@artificial-reflection: thank you we will see

Thank toy for all your songs. Everything got me through my heartbrakes and numbness

probably crying

prod bear

recorded on laptop mic, 
might rerecord on better mic and post on main

better off dead, alone, w/o me, etc etc

Long For You
By: Matt Menovcik



V1 
I try  I try talking
But I just
Talk to softly in this noise
And it’s
Probably better
Because I don’t 
Know what to say
To you 

C 
But I just can’t find my way
I just can’t make it through
I really hate these days 
These days when I long for you
For you 
 
V2
Oh, your 
Bleach blond hair
And your 
Soft blue eyes, so wise
When you
Look at me
It’s hard to breathe sometimes
With you around

C

Br 
And sometimes
When you hold me tight
I know there’s no chance that this might
So I just let you go
From me

C
Long for you
Long for you

Long For You (demo)

i'm not the same person i was back then 
i've changed my ways 
i'm not the same 
i've been in my own lane 

Sometimes i wanna be alone 
away from everyone i know 
so i can see if i should go

it's not the same w/fats'e (prod. tothegood)

all the broken dreams i see them now

all the broken dreams i feel them now

and all this pain thats going thrue my veins

ive been waiting here now im sitting all alone x2

Broken Dreams

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first vocal track released as 'cabe' so tell me what you think. there will be more next year...
other vocals and beats @kryptik_official

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lyrics:
it started with a sweet kiss . i guess you were my weakness...
somethings on your mind. tell me why
all the love was sweet bliss. red roses with the cheap tricks
somethings on your mind. tell me I'm the reason why
i never felt from the start, just numb
tell me I'm the fucking reason for this outcome...
all these feelings i can't outrun...

yeah.. 
i saw that you called...aye...
fuck that shit guess i'll miss them all... girl,
i thought you was the best of them all... but...
i was the dumbest one of them all... yeah...
fuck it pack another bowl... yeah...
all i have to do is make a call... aye
ring ring ring thats her on the phone... 
knock knock knock on the door now its on...

from the start (prod. nadiak)

an idea

fingers tight around my arm, quiet you slept
too long since my heart has beat this hard, hide my breath
cornered, calm my nerves, 
destroyer, ive done this before 

call it, im wasting your time
dont soften it, leave me to die

destrooy

from album
inspir by nedarb+horse head (numb)
mix/sung/prod:me

[prod. convolk]

Free Download

brooks was here

not on my album just a song to delay it a bit more 

lyrics:
i don't believe that you can love me
i believe that i'm ugly
i believe that everything i love leaves me in the end
cause i tried to steal, i tried to keep you
you ran away cause i got scared and oh..
i don't know how to talk to you
i don't know how to follow through
cause i just doubt myself in everything i do 
i don't know how to love

i don't know how to love w/ convolk (prod. imdepression)

lyrics: 
please don't ever leave unless you have to
cause i've been losing people, man it's bad news 
and i never thought i'd lose all the ones that i love 
right before my eyes 

things will never be the same it's all just changing 
my life is going in circles, rearranging  

please don't ever leave unless you have to
cause i've losing people man it's bad news 
i guess it's just change and i have to get used to that 
cause once it leaves it's never coming back
but you know this, you know this, you know this 

you know it..

please don't leave (prod. nciku x never since)

This Is For U (prod Lxdde)

vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo
<3

just like that
I’m back into this trend again
theres so much to condemn 
with your hands around my neck
just fucking choke me 
till my eyes
roll back
into my head
fuck this all 
i need no respect
for anything
but myself
and i get a certain way
and almost forget
who i am

with your hands around my neck again
i try this time to
to take one last breath
and say how i won’t ever forget
the pain and 
empty nights spent
somewhere deep enough 
to end my life in
i let myself go
and spiral into
a dark intention
of found emotion
im fucked 
if i 
remain unspoken

on my own (prod depression)

anywhere with u

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

Lyrics:
sometimes I think back to the days
when everything fell into place
and life's hardships seemed like mass exaggerations
before anxiety had placed its stranglehold on me
before the panic attacks and derealization
I remember when I first felt close to a good friend
we'd stay up all night and walk around for hours
the thought that it would end never crossed my mind back then
I didn't know I'd watch my best friends turn to strangers
I just wanted things to be simple
like the lyrics to this song
I thought that things would be simple
but clearly I was wrong
things aren't so simple for a first world kid like me
clinging to his non-viable dreams
maybe one day I will see the light
and realize the end is worth the fight
but now I must go, I'm signing out
a potential 50 more years of this mess
most the time I wish that I was dead
I want to travel further back in time
live the rest of my life on rewind
but things aren't that simple
things aren't that simple
I remember when I finally got past level 10
staying up and playing 64 for hours
simple like the lyrics to this song
I thought that things would be simple
I'm always fucking wrong
but I'll still keep fighting everyday 
even if my mind says I should give up
I'll still jump through all the hurdles in the way
even when my body starts to give out
and I'll push all of my harmful thoughts away
even though they're telling me to give in
still I wish I could relive all of the days
when I thought that things would be simple
but they're not

simple. (feat. jimmy from mishandled)

hand in mine (toofargone)

LIL LOTUS - eighteen (acoustic)

vox mixed by @cpt_sad
prod @taylor

if i work thru the day
i can take the fuckin week off
man im just not trynna slack off

if i work thru the day 
i can take the fuckin week off
yeah mf thats just how i am 
i get it all done in 1 day
1 day
i can make enough fucking hits
to last me the week
baby baby plz just let me bleed
oh they think im crazy
do u see what i see?
yeah yeah baby what u need
oh baby baby wont u come with me
o my god i can see it happening 
every litte aspect of my life is trapping me
in this fucking cell
yeah im writing a tragedy
oh baby baby wont u let me bleed

lemme bleed out n fuckin die
lemme end my life 
baby why 
baby fuckin why
u dont gotta cry
cause i know
ill see u real soon
i been lyin thru my fuckin teeth
baby let me bleed
let me fuckin bleed
bloodied up all over ur carpet
so i can make a scene
imma make a stain on ur life
yeah bitch imma make a stain on ur life

if i work thru the day straight
i can take the fuckin week off
yeah mf thats just how i am 
i get it all done in 1 day
1 day
i can make enough fucking hits
to last me the week
yeah baby baby plz just let me bleed
oh they think im crazy
do u see what i see?
yeah yeah baby what u need

u a fuckin bitch yeah
plenty of reasons 
ur girl all up on my dick yeah
i dont make much money 
but that dont mean fuckin shit yeah
wipe my ass wit that fuckin song
u call a hit yeah
flexin all ur belongings to make up
for yo shit yeah

i putn that gel on my tongue 
the nightts just begun

a litte too fucked up in the apartment
had to take a blue lil pill to re spark it !
got my mind up on the run

oh baby baby wont u let me bleed 
oh baby baby do u see what i see

This Is For U (prod Lxdde)

skean

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