i said some things i dont mean
look me in the eyes, my Oakley's
im phony
Phony Bone, star on my chest cause i shine deep
momma are you proud of me yet, do u even know me?
failure in eyes of the globe, even on two teams
"how u gonna post up on both, but still can't goalkeep?"
some players never understand, un-Christ like they call me
at least ill run my life down below with my Soul Speed III

bask in my own light, shine the lumens toward the seas
a wreckage with my peers, but when lonely its all ease
i find peace, in peaceful things, 3 birdies sing
to my desolated ears, and the gleam it brings
and when i run out of valuable things to speak
i can cut the verse early, only a quarter of the beat i need

seein more is feelin less, live in past experience
havent seen a mirror yet its, part of my experiment
will i learn to love myself without visual cues?
or will i self destruct, become an entity that's loose

yeah i dont
need nothin, i dont need somethin
i wont need someone to keep me in loving
i dont need nothin, i dont need somethin
i wont need someone to keep me from lovin

my experiment

prod roku beats

@featuringcm3 
Can you really be what my heart sees 
Can you really say what my heart believes
I might think too long my stress ain’t relieved
You might tell me you love me I’m like yes indeed

But to my dispear it was all some lies 
I thought I really didn’t care but I guess I tried 
How you have those eyes and be so fine but change your emotions on a flip of a dime

sjeo
i'm on the astral plane yea
im tryna get out, to get away
and fall into a different kind of haze
a vision i been stuck in, about a day
took its place
the memories rush in like a mushroom spray
yeah im not your friend, don't even come my way
yeah im not the man that you sometimes say 
"he sees good in all the bad"
i guess tha girl gonna get the last laugh

both
it's been a real long time since i felt this way
you know that, you been runnin thru my mind all day
it's been a real long time since i felt this good
i don't know if youll call but damn i wish you would

@featuringcm3 
It's ok I got a new girl with some new vibes
We together I'm not paying no bribes
And I think I moved on but shitt, I got sumn on my mind

We thought she went all in but bitch had gone all out 
Saying sweet things I believed what you talked bout 
I thought you were be fishy didn’t know it was trout 
When my fame glows up don’t begging for some clout

sjeo
it's all pleasure
foldin under zero pressure
makin diamonds isn't something that you get ta
wanna talk about some things, but i ain't let ya
runnin verbal circles is my only stresser 
i neva had a feelin that i couldnt eva should
i neva had a task that i had quickly understood
and if i get embarresed then i swiftly pull the hood
if the joke is esoteric then im chillin feelin good

both:
it's been a real long time since i felt this way
you know that, you been runnin thru my mind all day
it's been a real long time since i felt this good
i don't know if youll call but damn i wish you would

wish u would w/ cm3

prod @ilovemaxfr

losing clarity by the second

blurry

not a day goes by demo

shawty talkin "watcha bust status?"
give no fucks, now they comin at us
baby so blue like ha name was sadness
but she say its all good, so why she mad at us?
ya she mad cappin, the shorty mad askin
"can u dissapear" but i do not know magic
i be pullin bunnies from my hat, snow rabbits
take a stab at it, it dont take no practice

honey what u talk bout? 22, on the loose
sippin booze, fuckin up, but u  wanna stay inside
dap me up for the good luck 'fore da ride, gettin high
smokin shit like once a life, u so sober all the time

take a stab at it prod me

out on all platsss
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im not mad, what i said
i cant keep a straight face
i doubt that ill see
a ball of gleam approaching
wish i was a girl
i cant wait to pretend
but ill always live life
in beautiful, fake romance 

give me a chance
ill take your hand
just one more medicine, i fantasize the end
of what i have left

fantasize the end (casper's pishogue)

@featuringcm3

prod peril the goat

on plats soon

Time well wasted (feat. cm3)

prod wixxy

we're out of our minds now
and i'm still stuck on the times we had left
it's bringing me all down
but i know the past is the time that i've slept
yeah i know it takes a heart 
i'm afraid that i ditched mine before i was born
so kiss me goodbye dear
once i reach the headlights i'll be gone fast

i'm faster than a run
she told me i was quick
but once i jump the gun
she told me i was sick
embracing every nature that my body has beheld
but as soon as sunset comes, all my shimmer hits the bell

and when it rings, it's loud as fck
wish id never wake from highs that i'll never touch
it's make or break, and ive fallen apart
maybe cause i just take, and never let it start

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