prod me
ngl i recorded this in one take 

@revivle 
do you wonder how ive been? 
if you want we can go back
to the place our eyes locked inn
maybe we'll hold hands again

i talk less since ive lost you
but when i talk its about you
my friends say just forget about it
but how can i forget about him

i cant pick up broken pieces 
love is still a game for two
tell me what i am to you

if i asked for honesty 
would you tell me that you miss me
or would that be too risky,
ru scared?

ru scared ru scared ru scared ru scared

ru scared?

goodbye lsd

i said some things i dont mean
look me in the eyes, my Oakley's
im phony
Phony Bone, star on my chest cause i shine deep
momma are you proud of me yet, do u even know me?
failure in eyes of the globe, even on two teams
"how u gonna post up on both, but still can't goalkeep?"
some players never understand, un-Christ like they call me
at least ill run my life down below with my Soul Speed III

bask in my own light, shine the lumens toward the seas
a wreckage with my peers, but when lonely its all ease
i find peace, in peaceful things, 3 birdies sing
to my desolated ears, and the gleam it brings
and when i run out of valuable things to speak
i can cut the verse early, only a quarter of the beat i need

seein more is feelin less, live in past experience
havent seen a mirror yet its, part of my experiment
will i learn to love myself without visual cues?
or will i self destruct, become an entity that's loose

yeah i dont
need nothin, i dont need somethin
i wont need someone to keep me in loving
i dont need nothin, i dont need somethin
i wont need someone to keep me from lovin

my experiment

https://open.spotify.com/track/3hrrO6D5uvZEF2yFiMfJhY
lyrics
i look at my face waking up was a mistake
then i check my phone no notis on it today
man fuck my mind cause these thoughts i cannot shake
why am i still alive? when i could die today
why should i go on? i cant enjoy shit
sick of watching everyones fun i dont have solace
hand me a fully loaded gun and give me a clip 
because at this point anything seems better then this

why should i go on?

killer.

justtakeitplease

☔
you'll never get it i'm such a retard
I fucking hate it and wish I was all gone
so you'll never understand that you're wrong
that I fucking miss you and your stupid thong

so light me a cigarette and give me a lighter
you don't want him girl stop being a liar
so stop being happy, I fucking hate it
I hope he dies girl, i'll post it on reddit

i'm ;;such a fu8cking retard

prod. bowsa

got a hundred reasons i jst wanna run away
got a hundred reasons i dont wanna be this way
i cant open up my fears
i jst wanna disappear
i am so fucking weird
im in luv wit u my dear
im so scared i cover my ears

i saw right through u
ur plans foiled
i know what youre capable of
dont even come near
i dont know what to do
i dont need help dont bother
dont even come near
save yourself a couple tears

cover my ears w/ pifon

wake up
destroy myself
i hate it here
im so complacent 
get out my head
you fucking bitch
made me lose dedication
swallowing pills
im nodding off
such an abomination
my body shaking uncontrollably 
should stop the drinking
fuck it im numbing it all
fuck it im calling her up
fuck it im numbing it all
fuck it im calling her up
i hear her voice in my head
im such a loser for her 
your pretty eyes and your body
im way too pathetic for her
shes such an angel bitch
and id strip her wings from her
shes such an angel bitch
and id strip her wings from her
she plays a game with me
and im sitting here waiting for her
shes such an angel bitch 
and im just permanently in love

shoutout to my brothers- @nthngbutaprettyboy @grimsies
#jealousbastards



my experiment

sjeo