Lyrics and Vocals by Melly
Look at me now
you wouldn't know me any more
funny how I still have the same dream
it's been awhile since you last made fun of me
funny how I'd escape through my dreams

Why do you push me to the limit?
 why do you?
why do you want me to give up?

Nothing ever comes so easy
you made your bed so lie in
I hope you get all that you want (not)
They say bad fruit never falls to far from the tree
I don't hate you I just feel sorry
you met your match when you met me!

How do you feel
now that you're old and losing everything..
funny how I never let go of my dream


Every time I'd go running, I'd be crying through streets
under orange lamps, under the drizzle from the leaves
I hear you screaming come back the night is still so young
I don't want to go home
I don't want to go home

Look At Me Now

Cold Front

Written and Performed by Melly Jade
Mixed and Mastered by Sagonus Knight
She is a Major talented artist that deserves her shot at Super Stardom!!!
I love her voice!!


🔥Baal - By Melly Jade - Prod JdBeats🔥

2025-04-21

condor

My mind is uncontained
It takes over my brain
Sanity, madness has now slain
The only sensation left is pain

Of body and mind
Pours out in time
Forever lost never to find
It has begun, the infinite decline

Now resigned to this fate
Now in this place, I can never vacate
No other path exists to take
I've begun to bleed, it is too late

Anger grows deep within
Flowing out it must begin
My fatal hope is my end
So alone I feel, without a friend

Only foes round about
Inside and out they scout
In time I shall be found out
Of their success I have no doubt

Scavenging on what is left
Free for the taking it is no longer theft
This life I live I wish were death
If only I could endlessly hold my breath

Innate this reality
My thoughts shattered by duality
Split and broken a living fatality
Wander along in this flesh that is mortality

Try so hard to find thoughts of light
As I trudge through an eternal night
If only I had wings I would take flight
Woe is me for this is my plight

Never known and never was
Always seeking without a cause
As I crash I hear only their applause
Entranced, they pause

To bear witness to my demise
Dead, but still so alive
Ever moving, but paralyzed
Try so hard but can never cry

Beg and moan begin to plea
They scoff, they laugh, they jeer at me
Putrid faces rounded out with glee
They know nothing of sympathy

As each eviscerates me with their stinger
The hurt so bad, forever shall linger
At whom do I point my finger
Ah, at him that is the bringer

Tis I, the cannibal that is to blame
For that which consumes me is my timeless shame
I, the source of this stain
In place of tears I have only cold rain

Add to this, compounded guilt
This the source of my gilt
Wallow around in my own filth
Risen up to the hilt

Who is left for me to whine
All alone, but for perhaps the divine
The truth comes out, it is I that binds
The monsters within are me and mine

SinTaMental and heavynoiz - The Monsters Within

Antartic Circle

Possess Me by Melly

From Afar by Melly

ambulabunt mecum eris ductor meus.. walk with me, be my guide
 (Nick gave me these words from the start... I love them.)

This track has been a work in progress for Nick and I over quite some time. The delay is really on me, but we are both pleased with the final outcome and hope you all are too! 

This is our second collaboration and surely not the last. I look forward to further explorations together. It is always a privilege to work with him. A great talent and gentle person.

Nick provided the music, the photo, and essential concepts in my words; I am so very grateful for that.
Find more of is artistic expressions here @nickrdavies and don't forget to read his exquisitely written and humorous tales in his descriptions.

Wasting my time looking for what isn't there
Where did I go?
I don't remember me anymore
Where have I been?
On the outside looking in
What lies beneath?
Take me to the in between, let me see inside and out
Show me the truth
Who I am 
For now I am trapped within
Afraid to see myself from the other side
Frightened
Stilled by fear of a future unknown 
Static, I am paralyzed 
Either in or out, never whole 
I am divided
Split…in two
Heart and mind may never meet
I know who I was
Who I used to be, but here and now there is no me
Thoughts, feelings forever bound and never free 
The two must be one, to walk together 
Neither alone
Ambulabunt mecum eris ductor meus… Walk with me, be my guide 
Illuminate the darkness 
Light the path…the way 
Take from each and mend the fray
Weave the two that are rent
Seeing myself in parts, each is clear
Lessons to learn 
Looking out from within
Phantom feelings floating free
Haunting me
They must be captured, tamed, commanded solely by me 
Ambulabunt mecum eris ductor meus… Walk with me, be my guide 
Through the landscape of my mind
Uncharted, feared, shunned 
Mirrors opposite one another
I can see only one at a time 
I glance to the left, I glance to the right
Only reflections of the me I’ll never see
Lost and wandering 
Trapped inside
In between
I disappear as my eyes hit the mirror
Ambulabunt mecum eris ductor meus... Walk with me, be my guide

Walk with me...  ♤ and SinTaMental

Missing Them

I hope you feel it, I hope you feel yourself...

Lets collaborate! Words are powerful but music takes them to a whole other dimension. I'd really like to combine words and music. Please message me if you would like to work together. I can share works or write new ones based on others' ideas. I invite others to read my works as well. 

 
