ʍʌ✕

so swag
featuring the amazing @nevermadeithome
prod @sadboiforever and @pekarot_161 <3
cover art by evan carr !
hope u enjoy!

lyrics:
(decks)
y-you just say that im dense
can’t get shit thru my head
man i wonder what thats like
up late thinkin again
eyes hurt im seein red
why’s it always a bad night

i-i got a 100k in my wallet
i got my pockets stuffed, i don’t want it
i’d give it all just to see u again
i got ur number, i won’t call it
baby im anxious, im not talkin
i’d give it all just to see u again

so what’s that like?
silence between us the whole night 
can’t find the words cuz im lost, right?
you don’t know shit im just uptight
i could use some sunlight man im aching
tell me why my heart’s always just breaking
i can feel u far i know you’re fading
maybe both of us arent worth saving

y-you just say that im dense
can’t get shit thru my head
man i wonder what thats like
up late thinkin again
eyes hurt im seein red
why’s it always a bad night

i-i got a 100k in my wallet
i got my pockets stuffed, i don’t want it
i’d give it all just to see u again
i got ur number, i won’t call it
baby im anxious, im not talkin
i’d give it all just to see u again

(never)
I’ll give it all 
To see you again
Hit my phone 
I’ll be like 10 
Cash in my pocket 
Jump in the benz 
Skrt off in rocket
Its not a rent 

If i see your new guy 
His chest gets to meet my new knife 
And when i swing that ching high
His coat gets ripped off tonight 
And we’ll go dance in moonlight 
Just cause that,,,  what you liked 
When we ruled the world 
it was never ending twirl 
Now I cant read 
the text we had 
You said we wouldn’t last 
And now i just regret you girll

(decks)
y-you just say that im dense
can’t get shit thru my head
man i wonder what thats like
up late thinkin again
eyes hurt im seein red
why’s it always a bad night

i-i got a 100k in my wallet
i got my pockets stuffed, i don’t want it
i’d give it all just to see u again
i got ur number, i won’t call it
baby im anxious, im not talkin
i’d give it all just to see u again

dense! w/ never [p. 2001 x pekarot]

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dense! w/ never [2001 x pekarot]

Lil Aaron- Dark Matter (Vocal Cover)

Affliction

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Habits of My Heart

I'll Be Good

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A musical journey through a lot of my experiences.  Highs, Lows, Dreams, Love, Pain, Hope etc.  

When You're Ready

The Heart of the Perfection of Wisdom The William Altig Choir

A choral meditation on the Buddhist Heart Sutra, the oldest and most beloved teaching on emptiness and liberation.

For 1,600 years, the mantra "Gate gate pāragate pārasaṃgate bodhi svāhā" has been chanted in temples across Asia—a song of going beyond, of crossing to the other shore where suffering cannot reach. Now The William Altig Choir brings this ancient wisdom to life through the soulful harmonies of gospel and blues tradition.

Gone, gone, gone beyond. Gone all the way beyond. Awakening. Hail!

From the book "The Heart Sutra Reborn: An American Blues Interpretation" by William Altig.

(Slow, steady beat—like a heart finding its true rhythm)

Verse 1:
Avalokiteśvara sitting all alone, Deep in wisdom on that glory throne. Looked at the world with a spiritual eye, Saw the truth of things beneath the sky.  He looked at the body, looked at the mind, Searching for a self he could not find. Five big heaps where a man used to be, Saw them all empty, saw them all free.

Chorus (Call and Response):
Yeah, the body is empty, like a passing cloud, Feelings just a whisper, though they scream so loud. Thoughts are like the wind, blowing through the trees, When you see they're empty, Lord, you fall to your knees.  Suffering is gone, pain don't stand a chance, When you join that rhythm of the freedom dance. Avalokiteśvara saw it clear as day, Emptiness washes all the tears away.

(Up-tempo now, driving rhythm—like a train gathering speed)

Verse 2:
Oh Śāriputra, hear what I say, Form and emptiness are the same way. Ain't no difference between the two—What you see is empty, and empty is you.  No eyes to see, no ears to hear, No nose to smell, no doubt to clear. No tongue to taste the bitter or sweet, No solid ground beneath your feet.

Chorus (Building power):
Tear it all down, let the walls fall flat, Tell me Śāriputra, what you think about that? No wisdom to find, no prize to be won—The work is over, the journey is done.  No suffering here, no cause to be found, No end to the pain, no path on the ground. When you got nothing, you got nothing to lose—That's the secret, brother, of the Emptiness Blues.

Bridge (Slower, building to the release):

So the Bodhisattva walks with a stride so bold, Breaking the chains that the mind can't hold. No fear in the heart, no cloud in the sky, Waving all your illusions goodbye.

(Call and Response, soulful and loud—congregation rising)

Verse 3:
So here is the magic, here is the spell, To break you out of your personal hell. The wisdom that shines like the morning sun, Showing you the battle's already won.  Listen to the words that the Buddhas say, To wash your troubles and your cares away. It ain't no secret, brother, it ain't no lie—It's the wings you need if you want to fly.

The Mantra (Chant it slow, let it build):

Gate Gate—Gone, gone away! Paragate—Gone to a brighter day! Parasamgate—Gone all together! Bodhi Svaha — Awake forever!

(Repeat—with growing power)

Gate Gate—Leave it all behind! Paragate—Clear your worried mind! Parasamgate—Cross to the other shore! Bodhi Svaha—Don't you cry no more!

Final Verse (Slow, settling into peace):

Gone, gone, gone beyond, To the place where we all belong. Awakening is here, the dream is through— The Emptiness Blues is the song for you.

The Heart of the Perfection of Wisdom

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lil glacier & internet rot - drown me (prod. killedmyself)

WISHDEATHONME

hellogoodbye

december

Woke up, pain in my neck
Like I've been sleeping all wrong
Or sleeping at all
But I probably just care too much
About people who couldn't give a fuck

I can't write a happy song to save my life
And I'm 21 years old, feels like I've died twice

Went to sleep everyday
Each one of my fuck ups likes to slip between my skin
4 AM, they're reminding me that I'm not who I say I am
I'm not what they think I am
I'm just a try-hard, die-hard narcissist
Who wants to love everyone
But fucking only loves himself
And my dog dies so I'm getting older
Every winter comes just a litter bit colder

I can't write a happy song to save my life
And I'm 21 years old, feels like I've died twice

I can't write a happy song to save my life
And I'm 21 years old, feels like I've died twice

never,forever - best wishes

i have been trying to meet you for so long now i dont wanna do this anymore (prod color hue)

no heaven

[+] like a movie scene
* exclusive by @seejayxo * prod by @boyfifty *

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LYRICS:

[hook: x2]
shawty got that ass in them skinny jeans
every time we fuck it's like a movie scene
yeah, i just wanna know, you love me
yeah, i just wanna know, you love me

[verse: 1]
every day i wake up and i hate it
i don't think i ever been frustrated
quite like this
see i just see my shot, i never miss
but you been playin like you hard to get

like you hard to get
i feel sick
and you want dick
so just go ahead
yea leave me here
i don't wanna fight with you dear
i just wish i had you right here
i just wish i had you right here with me...
cus i don't wanna fall back asleep

[hook: 2x]

[verse: 2]
so i'ma get the bag
she think that i'm happy
every time that i'm sad
i just think about
all the times that we had
but now they fade away
i just wanna know what to say

what to say to you,
i feel like i'm coming unglued
i just wanna fuck, what it do?
like come right here..
let me whisper over in your ear
i could tell you what you wanna hear
what you wanna hear

seejayxo - skinny jeans (+ boyfifty)

hope u enjoy this one!! something a bit different
prod, mix/master, vocals & art direction by me

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lyrics:
wish that i could dream on my own now
wish i coulda seen how to slow down
when i shut my eyes watch my head doubt
every night i try yet its no help
x2

yeah i cannot sleep 
it is not for me
unless i'm with someone else it's never meant to be
searching everyday for all the remedies
i guess i'll stay in my grave
until i rest in peace
i guess i'll stay in my head until they bury me
having constant nightmares every time i sleep
was it something they said that makes it hard to breathe
when i go into bed it's just anxiety

wish that i could dream on my own now
wish i coulda seen how to slow down
when i shut my eyes watch my head doubt
every night i try yet its no help
x2

guess i'll stay in my grave until i rest in peace
until i rest in peace
until i rest in peace
until i rest in peace
guess i'll stay in my grave until i rest in peace

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i wish i could dream alone

prod rrarebear

hope u enjoyy <3

Lyrics

Walk in the forest  you know that I’m tired
Tired of breathing
Tired of needing
Tired of everyone else that’s deceiving 
Can’t give a fuck
About all your problems 
Feels like there’s too many ppl
Who callin

Running round with the world on my hip
You see me running round town w a knife and a bitch 
We gon shut this shit down throw a show n then dip 
Got a hunnid clip round for a bro talking shit x2

I see your strange ways
Why u talkin me down 
Why u talkin me down
Why u talkin me down right now x2

Best to not to know 
Where the beast at night to go
When the sun has finally fell
And u make it out this hell 
We’re the hollow ones I know 
so have a dream and let it float

Best to not to know x2

Darling 
Find me
In the forest 
I can’t be afraid x2

i have been trying to meet you for so long now i dont wanna do this anymore (prod color hue)

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