decided to unprivate some old tracks

Track produced by @honnored

lyrics:
Please let me breathe
I am feeling so obnoxious
Shaking like a freshman
Feel so fucking cautious 

Oh, I need some O2
I seem to have asphyxia
Bitch, I am no cartoon so nothing done to fix my plumbing
Pipes full of shit
I dont give a fuck about it
Swim through that shit
I just feel like going downhill
Ice on no wrist
Shouldn't really be too common
Lies and the pests
Fucking smash them dead

Fuck this earth
and everyone who's on it
No one ever asked
All it takes is just that one hit straight to the skull till your brain will hit the pavement

Blood for the streets
Now you guilty
You the convict

Fuck this world
It isn't feeling that real
Virtually right here but I'm feeling stuck
Still feeling disconnected
Feel like someone broke it
Overdose on molly
Fall asleep
I'm long dead

FUCK THIS EARTH [honnored]

Hello! This is the first track I've made under the Sinisade moniker, hope you enjoy!

Lyrics are below!

Crank up the heat
Watching him on his seat
Making moves with his eyes, a disguise
A deceit
Though he says he'll be kind
Once he gets in your mind
It's a hell of a ride railing closed
Homicide

There's a man who felt a bit like a no-good piece of human shit
Friends call him, punch and kick and ditch
He cries inside: "I'm a broken bitch"

I'm just a vermin for your eyes to eat
I'm just a toothbrush for your sharpened teeth
The thought of you makes it hard to breathe
The sight of you makes my bowels seethe
x2

Dissect me on the floor with your love as your knife
Make me hurt and make me cry
Make me fear you for my fucking life
Peel the layers off my heart and squish them into dust
I would never ask you why
Nothing but a carrier of lust

I'm just a vermin for your eyes to eat
I'm just a toothbrush for your sharpened teeth
The thought of you makes it hard to breathe
The sight of you makes my bowels seethe
x2

The sight of you makes my bowels seethe
x2

Vermin

This track is about a breaking relationship, switching between all participants' points of view.

Lyrics are below!

No, don't leave me in the cold night
Right beside your window to die
I know I didn't treat you right
But please let me back inside or die   
 
Jag älskat dig och trott jag måste försöker mer
Du sade samma mycket mindre än mig
Du ringde mig och sade
"Vill du komma med?"
Men jag har fått nog av dig 
  
Du lämnade ensam, jag trodde så 
Vi mötte varandra på sommardagen men jag kan inte få sinnesro
För ditt hjärta är som djuphavsgraven

No, don't leave me in the cold night
Right beside your window to die
I know I didn't treat you right
But please let me back inside or die

Window

A track about love.

Lyrics are below!

Why are you so far in the south
Every time you say you miss me
I cant get words out my mouth
No sleep all week
Waiting for you to call me back
Skin deep, so weak
Waiting for you to pack your bags and come here tonight

   
You are my dancer in the night
With you as my light,
fate can write our story full
Until the sunlight,
our dead hearts will be one until next time
Oh, my dancer in the night

Oh, how would we live if our memories desist
Eyelids heavy I wish to fall asleep to your heartbeat
From the second that we meet

Come here tonight
You are my dancer in the night
With you as my light,
fate can write our story full
Until the sunlight,
our dead hearts will be one until next time
Oh, my dancer in the night

Dead Hearts

A song about obsession.

Lyrics are below!

I walk alone
My empty hands against the cold
It bites my bones
Eternal frost is taking hold
It makes me think
How I lose my things so quick
Another drink
Nothing never seems to stick

I'm crying blood
My conscious needs some therapy
It wasn't love 
You were my heart's celebrity
Obsessed as fuck
Waiting every moment until I was so stuck
I couldn't see myself stay still

Sitting by the river
Watching the dragonflies go near
Yet I consider
What's all this worth if you're not here
Looking through the glass
Breathing on it makes a haze
Draw a smiley face
Crying "what a wasted space"

I'm crying blood
My conscious needs some therapy
It wasn't love 
You were my heart's celebrity
Obsessed as fuck
Waiting every moment until I was so stuck
I couldn't see myself stay still

Therapy

warheart

My favorite song to date!

Lyrics are below!

This song is about a person or two
Nameless for the record
Could be me and you
This song is a folder of students who grew
Nameless for the record
Could be me and you

Rainy and cloudy, the day had been grim
They wished the day better
The chances were slim
Nothing'd gone right
Things went worse with a whim
They wished the day better
The chances were slim

On the way out they saw students in cheer
Talking so happy with the ones they loved dear
Thinking of strength
What they needed in fear
To talk, oh, so happy with the ones they loved dear

This song is about a person or two
Nameless for the record
Could be me and you
This song is a folder of students who grew
Nameless for the record
Could be me and you

They come back to school, They don't want to stay
Please tell me what's wrong
I know you're not okay
Sat by their friend and their eyes met that day
Please tell me what's wrong
I know you're not okay

When they got home, their clothes on the rack
They lie in their tears cause they can not go back
There's so much to do
There's so much to pack
They cry
Oh, their tears 'cause they can not go back

This song is about a person or two
Nameless for the record
Could be me and you
This song is a folder of students who grew
Nameless for the record
Could be me and you

Tomorrow has come, all their clothes on the bed
They contemplate all of their things they have said
Afraid of mistakes with their eyes, oh, so red
They're frightened by all of their things that they said

A knock on the door, a familiar sight
They close on a hug
Almost gave them a fright
First for an evening
Then stayed for the night
Closed on the hug and then wished a goodnight

This song is about a person or two
Nameless for the record
Could be me and you
This song is a folder of students who grew
Nameless for the record
Could be me and you

Could Be

Could Be - Instrumental

Track produced by @kneeltodisease

[Sinisade]
Blind and dead inside
Do not know what to do
Deadlines are closing
It's making me cry
At the bridge while I think about ending it
Rope on my neck
I got nothing to lose
I'm lost in my thoughts
I could live a normal life
But there's no way to choose the path you go
You can decide if you wanting to live or die

[Abnormal]
Why am I the only one
Here in this
Had it up to here
Don't know what to do anymore
Terrified from shit
That does not even exist
Tryna suck me in as I grip
The nearest hole in the ground
Slip I fall through
The blackest hole ever
I have been gone
Cannot turn back now

Sinisade

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