beat & vocals done by myself

i just want your lips
i just need ur pretty face
i just want your kiss
even thought itll taste like poison

i just want your kiss

im just another side character #Skin

oh darling now your gone 
ik u feel complete and im no fun
im no fun 
but darling now ur gone 
i look at all the photos feeling dumb 
im so dumb 


remember was the first time i saw you 
your face glowed bright and i couldnt aproach u 
i still feel numb from the words that u told boo
and i dont know how i really still love u 

the things u said to me girl they hurt

now you're gone

ft @blurxy

mesmerizing:
i tried to have a good day
its not working
i saw u
in my first period

u called me a burden
if it supposed hurt
trust me its working
trust me its working

trust me its working
trust me its working
trust me its working
trust me its hurting

boy in a room:
i see you movin that way
as the days pass away
i start to realize that i never had a chance in the 1st place
lets not play no games u can come to mine
ur not real because noone wants me
i thought i saw you but you love to haunt me
trust me its working out

burden ft mesmerizing

with @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod me and @decago

and i knew u were mine when i saw ur face 
like an angel fallen down  but u couldnt stay 
i need you more than any girl i met 
youre just perfect in every way i bet 

sitting down on the couch and im such a mess
everyday is a struggle girl im way to stressed 
when i met you it felt like i was blessed 
now i hate everyday i see u less

but i'll hate every day regardless
you couldnt cause more if you triedim honest
i'll stalk your accounts couldnt call if i wanted
i'll lay this down when you're gone and forgotten
you'll lie to me
and say that im the only one you'll keep 
but i'll believe anything when you're close to me
eye to eye i wish you were all i'd see

you're just perfect in every way, i bet

every time u leave 
girl i feel like an asshole 
i see ur smile 
and i cannot relax girl 
i love ur hair i love ur eyes 
but i dont think im alright 
i saw u walking down the hall 
and noone else was there but u 
it felt like a movie when i saw u walking through 

i told you i said i was okay 
i know that its your way or no way 
i still think bout past times that we had 
now ur gone i cant help but feel sad 
i told you i said i was okay 
come with me ill show u what i think
i need you now more than ever 
could you  please stay with me forever

but you made me feel so blue
i dont know what to do 
i still feel this burning pain inside my chest

i told you i said i was okay

lock the door i cut my wrist im a murder activist
im a bloodshed advocate im a killing champion
get the fuck away from me i should fucking stab you hun
you say that im crazy but thats only when i grab the gun

tear your body all apart i just wanna keep your heart
in a bottle or a jar turn you to a bathbomb
different pills inside my nose perc an oxy i suppose
vicodin or adderall drivin with my alcohol

murder champ #winning

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

www.instagram.com/anrxykk

when the moon comes out i feel like myself, i don't need a necronomicon to cast my spells
used to be the man look how far you fell, if you really wanna die you should kill yourself
tired of the thraxx but them blues still help, in the club in the back make the whole room yell
wanna be me but that shit don't sell, in the party with some angel wings imma go to hell

i fucked my life up, i can never go back
i swear, like that's why i just wanna make it so bad
and i don't smoke but right now i just want the whole pack
and i be needin her like i be needin prozac
i'm sorry i cant be around, i'm at my hotel
but i just saw your story and you're doing so well
you're so well, you're so well
i tried again last night; it didn't go well

through the glass prod greaf

left with a bad taste in my mouth
you'll call when im a thousand miles out (it's colder, let it go)
will you ever even notice imgone
or am i just another useless item you own


cant tell u how much i'd love to just run away
leave everything in place
until you feel the same
i cant figure things out now that you're not around
how can i just let it be when i have so much to tell

now that you're not around

my legs are giving out
what’s left is nothing now
i still pretend my clothes smell like you
can’t help what’s not around
i know i’d let you down
i wish you didn’t feel the same too
and she wont respond to anything
and she wont come back to you
i’ve tried oh trust i have
i gave myself the task
if not with me then shes for who

pictures of us

six days after christmas

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