I get what I want when I want it
I do what I want when I want to
Never had I thought to ask you
Cause I don't fucking have to

I get what I want when I want it
I do what I want when I want to
Never had I thought to ask you
Cause I don't fucking have to

You follow like a pest when you find a new host
You follow too well you could find yourself a ghost
You want things to change but it's you who should adjust
I don't like you that much
I could turn you into dust

Don't put it in writing
Trip out to the sticks for a hiding
Big curse bad time for a wishing
All stars hard time reminiscing

There's nothing at the summit
Got a bad gut feeling from it
All pieces in position
I know you never listen

I get what I want when I want it
I do what I want when I want to
Never had I thought to ask you
Cause I don't fucking have to

I get what I want when I want it
I do what I want when I want to
Never had I thought to ask you
Cause I don't fucking have to

What I Want

you've been in that dress for far too long
oh and it reeks, you know im not wrong
so lets get u out of that wood box
on the way back home pick up some brand new socks
u always made death looks so cute
never have i seen rotted flesh look so good
its about time we met again
started slowing down, began to lose close friends
had no one til after the end

no intent to ignore you

cause i want to love you

posthumous passionette

kim kelly
is a bitch to me
she took my
pride and lunch money
but what goes around
comes around
and now her boyfriend's fingers
are stuck in karen's mouth
but he's the one
or so she says
but does he really mean well?
i wouldn't make a bet

og kim kelly

i love the cure
Won't you please let me go
These words lie inside they hurt me so
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what I want to do
I'm not the kind that needs to tell you
Just what you want me to

I saw you this morning
I thought that you might like to know
I received your message in full a few days ago
I understood every word that is said
And now that I've actually heard it
You're going to regret

And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what you want me to
You're not the kind that needs to tell me
About the birds and the bees

Do you find this happens all the time
Crucial point one day becomes a crime
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what I want to do
I'm not the kind that needs to tell you

[Repeated]
I've lost you

age of consent

spent too long gazing at these lights
smears of purple and green impair my sight
knew it wouldnt be long before it arrived
my anxious monologues fill the night
questions to myself hard to answer
introspective thoughts with no candor
pollen always makes my head hurt
mirror image starts to distort

why cant i just be someone immune
natures pain it takes a toll on you

og allergies

under the debris 
     there is something deeply hidden
     you'll find it in the end
     none of it was for you     
art by the lovely erika de luna

graduate highschool and dont make a fuss
they say go to college these days its a must
i just proposed to my girl of 8 years
buying a stroller from babies are us
kids did the same shit i had to abide
leaving the nest and its making mom cry
they passed like a second o all of these years
the end is as swift as a knife in the side

just waiting to die
it could be tonight
im under his spell
send me straight me to hell

life is short but fun and sad
why do i make me feel bad
do the right things
keep my mind straight
wanna know what future awaits
living is hard but being deads harder
things could go wrong but i know im smarter
focus so hard but time has no tells
ticket in hand hoping buses are charter

chorus

the end (waiting to die)

art by erika de luna
a love song

you are dressed in all my clothes
sucks to see them go
but you wear them better
please keep them im fine
its cold around this time
but you radiate heat and even light
its not as quite the sight
as looking in your eyes
its true you know
i adore you so

lucille

when youre lonely i will be your soul
our hearts linked together thru these phones
funny what was once untold
is now what i always want to know
dont know what i would do if i was stuck on my own

lucille

this wonderful art is by erika de luna

this songs about when ur phone dies while u sleep

monsters in my bedroom hiding in the dark
need to reach my charger but its way too far
wanna call my lovely cause she clears my head
we always sleep on facetime but my phone is  dead

i need my cleric girl tonight
so she can bless me in this plight
dress me in crucifixes so they die on sight
i need my cleric girl tonight

cleric girl

kim kelly is a bitch to me
she took my pride and lunch money
but what goes around comes around
and now her boyfriend's finger is stuck in karen's mouth
but he's the one or so she says
but does he really mean well? i wouldnt make a bet

cut school for drugs and parties
im tired of these freaks
all your time goes in the pipe
as if you want to ruin your life
its sad to see but worse to know
not all of your friends were made for sideshow

kim kelly

spent too long gazing at these lights
smears of purple and green impair my sight
knew it wouldnt be long before it arrived
my anxious monologues fill the night
questions to myself hard to answer
introspective thoughts with no candor
pollen always makes my head hurt
mirror image starts to distort

why cant i just be someone immune
natures pain it takes a toll on you

ive been sad for ten weeks straight
i wish i did not have to wait
for life to move at such slow rates
i cant help but feel desolate

my mind and i go toe to toe
cause i cant know whats not been shown
i tend to not go with the flow
scared to get caught in undertows

allergies

scratcher

i took a walk in the park
but i got bored
i took a moment to breathe
what am i outside for
i hate this place
it all wants me dead
cant help but make a face
my skin is turning red
just what i dread
how long will i be this young
i stay up late
i burn my tongue
i dont wanna pay my bills
ill walk the world
ill live off thrills
life on the outside

art by @rikpld on social media

on the outside

art by @rikpld on social media

see you in the room
dont know what to do
lack of confidence
masked by disinterest
i know you dont know me
but you follow my homie
i keep my distance
that wouldnt make the best entrance

i know what you really want
someone who deosnt break your heart
i know what you really want
asomeone who always pays you mind
i know what you really want
a boy who doesnt break your heart
i know what you really want

baby just hit my line
im free like all the time
baby just hit my line
ill make it worth your while
baby just my line
i really like your style
baby just hit my line
i think youre super fine

you wont regret it

ill pay for your meal
i swear i dont steal
a night is all it takes
if youre sick of the fakes

i know what you really want
someone who doesnt break your heart
i know what you really want
someone at least a little smart
i know what you really want
a boy who doesnt break your heart
i know what you really want
you know what you really want

chorus

nothing

the album is here
art by erika deluna @rikpld on social media
production, recording, and backup vocals on "Getting Sentimental" provided by @JOHNNASCUS
all other production, recording, writing, and performances by yours truly

Getting Sentimental

Visions

So Long!

Stress

Toys In Her Tomb

Trapped Inside

That's Why I Love You

Nothing

Check It Out

Intro

can my words twist you up
can my words work your leg
when sticks and stones wont do
can my words cut the same

oh i have trouble sometimes
placing myself
in another's crimes

oh im always alone
so i cant relate to when you're alone

things were not the same for me, i try to accept that

twist u up (my words)

call me when you get out of your car
i wanna hear you, i wanna know how you are
oh lovely dont travel too far
when u get back, you will hold me in your arms

all things will end and i cannot wait

forever, watching over
forever, where did he go

its a red room but it feels so blue
cause i did things we were never meant to do
but i cant take it back

all things are over and i feel unwell
all things are over and i am hell

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