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@singinginmydiary i made a remix of your song🔥

https://www.instagram.com/loathefuls/

@@hyperlinkkkk

walk in with the jeans and the uggs 
and they all black
don’t wanna die fall back
ain’t fucking with your clique what you call that
i’m spinning in a whip cause i ball like that
you can’t show me no racks yea you all chat
he was sending shots send em right back
you ain’t carrying you just talk that
hold my stats boy you can’t top that
these nights are getting colder
i’m tryna get forever sober
when i found you must’ve had a four leaf clover
when i text her she gon come right over
girl i don’t really want you leaving 
you’re the only one i’m seeing
do you feel what i been feeling
like going through the seasons
girl i don’t really want you leaving 
you’re the only one i’m seeing
do you feel what i been feeling
like going through the seasons

damn and my money so long
beating on my chest i feel like king kong
she gon sing the lyrics to my song
we got hella exotic all up in that bong
she makes me feel like i belong
two years ago i would’ve been gone
now i’m glad that i’m going strong 
and i take all my pain to the brawn

walk in with the jeans and the uggs 
and they all black
don’t wanna die fall back
ain’t fucking with your clique what you call that
i’m spinning in a whip cause i ball like that
you can’t show me no racks yea you all chat
he was sending shots send em right back
you ain’t carrying you just talk that
hold my stats boy you can’t top that
these nights are getting colder
i’m tryna get forever sober
when i found you must’ve had a four leaf clover
when i text her she gon come right over
girl i don’t really want you leaving 
you’re the only one i’m seeing
do you feel what i been feeling
like going through the seasons

girl i don’t really want you leaving 
you’re the only one i’m seeing
do you feel what i been feeling
like going through the seasons

don't want you leaving (hyperlinkkkk)

@t23l
u waste all my time, can't stand it
u make up these lies, can't manage
and u don't even do it right
u wake up n wanna fight
maybe I just don't get it
baby i'm glad u said it
cause I wasn't feelin right
you sayin u wanna die
baby i'm glad u said it
the things I said, I meant it
cause I wanna die w u

I wanna get high w u
till we touch the moon
tell me, do u feel it 2?
don't be going ghost
disappearing out the blue
(just tell me girl)
tell me, do u want me 2?

(u waste all my time, can't stand it
u make up these lies, can't manage
and u don't even do it right
u wake up n wanna fight)

@dev-patel-107290802
Yeah you wanna leave
Yeah it should be me
Yeah I wanna breathe
Who the fuck is he
Does he feel what I feel
Was it not even real
What are we even on
Was this what we want
Two hearts broken apart
Memories now haunt
Not what I had thought
Dreaming big but turned out small
I hope this is all
Yeah I had hope to make it
But you chose to break it
Lying through your way to take it
Lying to me to fake it, a agent
You played me for my patience
Make sure to read this letter
If you rip it apart it don't matter
You got me as your sweater
Remember how I was better
This is my way to ask
Did you ever think we were gonna last
How did you move on this fast
Never would have thought of that

i dont get it ft. Dev (p. ijack x wintfye)

No visuals for now

LYRICS:
Cus i could give you pretty romance and more than you’ll ever need
If you want it you can have it, girl you’re everything to me
From the morning to the sunset would you be right next to me
Who you are now is so perfect you don't have to change a thing

I'll keep on trying
To make you believe
That you're somebody
Who is worth loving
My heart is shining
When you're here with me
These fragrant feelings
They'll give us our wings

I won't say
Imma ask you out but it won't be a date
Just say
What you wanna do I would be A okay 
Let's play
Let yourself loose don't really gotta save no face
I'll pay 
Everything you want is all on me today 

Can u even smell our flowers’ bloom 
Do u even know that I think of you
Did I ever really mean a thing to you
I hope that whatever you say's the truth
Cus I will always believe in you
So tell me if you feel the same way too 

I'm so glad I met you
Cus you made me feel special
I'm so glad we came through 
And became something special

More than Fragrant (prod. HIK4RI)

p.s im not spanish so excuse me if the lyrics sound dumb 😭

you can fall on me when i stand tall
this summer wasted are you there fall?
its all energy its all mental
you kept me warm my candle

aku tak rasa sangat yea im getting baked
baby its july yea
bila going date
kita berdua sama 
intertwined by fate
yea let me know let me know
if its not too late

you kept me warm through the winter
im thankful for that 
for all the time that you given
so can i see you this summer
please you don't need a reason
we're just two teenage hearts
who gives a fk what they're thinking

por el momento aquí
podemos a querer
eres a mi la cura
te quiero sin porqué
en tus ojos me pierdo
como el sol en el mar
si esto es un sueño
no quiero despertar

i don't think i've ever felt like this before
can you tell me what it is that im feeling now
im a little confused but i don't wanna let go
if this was forever then you can take my soul

if its not too late id like to know
how are you doing
i hope you're fine today
and for the reasons that i'll keep to myself
im wishing you the best and all take care of yourself

stand tall (me)

Vocals and Vocal Engineering: Dev
Produced by Matt Beats (https://www.youtube.com/@MattBeats1.)

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I’ve been tryna hit
All night this ecstasy 
At night I talk in my sleep and say
That I’m better of without anyone else with me
This weather devours no one else but me

[Chorus]
Yeah this life is up to me
If I wanna make it full of drugs and drinking all night
Yeah this life is up to me
If I wanna find true love or constantly fight
These demons in my mind
They make me overthink and I see signs 
About my future and how I will die
My whole head filled with these dark lies

[Verse 2]
I’ve been tryna get out of the zone of fear
I think I just need someone to hear me out 
Venting my brain my thoughts and my doubts
I need someone that does not care about what I say
I need someone that knows me fully and not far away
I need someone that I know will stay 
Think the answer to that is only me
I can’t stand anyone else
I just wanna spend time with myself

Uptome (prod.mattbeats)

prod @hartfxlt
sorry 4 the long break 
ily all 

Lyrics:
sun shynes in ur eyes so bright 
girl i swear 2 god that i wan this 4 life 
but i got this feelin u wont make up ur mind 
sayin that u love me girl im sick of ur lies 
could u love me @ my lowest when im like this ?
always walkin away i swear u treat me like shit 
closin the door n ur not gettin back in 
girl u burned the bridge n ud be bold 2 cross it 

(feel like im breakin without u baby 
girl i feel like u drive me crazy )

feel like im breakin without u baby 
girl i feel like u drive me crazy
ill put it all on the line tonight 
can u tell me that u love me n that u want it 4 life? 
girl when u walk away ur leavin tears in my eyes 
heart breaks in my chest
 clear it all tonight 

feelings change 
told u that i love u ur not feelin the same 
now ur playin w my heart 
i swear u think this a game 
girl u made me fall apart 
i cant forget ur name 

sittin in the dark tryna numb this pain 
up all night havent slept in days 
every single memory still see ur face 
tryna figure out how 2 leave this place 
scars on my heart from the words u say 
swear i think ab them like everyday 
put my heart in a box n girl u hid it away 
the lockbox of love n girl u let me decay

lockbox (hartfxlt)

ft @casbinn p @decago, @2rel
imy sm

(so awful
im stuck
is it even love?)

maybe i should give up on this loving thing
maybe im so awful i dont deserve to feel a thing
baby im stuck on u, 
im stuck on everything
is it even love if all i am is suffering?

yeah ive been broken all week
and now we cant talk,
and no we cant speak
i close my eyes and i try to dream,
but baby i havent been able to breathe 
rereading old texts bc i cant sleep,
where u said forever and i rly believed
did u ever even care at all?
or was that just what i wanted it to be? 

(@casbinn)
and im sorry that im not the person u want me to be
ill try to call u but i dont know if ill ever see a reply
but maybe in another life
hate me if u want to
ill try my best just to make it right

cause its hard to breathe it feels like im inhaling all the smoke
but tell me honestly like was it real or was it all a joke?
and letting go is just the hardest thing i dont know where to start
but mentally im still attached to you 
you still live in my heart

is it even love? w/ casbin (rel, decago)

Vocals and Vocal Engineering: Dev and @haunted_sad
Producer: @ssaeyxng

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Dev]
Yeah what is even real
I can't break this seal
Stuck in my feels
Lies around me I can't heal
What did I make
Life is just one take
But I'm stuck about to break
Grass around me with snakes
Why did I left myself down
Now my heart filled with nothing now
I feel isolated in my own town
Dreamt of being a king with my crown
Dreamt of myself wanting to drown

[Verse: @haunted_sad]
u had my soul and it just drained me
i knew baby ya u couldnt save me
i spent all my days just hating me
i saw myself baby ya just drowning 
if ur gonna lie to me then just damn discard me
u left me feeling like trash u left me feeling like garbage 
i got this gun to my head would it just save me 
wish i had the courage to just forget it all
got this gun 2 my head would it just save me
u told me that u were my remedy (yeah yeah) 
baby would u even lie to me?  (i wouldnt lie)
u told me baby that u loved me

Nothing (ft. haunted_sad) (prod.saeyxng)

in another life i was destined to be a vocalist in a shitty post hardcore band that disbanded due to petty internal drama

anyway epic song so awesome, some of my longest sustains ever lol
original by pierce the veil (top 5 bands ever)
purely for fun and practice (srsly if u wana improve ur singing cover a song like this) O_O ep soon i hope (i've been endlessly revisiting and scrapping songs somone pls help)

cover art x.com/2uaiueo/status/1982076365089464440

this is also the first song in months where i didn't pitch it up in post savor it
xoxo (this will probably be the norm from now on anyway lol)

Bury me in the bedroom where I
I can sing you to sleep all night
Put me next to the open window, promise me a second time
'Cause I don't wanna leave without you buried by my side
I'd rather kill the one responsible
For falling stars at night
'Cause they fall all around me
The night can be deadly
And they'll never take us alive
(Can you chase away the darkness?)
To live in love and die
Last night, she recited every reason she's fine
So if we're heading there together at the same time
You sing while I drive
Move like a fugitive tonight
(Dance on the ambulance) 
Because I would rather spend my life vacations in bed
With you like drunken summer kites
And this is only a test
Sober and scaring me to death
They'll never take us alive
To live in love and die
And I don't care if you're sick
I don't care if you're contagious
I would kiss you even if you were dead
Would somebody make me go blind for the rest of my life?
'Cause I'd do anything to hold your hand
And I don't care if you're sick
I don't care if you're contagious
Oh, no
Would somebody make me go blind for the rest of my life?
'Cause I'd do anything, anything, anything
They'll never take us alive
'Cause I'll chase away the darkness
I'll live in love and die
I joined the party for the recently blind
So if we're heading there together, you can sing all night
I'm gonna tear out the thread one by one from your skin
'Till your bones feel embarrassed from all the attention
Kiss me while I drive

i don't care if you're contagious (cover)

produced by @cloudbxy1

don't say I never told you

rain w/るるんが (sun)

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