i got sad lol. can i pls get requited feelings

lyrics:
maybe i will never be
the one you'll dream of
that's clear to me
clear to me

it's prolly nothin
when u hold my hand
but to me babe oh i'll be damned
i'll be damned...

Oh u don't know
u don't see
how much i wish it was different
how much i wish i could be her
babe
u don't know
u'll never see me
the way u feel about her,
will never be the way u feel abt me.


prompt: coai week: hurt, touch

one last time, please

Gift

day 4: hurt || coaiweek2020

was thinking of the old Haibara: quiet, afraid, constantly punishing herself, and always refusing to show or share her thoughts and feelings with others. but when Conan came along, she was able to feel safer and happier... the end of the song is sort of a nightmare for her: the instance that she will end up all alone again. anxious, and uncertain with what the future beholds without him.

Hurt

day 7: au || coai week 2020

this one's just a piano cover of one of dodie's unreleased songs, which you can find on youtube. her songs always have this sense of familiarity that sounds so bittersweet.

lyrics:

One last time, please
Like you're mine, again
Just for a moment
Can we pretend
That nothing's changed at all

Just one last time please
We can say goodbye again
Just for a moment
Say it's not the end
Will you see me like you did before

Just one night more
And then I'll close the door
Somehow step into
A world without you

But one last time please
I know it's said and done
I'll take a night with you
And we can rise with the sun
But till then
Please be mine
One time again

one last time, please (cover, again)

day 5: hero

this one's just conan and haibara fighting over the antidote, lol. my inspiration for this one is the desperate revival arc, in which conan freaks out when he learns that ran's role in a play requires her to kiss the black knight.

Hero

this is clair de lune from debussy. recorded a quick one to destress before a physics quiz

sitkaiichi