to gain
I never will believe again, I can’t go out without this 40 I been spraying
These thoughts, always racking in my brain
Did she really love me, or was that just one of her few sayings
I’m praying to Allah to save me, I’m down bad, with hatred
My heart has been broken, I’m hoping it’s not cut open
I’m hopeless, wandering this abyss that I’m choking

Don’t think about what I’ve done
Just think about what you do
Everyone that you’ve screwed
And everyone that has the proof
Tell everyone the fucking truth
Tell them how I’m done with you
Tell them it’s the end
No more no more no more

I rap this for practice, this not no rap diss
It’s pain, it’s art, its all this
It’s all one
It’s all done
Because you left and I haven’t seen you since
I’m the lonely prince
No way to convince, you, that you should stay because you are my glue
Come back to me, or don’t
I do care, there’s pudding in the proof
It’s the truth, even though it never seems like
It never seems right
It’s just the thing right
Love is my blight

no more no more no more

“Metamorphosis“ *A Prelude to Change*

a song abt my gf, i will for forever have her wrapped around my head. 


 im anxious 
im anxious 
im feeling sick to core 
i feel the knife n my skin 
its nothing i wanted more 
its nothing i wanted more 

(from you)

slowly slowly 
 bring the knife to my skin 
   slowly slowly 
 carve your name in my skin 

for forever 
for forever 
for forver she said 

for forever 
for forever 
for forver she said 

slowly slowly 
 bring the knife to ny skin 
   slowly slowly 
 carve your name in my skin 

for forever 
for forever 
for forver she said 

for forever 
for forever 
for forver she said

name in my skin (prod. kinsei)

despair

Ⴘ𝓞𝓤’ℛ𝓔 𝑇𝓘ℳ𝓔ℒ𝓔𝓢𝓢

do u feel like u know me now?
If I didn’t have you I would drown
you make me hate this town 
all these noises make no sound

and if you fall apart then I’ll break too 
and if you lose yourself then I’ll save you 
and if you don’t wanna go on I’ll carry you 
and if you fall into the dark I’ll follow you

frailty

PRODUCED BY VITEK!!!

LYRICSSS

baby girl just take your time with it
cuz girl there ain’t no rush 
i can see you blush
i don’t care about no time difference 
any weight on your heart
listen to my music i’ll help lift it 
like damn i’m on a mission, damn i’m on a mission
wishing you was sippin on this henny with me
counting pennys to get by
all this pain i witness make me wanna commit suicide
but thankfully yeah it ain’t homicide 
cuz i really spray a pussy
choppa like some pesticide 
stop tellin all them fuckin lies
 cuz i can see you’re guilty in your eyes 
all them guys u got on snapchat
lemme clap back hollon snap that 

wait

and i heard they talkin shit 
he get sprayed down wit a stick??
like boi you had it comin
why tf u runnin 
now u looking like a bitch 

he said it and she said who tf said it now i’m pissed
i been dealing with some pain had to
put some diamonds on my fuckin wrists
sorry that i left but i can’t sacrifice my happiness for a bitch
shout out to the homies
shout out to the clique
shout out to the people that be tuning in
i ain’t chasing money i ain’t chasing fame
i ain’t chasing clout or a gold ring
just makin good vibes before i fucking die
pussy boi ts on my soul
i can never sell my soul
dwell into my mind
witness my whole life
by the time it’s over you’d already die
since i been a jhit i been on go
i knew what i wanted in my life
now i’m chasing big dreams 
chasing big things
and i know 
i can make it if i can picture all this out my window
watch the wind blow
then time flies by 
where did i go?
where did time go?
where di-

stop

now it’s over 
eatin fine dining call it doja
hmu when the worlds over
spiritual war
got me feelin sore
but y’all already know
that it’s sora in this bitch
and we get nasty wit the shits 
why da hell y’all surprised bout 
the industry being ran by pigs
that shi thats old news x3 
tie myself a gold noose
yeah that’s old news

I HATE MONDAYS.

I WON’T REGRET THIS

Amor Woman

all socials: @araeyha
king of hearts ♛
FLORIDA

Ⴘ𝓞𝓤’ℛ𝓔 𝑇𝓘ℳ𝓔ℒ𝓔𝓢𝓢

SORA ARAEYHA

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