Ive been in love with this song for years

i just found this song today, and today was the day my girl left my side, you guys don"t have a clue how I feel, shit hits tough all of a sudden, don't it

Dang mane im glad the algorithm put me onto you. Never heard your name before but this track fire -- gotta listen to your others ASAP

I Don’t Love You - Urban Zakapa (4)

Original Sample - Nicole Dollanganger : Mean

☣☥♂♵♹♳♵♂☥☣ - cccxxiii

prod ʎpoqou
vocals recorded at bridge east studios by john dello lacono 
the love means so much, thank you <3

sitting in silence
with nothing between
but the air we breath 
and the words we don’t speak 
blue eyes 
just holding tight 
i see you smile 
fingers can’t seem to type
just taking time 
never knew much of it 
but i didn’t mind 
we become more alined
just you on my mind
and holding on to the wrong things
at times 
just know that i try
to make you as happy
with each calling of mine
no poetic nature
just me and myself and i
blue seems so fitting
to match a purple hairline

blue seems so fitting
to make up for the things 
we can’t seem to get together

it all seemed to fit so nicely (prod ʎpoqou)

shoulda crashed the car [Prod.Gertrude]

my friend @barrenwaste

thank you all for listening

[lyrics]
i write all these songs about you 
and i know you dont give a shit
on my knees i pray again
take these words and comprehend 
the fucked up ways you would not intend 
i thought to myself 
i was wrong again 
too fucking scared to know 
 i let it grow 
the curiosity 
of always coming close 
i shouldve known
that id be stuck in the same hole
that i dug myself into
smell like smoke
just leave now please
till we say what we really think
we say goodbyes and slowly sink
born to be
nothing more
i tell myself
as i ignore
and it doesnt matter what they say
unless you're dead
just fucking play 
and can we please turn back time
so i can find new peace of mind

ǝɔɐld ǝɥʇ ɥʇᴉʍ ǝuop ǝʌ,noʎ ʇɐɥʍ ǝʌol (ft. Barren)

i undermined whats undetermined 
whats on your mind i dont mind silence 
i prefer it i know i deserve it
i feel so imperfect
i work so hard for myself
and it never comes out worth it 
but we can work it out 
we can work this out 
i know my demons hurt you 
i hope you're not afraid 
i know i dont deserve you 
i think its all the same 
i dont think its gonna change
all the things ive seen inside my fucking brain
tell me the same
people live and 
love then 
they leave
what can i give when you already have every fucking thing
you're so pristine worth more than diamonds 
but im stuck in things ive seen 
people live 
and love then they leave
and i just wish 
i could give you every thing
i dont have shit 
im so dirty you're so clean 
and innocent
sometimes i feel like im mean 
what does it mean 
why have we seen the things we've seen 
its part of we 
its part of you and part of me 
the worlds a screen
i think we're stuck inside tv
our lifes a show 
a comedy and tragedy 
cus people live and 
love then 
they leave
what can i give when you already have every fucking thing
you're so pristine worth more than diamonds 
but im stuck in things ive seen 
people live 
and love then they leave
and i just wish 
i could give you every thing
i dont have shit 
im so dirty you're so clean

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Live, Love, Leave  (prod ʎpoqou x ÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ )

produced by nofeeling
@killstation
my vocals m/m by @prohibeo

nothing left to say ft killstation (prod dysphora)

Forever In Love  produced by suddencold

Sticks and stones may break my bones 
But words can kill my soul 
I could sleep outside don’t need a home 
Just need to fill this hole 
instruct myself to self destruct 
So I feel in control 
Its been so long since things went wrong 
When can I feel whole 
Its beautiful 
The way it falls apart 
ive never seen pain be that intoxicating.
its horrible 
The way it comes together 
When you know it won’t work out forever.  
Step by step we move along 
To the beat of our own song
Everyone hears different music 
Nothings right or wrong 
So keep it moving keep it goin
Dont slow ur down pace 
i try to hurry up but just end up 
Running in place
motivated by the pain I feel 
When I see ur face
I still think ur beautiful 
It just isnt the same

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Oh.

My socials <3
IG- @dolefuldarlin
YT- Madi Marie
Twitter- @dolefuldarlin

Sid Whites socials <3
IG- @ggallinsforehead
YT- Sid White 
Soundcloud- @sidwhiteisdead
LYRICS:
do you u know my fears? (know my fears)
 do you even care ?
I don't wanna be here. 
living in my nightmare 
are you even there ? 

and I don't wanna fight 
not again tonight
I just need u in my arms tonight 
to feel alright
by my side x2

do you even care ?
are you even there ?

do you u know my fears? (know my fears)
do you even care ?
I don't wanna be here. 
living in my nightmare 
are you even there ? 

and I don't wanna fight 
not again tonight
I just need u in my arms tonight 
to feel alright
by my side x2

do you know my fears ?
living in my nightmare 
living in my nightmare (are you even there )
living in my nightmare 


Mixed & Mastered by @madimarieabel
Produced by @sidwhiteisdead

Forever In Love produced by suddencold

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