dumb (elxnce)

https://soundcloud.com/vampiremutual
thanks to my classmate tommy for the cover from last year but it doesnt make sense because why would my name be there if im the one getting texted..

xxx (sydney)

@zzoos
@zzjay

@catgif
blame it on the weather
i feel so untethered
i wake up n my head hurts
wish i could forget her
wish i could forget it
how i took it all for granted
left me feeling restless
i js wanna vanish
thought we were side by side
id bleed for u, id die
cant look u in the eyes
i couldnt see the signs
but i still tried my best
u ran away, u fled
ur still in my head 
no, no, you never left
tell me i was everything you wanted me to be
i wanna fix it all bc our futures looking bleak
i feel like everyone is talking down on me
there are wounds in my chest n they start to bleed
i am passed out blood soaked on the pavement
i hate myself so much i dont think i could say it
to your face i hate mine, wish i could b faceless
go thru this all the time, its all the same shit

@zzoos
do it all again n nothing changes
i dont wna say it
cus its so complicated
n im so tired of feeling jaded 
stuck n i cant move
im so done waiting
ima smoke it away
no theres nothing i can say
ima smoke js to cope w the pain
ya u blurred out my face
im wont leave without a trace
girl just tell me tht u care
i always feel so out of place
ripping at my heart until it tears

everything you wanted me to be ✮⋆˙ prod zjay

+ unfinished demo prod acres
@dep4rted @zzoos
bitch im getting all this cash and i revert it back to funny money

money @dep4rted @acres

**Wicked Waves: The Rise of jDUB rXdio**

*October 22, 1972 — Somewhere in the Shadows*

In an unsettling twist of fate, a clandestine automated radio station known as jDUB rXdio, or “The JINX, DISTRIBUTE, UNWORTHY, BROADCASTING Radio,” has emerged from the depths of the unknown, sending shockwaves through the community. This mysterious station, rumored to broadcast a continuous stream of sinister and malevolent music, has captured the attention—and fear—of local citizens.

Listeners claim that the eerie tunes broadcasted by jDUB rXdio have the uncanny ability to infiltrate minds, feeding negativity and dark thoughts into the very core of their beings. Reports of strange behavior, anxiety, and even violence have surged in areas where the station's signal is detected. Alarmingly, authorities have linked a staggering 26 untimely deaths to the chilling broadcasts, each one seemingly connected to a trance-like state induced by the station's audio.

Though the location of jDUB rXdio remains undisclosed, whispers suggest it operates from a hidden bunker, possibly even deep within the city’s underbelly. Rumors of its inception vary, with some claiming it was born from the ashes of a failed experimental music project, while others allege it’s the work of a rogue group hell-bent on sowing discord.

Residents are urged to remain vigilant, with local law enforcement advising against tuning into unknown frequencies. “It’s a matter of public safety,” stated Officer Henry Blake. “The music isn’t just notes; it’s a psychological weapon. If you hear it, turn it off, and report it.”

As fear mounts, jDUB rXdio continues to elude capture, its broadcast echoing through the airwaves like a dark symphony. The chilling refrain of its anthem seems to whisper from the shadows, “Tune in if you dare.” Whether it’s a gimmick or a genuine source of malevolence, one thing is clear: jDUB rXdio is the soundtrack of nightmares, and its haunting melody lingers long after the last note fades. 

Stay tuned, if you can. Some frequencies are best left untouched, you have been warned

jDUB rXdio

prod me

its been hard but baby im just trying to get better
i know life been hard on you i swear that itll get better
okay you can tell me all those things you wrote inside them letters
im feeling down lets change the weather

she gon check me out
but she dont ever tell me bout it
wait what you talking bout
my bros they really kill about it
like watch your fucking mouth
when you dont know real shit about it
my bros will cut you out
kill them if they try to start it

i know that you struggling with me
you been so distant
haven't seen you in a week
god damn when you told me that it made me weak
go on with them
im just trying to get some sleep

i probably done did her wrong
no girl just tell me what is wrong (girl what is wrong)

let me recollect my thoughts
i look around
bitch im doing better than i thought
its not really hard baby just tell me whats going on
you can tell me what is wrong

trying

cover art by @wpssim
@zzjay
@catgif
@qlein
@gr0lth
@dishonors

@catgif
feeling pressure in my chest
all i want is to forget
i think that we're obsessed
i laid there and i bled
i wish that i was there but i fucked it up again
can you tell me why
tell me why it dont make sense
to me at all
waiting for a week for u to call
i dont wanna feel so weak
i try not to fall
i couldnt see
the writings on the wall
i wanna go back to the way it was before
now i stay wide awake with my eyes on the door
i just need a key
to help me find something more
you act like we dont have lore
see my reflection at your core
so sick of guessing whats in store

@qlein
tell me is there something wrong with me i cant tell what i did
heart eater heart eater is there writings on the wall
will you catch me when i fall
will it matter if i call
tell me anything at all tell me anything at all
but i know you wont talk,
keep it all in check keep it all in check
keep my eyes on the door need my mind offa this
wanna tell me all wanna tell me all 
let the light fall let the light fall

@gr0lth
sick of being in a body
i'm trembling uncontrollably
every vessel say they love me but I fall into atrophy 
how can you feed the thought?
that what’s enough is trusted?
i can’t read your mind
so try to explain it
the world is too breathless
holding onto time but I
can’t catch a meaning yet
the angels have seen where I head next
groves of marsh growing, lying in my lead bed

@dishonors
baby come on lets do it
ur pain is my love
accrue it now 
and speaking of love js hear my sound
i see thru your lies behind in your cornea 
burning my wings everytime i get closer
and closer and closer and closer

hearteater prod zjay

https://soundcloud.com/iloveallmydogs
https://soundcloud.com/vampiremutual
yup Yes sir yup Yes Yes pour me some of thaf Giant Brand Soda
photo by me

roadkill + gunk (sydney)

https://soundcloud.com/makemeapromise
(word word word word word xIDK)
yea say the word say the word and i'll break it off
always said i was the problem didnt give enough
ik u never give a fuck until im down in mud
i see u deep beyond ur eyes im lookin in ur blood
im seein deep beyond ur lies u never even loved
u punctured deep into my skin n now im leakin out
im feelin frail im feelin thin how im gon make it out
like whats the point in tryin
yea i take a month that shit come crashin down
like when im cryin out for help is that a happy sound
if i tell u that its good would u be happy now
but if i tell u that im good dont mean im happy now

howd i miss out
yea pulled up to the party n got kicked out
yea never in my life wanted to stick out
yea im smokin as a crutch i think im sick
yea what im rlly hopin for is that i never live

(yaa yaa)
yea say the word say the word and i'll break it off
always said i was the problem didnt give enough
ik u never give a fuck until im down in mud
i see u deep beyond ur eyes im lookin in ur blood
im seein deep beyond ur lies u never even loved
u punctured deep into my skin n now im leakin out
im feelin frail im feelin thin how im gon make it out
like whats the point in tryin
yea i take a month that shit come crashin down
like when im cryin out for help is that a happy sound
if i tell u that its good would u be happy now
but if i tell u that im good dont mean im happy now

frail (surgeon)

good together prod mandy #sutetchi

sorry for the #delay, we're back on schedule now ^_^
@chewy

back against the wall
she can't feel enough
buried in the ground
i can't feel her at all

she's told me i should fix my face, ugh
can't give in, i gotta ignore everything she's sayin

sleep! z z z..
at least she want sumn to do with me, yea
he's just scared of incongruency, yea (freak!)
dig that grave, i can't look away
wish i could break everybody's lens so i wouldn't be two-faced

back against the wall
she can't feel enough
buried in the ground
i can't feel her at all

when she haunts me i can't sleep at night
and i keep my eyes closed out of spite
you'd think that i would've learned by now
since all the drugs almost fucked up my life
maybe i'm people pleasing, you're right
and i just need to fucking abide
you'd think that i would've learned by now
it can't vanish while it's set to the side

can't stand the look in your eyes
damn, i never took it as something
her disguise; my heart bumping
catch my breath, i'm so sick of running
damn, look at my fucking arms
shame they shine when i grab at the stars
now! not later!
how did i let cutting ties get belabored?

maybe i lied through my teeth
freak! (x2)
feel like i can't even breathe
buckling from my knees
think she's all that i need

congruency @heroine

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> self prod unless stated*

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