lyrics:
and i’ve got no problem
with makin’ a mistake
you keep my soul to take
its empty
you said you’re okay with me
you’d stay with me
if i was fallin’ down
but now you’re not around

im standing at your door but you won’t let me in
i guess its how you’ll make me pay for all my sins
and now i like the way 
things turn to gray
if i could ever win
and i won’t hesitate
i’m wide awake
more than i’ve ever been

more than i’ve ever been

i tried my best and i consoled you
over and over again
not like the rest i won’t control you
its like you never win

you see me standing right here right now
and i asked you to save me but you never would
i’ll try my best now to calm down
all i ever wanted was a friend

im standing at your door but you won’t let me in
i guess its how you’ll make me pay for all my sins
and now i like the way 
things turn to gray
if i could ever win
and i won’t hesitate
i’m wide awake
more than i’ve ever been

more than i’ve ever been

spotify :)

standing at ur door (drmabeats)

✦hope u enjoy :) song is gonna be on all sites in the next couple days! i really appreciate everyone listening to my music & supporting me, love you guys <3✦

lyrics
--------
u been dead to me
it's been a couple weeks since
we last talked
i still think about you often
you went too far
i told you that
i played my cards
you've never been good to me

u can see me, that im smiling
she ask what im smiling at
my life's going down the fucking drain
think i'll lose all my friends
it did show before in my past life
it's a bad sight
fucking up i think that im the bad guy
it's just bad signs..

u were always pushing me down
but now it's payback time
i do not care about you
you're not by my side
anymore
you were always just fucking around
it turned true
i told you it would
but u just said "stay cool"
"let me stay"
but you can't
cause you're not even here
it's all in my head
i cant face these fears
she doesn't want me to keep my smile
she just wanna see me cry
i should've just gotten by
fuck, why did i.. why?

u can see me, that im smiling
she ask what im smiling at
my life's going down the fucking drain
think i'll lose all my friends
it did show before in my past life
it's a bad sight
fucking up i think that im the bad guy
it's just bad signs..

NEVER HERE

biteki amv <3

NEVER HERE (what?boy)

prod @jackboydmusic
additional production by @imohwell

cover by: https://www.instagram.com/mordecai.s_narrator/

Lyrics:

[verse]
hes feelin bored (hes feelin bored)
and needin more (and needin more)
you gotta try some different drugs to explore

hes tryna cop a feel now
nothings feelin real now
and everytime i think about you wanna break down

dont wanna try (dont wanna try) 
dont wanna find (dont wanna find)
another like u cause im losin my mind

cause every single time (every time)
that i fight (that i fight)
i fear the worst comin out its alive

[bridge]
i put my first foot forward
come n meet me in the mornin
keep my eyes shut now
i been livin in the moment

[hook]
its always u (its always u)
im dream of (im dreamin of) 
i fuckin hate it i been tryna make it stop

like where did all the time go
with u and i go
this always happens i just wish it would stop 

go burn another photo
wanna forget those
dont give a fuck im wishin u would just rot

go burn another photo
wanna forget those
dont give a fuck im wishin u would just rot

[verse]
hes outta luck
what a beautiful time (oh what a time)
walkin on a tight rope
crossin the line

keep on tryna build a bridge (hes tryna build a bridge) 
and make it out of sticks 
he keeps on followin roads
just wanna see where they all go now

need a couple of pills
take all the pills
on a hill 
out on a hill
i gotta search around im needin a thrill

theres somewhere i gotta be
go make a deal
a couple bills
i gotta heal
was it my heart that u wanted too see

[bridge]
i put my first foot forward
come n meet me in the mornin
keep my eyes shut now
i been livin in the moment

[hook]
its always u (its always u)
im dream of (im dreamin of) 
i fuckin hate it i been tryna make it stop

like where did all the time go
with u and i go
this always happens i just wish it would stop 

go burn another photo
wanna forget those
dont give a fuck im wishin u would just rot

go burn another photo
wanna forget those
dont give a fuck im wishin u would just rot

SPOTIFY

always u (prodbyj4ck + Oh well.)

my face is made of clay, my skin is moss, my heart is rock

featuring @sydcxx

first out of three tracks for the "moss man" EP

thank you for listening

LYRICS:

what’s the difference between hope and desperation
patience isn’t what’s rewarded praising full complacence
dull the force of
nature i’m organic know my body made of dust
and when i’m speaking to the trees the whispered melodies will slow my rust
and ease the pain of generations humbled by the earth i must
wash out the stain of condemnation that i set upon myself
the beauty’s left me at a loss

i think the wires have been crossed or neurons fired into fog
cause the sirens only off when every warning should be on
i switch positions at the cost
of my stability the option
to respond to my behavior only present when i’m lost
and a fork that splits the road that i will one day surely cross
is hazy maybe safety is the goal
disoriented since the mold
that made my shape my face is clay
my skin is moss my heart is rock
i drift away

into ethereal green scenery
the dreams of a delinquent
see a decline of lucidity
intentions aren’t apparent
anymore
sure i’ve made it this far
but every checkpoint is a bar
that’s raised
im starting to unravel harsh realities the day
that i wake up and reach the height of growing standards
in despite of situations i perpetuate i know i’ve lost my fight
cause i find purpose in the pursuit of feeling right

born in the image of what could have been
and still can be
torn to bits i would have welcomed it to bring relief
cause what’s a bit of pain to face the music
loosen grip on toxic routines to acknowledge my avoidance
of reality grew accustomed to a state of being
and i got many theories
ones on fate humanity and growth
i’ve shown progress found a home but i regret the time i tried to stay afloat alone

so i hope you sing of me
when i return to which i came
from deep within the the trees
i’m sorry every time i pushed away cause i was stubborn
sorry that i had make u question if my character
lined up with what you knew about my heart and at which caliber
i operated on i’m sorry life can be unbearable
i’m so predictable in ways and in others i live chaos

cause my face is made of clay my skin is moss my heart is rock

moss man (feat sydcxx) [prod eeryskies]

[LYRICS]
so it’s all my fault 
you keep saying that you’re not wrong 
i’m not mad but i wrote this song 
just so i could sing you so long long long 

but i’m so fucked up 
i can’t help but just think of us 
and i can’t tell if we’re really done 
and all the pain is what makes it fun fun fun
and i’m sick of you you’re sick of me
but i don’t wanna tell you how it’s suppose to be
and we keep adding fuel like gasoline 
and i didn’t know you could be so mean 

i’m so nervous right now 
i’m trying to figure it out
cause if i turn back around 
i don’t think i’ll make it out
alive tonight 
i cant tell you 
it’s no secret 
and i cant help you 
and i’m leaving

but i’m so fucked up 
i can’t help but just think of us 
and i can’t tell if we’re really done 
and all the pain is what makes it fun fun fun
and i’m sick of you you’re sick of me
but i don’t wanna tell you how it’s suppose to be
and we keep adding fuel like gasoline 
and i didn’t know you could be so mean 

mastered by @nokerbforever

gasoline

gasoline [nokerb x drma x hayden.havoc]

do you love that? when im out on the floor...

@kryst3n u went crazy twin ily 

lyrics:
countin' down on all the days i dream
prayin' on the times that i will stay 18 again
but here i am
im rotting away, im buried in my head
(im buried in my head)

do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that
do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that

do you want that? 'cause I don't feel right
looking at the stars and our fates intertwined
I want you all the time you pay no piece of mind
you sit back seat reclined you leave me with crossed eyes
I'm losing you'd be better off without me
you were 2 faced and our waters still cloudy
you make it seem like its easier without me
why am I holding onto somebody who never cared

i dont want that, nothing feels right
i feel the time is ticking down, i wanna rewind
you cut me off and make it hard for me to be fine
you got me questioning if I've been in the real life

do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that
do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that

all plats

contact w/ kryst3n [prod. jolst]

produced by zoltar

guitars are from splice :3

lyrics:

there’s nothing more important than yourself
your tongue is slick and saying something else
i can’t say that i even wish you well
i hope the stones you left unturned are hell

i fed your appetite
i ran out of time
i can’t wait for this
headache to rewind
strung out on your bed
you’ve got nothing left
i bore witness to
things you never said

i’m never safe
but you wanna relate
trust me, you don’t want this
itch inside your brain
you think that i’m a fuck up
but i can’t retaliate
we both know you’re right so
why do you wanna stay?

i really hate
the way you try to berate
everyone who tries to get inside your brain
guarding yourself off will only punish ones who stay

forget all the rest
i’ll go back to sleep when i’m dead
you wanted me open and honest 
but now i’m stuck lying with every breath
i’m sick of this world that i’m in
indulging in cardinal sin
waiting for another window 
so i can insert myself in

but let it be known
i’m doing this under duress
i vacated all of the premises
you can be certain that it’s in your head
you said i’m not going nowhere
do you even realize i’m there?
i’m ready for whatever comes next
my blue eyes are catching your stare

i got that envy and it’s building tall
search for a pill just to kill the withdrawal
make up your mind, please, once and for all
i hope that i don’t come off too banal

there’s nothing more important than yourself
your tongue is slick and saying something else
i can’t say that i even wish you well
i hope the stones you left unturned are hell

banal

Produced by Morri
Written and performed by Morri
Mixed and Mastered by Morri

{lyrics}

(ur gonna lose your ability to hear after this)

you just wanted me dead
dont you try to hide it
all these choices
help me im indecisive
falling
again
you again denied it
trapped in your grip
plugging my ears 
out of fear
i mute the sound
i mute the sound
i mute the sound
i mute the sound 

can you help me now
cuz im fading
"but you fantasised 
that im wasted
cuz you changed me up
and i tore you down
and without my help 
who would you be right now?
you would be in a ditch
at the edge of town
with a bottle in your hand
and vomit over your gown"

"but i set a way
(can you help me cuz im fading)
for you up and down
but i set a way
for you up and down
(cuz im fading)~"

enjoy <3

overstimulated

feature by https://soundcloud.com/supachefm
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/polearm and me
cover art taken at screwyounick's first ever show he threw

Love should not be bought you should bring the receipts
Erase my memories like a control alt delete
The way I'm in her head got her kicking up her feet
But my path to success is a construction on my concrete

Yeah time's passing by
And I'm still asking why
I'm stuck in this room where it's all flashing lights
And yeah I gotta work this out yeah I gotta get my stripes
So my life mountain sized, and I ain't talking mike's

And now these days keep flying, some bright some gloomy
And I don't got no time for another groupie
Only consider plans if you already knew me
And we always stick together, banjo & kazooie
Late nights in my room and I'm still feeling vacant
Overthinking shit, hoping I make the payments
Wake up 4am and I'm stuck on the pavement
If this a daily routine i hope to escape it

Love should not be bought you should bring the receipts
Erase my memories like a control alt delete
The way I'm in her head got her kicking up her feet
But my path to success is a construction on my concrete

Yeah time's passing by
And I'm still asking why
I'm stuck in this room where it's all flashing lights
And yeah I gotta work this out yeah I gotta get my stripes
So my life mountain sized, and I ain't talking mike's

Just hit me back when November ends
I could wait for hours til you're up in bed, yeah
To realize you want him instead
When two lines are too alike they coincide
But as time will always fly it's who will die
I'm headstrong but waist down i'm paralyzed
Love's gone and what's left is you and i
If the blood shed I wouldn't let you go

Love should not be bought you should bring the receipts
Erase my memories like a control alt delete
The way I'm in her head got her kicking up her feet
But my path to success is a construction on my concrete

Yeah time's passing by
And I'm still asking why
I'm stuck in this room where it's all flashing lights
And yeah I gotta work this out yeah I gotta get my stripes
So my life mountain sized, and I ain't talking mike's

hate me 2 (ft. Cboy1) [prod. splashgvng]

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