beat from mac demarco, absolute legend


and when do you think
its time to speak again
you take away my time
and you scared all my friends
but you dont know

dont think you wanna speak
whats wrong did i show up too late?
i ran here and thats why i reek
i hate the errant things you say
you dont want to communicate
you shot me an unforgiving gaze
you only spoke one word
get the fuck out of my face
and why do i think of you? 
sometimes its never enough for two
you take and i dont know what to give
dont speak but you never tell the truth
might as well never ever talk at all
we dont share words, we dont ever pass the ball
lips zipped tight, never gonna make the call
cant see you from across the mall
and when do you think
its time to speak again
you take away my time
and you scared all my friends
but you dont know

when can we speak again

what if my brain is a hijacked radio receiver?
a conscious cosmic mass of hatred is dividing me.
forces pulling me, emotional gravities,
on a different frequency by myself.
and so you see, my fate is in my hands,
the hands of an idiot who’s sabotaging his own plans.
i could stop now, but i already can’t.
im trying to numb the numbness, its doing harm.

bang and the dirt is gone

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later beat i found on his demos

its 4am, im up at night
i get the sudden urge to write
i write about taking my life
you say there were no fucking signs
but i think that youre fucking blind
im still jotting, and its past 5
the sun is shedding rays of light
capitulate to morning time

maybe morning aint that bad
maybe its all ive ever had
i try my best to stay awake but
each day has another sad
sad thought, silence, maybe its me
trouble facin the world, everyone that i see
has a knife stare, sharp glare, never with a nice stare
i dont wanna be someone causing any nightmares 

dust is the enemy prod jacko

instrumental of around the bend cover by cheesyhfj

it’s raining come inside
get us both a blanket let’s hide from the sky
can’t believe you told me it’s alright
i believed you every single time you lied to me
we both know that’s not where ur supposed to be

protect me

i found an old song from a year ago

it's morning for you it's midnight for me
i'm pretty drunk got no subtleties
my retarded valentine
girl i think that you're my kind
i hate you for doing this to me
got each other but we're lonely
it's all your fault for showing me
aly i wish you weren't overseas
screen glowing bright
no matter what i do, nothing feels right
this distance i cant bridge
why cant you just be a bitch
time zones got us out of sync
love does not work through a link
i think you should go see a shrink
im getting so tired of chinks
what do i do when you're offline
want to not care if u're not mine
we know it both, it's a waste of time
aly, im sorry that i want you
im sorry for telling you the truth
knowing we wont get anywhere
close to each other
cant help but bother the thought of us
aly yeah you fucked me
i dont see a future where we're
happy together
will i be fine with another

i plan on killing myself by dawn and this is a suicide note no one will hear by the time i go through with it

https://open.spotify.com/track/1jhGvhmGUVUW1G2oEOH2ni?si=71f450d5c52b422d
prod me vocal mix by @blehh2

i met a girl shes pretty cute
makes me wanna kms
its the perfect typa mood
they all say i shouldnt date her
i just say they're fucking rude
but i know i shouldn't date her
i just think shes really cute

oh god
yea u make my head spin fast i dont think i can take it
and it's so fucked up
i don't think ima make it
and ur voice replays in my head
don't wanna hear it so drop me dead
ur always pushing me to the edge
and i don't ever wanna do this again

chorus repeat 2x

i found an old song from a year ago

sjeo

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