Suicide Door (Ft. Stemodity)

RAATMA

written & performed by fxckjamie
produced by nightrdd & skinnydrag 
cover art by fxckjamie 

(Lyrics)

I cracked open the door to hell
I thought I would just take a peak 
But I released some demons and I turned into another freak
Im drowning in my guilt now any day im gonna have to sink 
Right down into the bottom tear apart my only way to speak
I’ve been losing sleep like every night now it’s a curse Im feeling helpless in my skin and I know soon I will reverse myself into a place I can’t imagine but I know it’s worse so I’ll just bite another bullet and just write a fucking verse 

I’ve seen some things that’ll fuck yo brain 
Like everyday I wanna make a stain 
I’ll spill my guts right down the drain
or other ways I can’t explain (x2)

Always Staying apprehensive cuz I’m only seeing bad signs
All my thoughts are blurry, feel like I’m out of my damn mind
Think I’ll take my life but imma wait until it feels right
Shrouded by the dark still want to live to see the daylight 
I know I said it once but I’mma say it again I ain’t fucking around no I ain’t playing pretend
I bury all of my thoughts deep in the ground
I just wanna forget everything I found 

I’ve seen some things that’ll fuck yo brain 
Like everyday I wanna make a stain 
Spill my guts right down the drain
or other ways I can’t explain (x2)

Another night that im high and loosing my sight
Act fine, out of line, trying to make it all right
Another light so bright that I failed to ignite 
But I ain’t bitchin despite 
Im always loosing the fight (x2)

MULHOLLAND DRIVE [PROD. NIGHTRDD & SKINNYDRAG]

Prod. Sixthells

I'm trying to live
I'm trying to get it
This how I feel, it's been a minute
Grind new beginnings, I feel like flying coast to coast
Buy me a boat, buy me a house by the moat
This ain't a joke, so fuck you both where you came from
By how you walk know you a sheep
I've been at it all my life, while you been at it for a week
You'll never get far, this how I felt before
I'll never finished, yeah I always need more

I make the bitch dead
I cut you off again
I pick the pieces around me like you was never there
All I see is red vision blurry motherfucker better hurry up
Walking through the dead marsh, all I see is -
I make the bitch dead
I cut you off again
I pick the pieces around me like you was never there
All I see is red vision blurry motherfucker better hurry up
Walking through the dead marsh, all I see is -


I send that in the mail, that's how I'll make a million
I've been flippin' since I was a youngin' while you snoozin
Real motherfuckers around me, they is my brothers
They tryed to cast a curse upon us, sending undercovers
I - I roll the dice, I took a gamble on my life
I gave up everything and that's alright
I took a gamble on my life
I - I took a gamble on my -

I make the bitch dead
I cut you off again
I pick the pieces around me like you was never there
All I see is red vision blurry motherfucker better hurry up
Walking through the dead marsh, all I see is -
I make the bitch dead
I cut you off again
I pick the pieces around me like you was never there
All I see is red vision blurry motherfucker better hurry up
Walking through the dead marsh, all I see is fucking blood

CUT YOU OFF

EVOKE

GHOSTWAY

START FROM THE BOTTOM AND DO IT AGAIN ✕ CHASING THAT DREAM THIS IS HOW I ADVANCE ✕ KEEP ON GOING WHERE EVERYBODY FOLD ✕ I'LL BE THE ONE THAT'S EVENTUALLY CHOSE ✕ LIGHT UP THE SKY LET THE ASHES BE FREE ✕ LIGHT UP A BLUNT WHILE I CREEP AT THE CREEK ✕ MAKE THAT MONEY AS I FUCKIN' SLEEP ✕ MAKE MORE MONEY THAN YOU FUCKIN' SHEEPS

HOW DOES IT FEEL? ✕ YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE ✕ ALL OF YOUR LIFE YOU HAD SOMEONE TO BLAME ✕ YOU'RE ALL THE SAME TO ME ✕ ALL OF YOU MORTALS IS LAME TO SEE ✕ EYES NEVER CLOSED WHEN I GO TO SLEEP ✕ MILES AHEAD HUNNID MASTERPIECE ✕ GIVE 'EM HELL AS I RISE AGAINST ✕ LET THEM FALL DOWN ✕ DEEP INTO DEPTHS ✕ DEEPER THAN HELL

CHAINS ON MY WRIST AND MY WAIST HOW I GO ✕ LOOK AT THEY FACE WHEN I RAP WHEN I FLOW ✕ WHAT ✕ NO ✕ SMASH ✕ GO ✕ CHAINS ON MY WRIST AND MY WAIST HOW I GO ✕ LOOK AT THEY FACE WHEN I RAP WHEN I FLOW ✕ WHAT ✕ NO ✕ SMASH ✕ GO

STARING AT MY LIFE LIKE A VISION ✕ DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY CUZ WHO LISTENS? ✕ BE STEADY ON MY MIND LIKE A PRISON ✕ STAY FLY LIKE A GHOST LET THE DEVIL PLAY ✕ STOP BITCHIN' EVERY TIME IT JUST BE THAT WAY ✕ PEOPLE DIE YEAH THE PEOPLE FADE ✕ STEADY ON MY GRIND YEAH STEADY GETTING PAID ✕ STEADY ON MY MIND YEAH I WONDER WHY THEY AIN'T ✕ STARING AT MY LIFE LIKE A VISION ✕ DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY CUZ WHO LISTENS? ✕ STEADY ON MY MIND LIKE A PRISON ✕ STEADY ON MY MIND LIKE A PRISON ✕ STARING AT MY LIFE LIKE A VISION ✕ DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY CUZ WHO LISTENS? ✕ STEADY ON MY MIND LIKE A PRISON ✕ STEADY ON MY MIND LIKE A PRISON

START FROM THE BOTTOM AND DO IT AGAIN ✕CHASING THAT DREAM THIS IS HOW I ADVANCE ✕ KEEP ON GOING WHERE EVERYBODY FOLD ✕ I'LL BE THE ONE THAT'S EVENTUALLY CHOSE ✕ LIGHT UP THE SKY LET THE ASHES BE FREE ✕ LIGHT UP A BLUNT WHILE I CREEP AT THE CREEK ✕ MAKE THAT MONEY AS I FUCKIN' SLEEP ✕ MAKE MORE MONEY THAN YOU FUCKIN' SHEEPS

HOW DOES IT FEEL? ✕ YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE ✕ ALL OF YOUR LIFE YOU HAD SOMEONE TO BLAME ✕ YOU'RE ALL THE SAME TO ME ✕ ALL OF YOU MORTALS IS LAME TO SEE ✕ EYES NEVER CLOSED WHEN I GO TO SLEEP ✕ MILES AHEAD HUNNID MASTERPIECE ✕ GIVE 'EM HELL AS I RISE AGAINST ✕ LET THEM FALL DOWN ✕ DEEP INTO DEPTHS ✕ DEEPER THAN HELL

CHAINS ON MY WRIST AND MY WAIST HOW I GO ✕ LOOK AT THEY FACE WHEN I RAP WHEN I FLOW ✕ WHAT ✕ NO ✕ SMASH ✕ GO ✕ CHAINS ON MY WRIST AND MY WAIST HOW I GO ✕ LOOK AT THEY FACE WHEN I RAP WHEN I FLOW ✕ WHAT ✕ NO ✕ SMASH ✕ GO

FATALITY

First collaboration between Istasha and me.

STREAM EVERYWHERE -> idm.fm/byracka

prod Istasha, Nimbustwokay, Lord Gasp
Mix master by Lord Gasp
Artwork by Istasha, Buvard, Lord Gasp

LYRICS 

Lord gasp intro:

Self starvation
Alleviate my pain
Im roller coasting
Kiss death with my two eyes closed
A bad bitch with a lethal dose
cradled by jaw clenching
Carefully salting the wounds
now does it sound drastic
Preferring me over you
Can’t be surprised its crashing
there was more signs in the sky pointing out 
than there’ll ever be bird wings

Istasha verse  :

Cyclic
Mind splat when the vice hits 
Intact thought sat where the sky sit
Cyclic, cut, scythe click
Let the metal hit  the grass 
And Despite this 
What i want 
What I’m on
Reap, eat, die 
Crescent get it done 
What I want 
What I’m on 
Two sides of a coin in a pond 
De sat; White clip
Fuckin with the Wiring 
Cut it, need a second of action don’t need a 
Sidekick 
Blackout, Sight dip 
Automate entirely 
A tired light, uncertain on principle 
Like twice slit 
What I want 
What I’m on 
Sow my feet down deep then I 
Can keep calm 
What I want 
What I’m on 
that purge my being on the spot type shit

Lord Gasp verse:
Sorry i fuck it up issa classic
Tired of soaking up in my acid
Calamity tightly sewn in my fabric
Burnt out , drape all these bridges in my toxic sludge
Depravity tearing away my sense of trust
I rotted my psyche away, turnt into curdled pus
i gut- gutted my heart out for you maggot sluts
leeches, boggus, sever the scum

Lord Gasp bridge :
Cradled by jaw clenching
Carefully salting the wounds
now does it sound drastic
Preferring me over you
Can’t be surprised its crashing
there was more signs in the sky pointing out than there’ll ever be bird wings

Lord Gasp outro :
Rip my limbs
And leave me split into segments 
So you can pick where my flesh sit
For y’all to feed off, you leeches 

Istasha outro:
Heavenly absorbed
And I swallow the last of the puddles
Sittin covered in a black interval 
Suddenly 
I’m up until planets fall out 
can they die 
Break the word

>STREAM<

Byracka (with Istasha)

DOWNER

New mix and cover art!

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I CAN HEAR IT IN THE WALLS

SYMBOLS ALL JUST START TO FALL

IM ALONE AND I DONT WANT

just A TASK WHERE I BECOME

Im a left-doll , never even

right has my nina steamin

I can cut em off like I'm feeling bubbles in  simmered leisons

I stretch and let em on - the hook is where I never leave  in

evil demon? nah man I'm more than that im a fuckin streamin treason

Yeah - I'm addicted to showing off these fucking temporal guts

I do surgery but I cut with  a threaded sword you never saw

golden silence in my mother fuckin vision in it shaw

It starts to dawn on you that I am never off Im never wrong

Im not like congress

Im a kong man

Fuckin conman...

Do you haul this?

What I mean is can you carry more than a personality tight??

Identity is nothing if you cant do something right 

With your life, with that knife - it doesn't cut itself, so FIGHT

THIS IS LIKE - YOUR CALL TO LIGHT - SO IM TELLING YOU

THIS RIGHT, YEAH this motherfuckin right, you know you have it but you wite

But you need to fuckin write -  ease into the pitch moonlight 

If im mistaken and you're bound to world the call me fuckin plight - but I know you know that I know more than you and you kno that I am right 

so listen to my dance, proof is right before your sight 

I'm the kind you want to be so learn from the     steps I leave inside

PARASCOPE (PROD. FANCYJ)

a REMIX of Freddie Dredd's unreleased song, "Life Is"

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