ive listened to this guy since i was 15 bro in 2017🥲❤️

probably crying

Lonely Street

oilcolor: @oilcolor / @moplush 

it’s  like I’m holding on with broken hands 
i see these lies out the corner of my eye 
when i grow up i wanna be a ghost 
so i can see how you feel when i’m not as close

ill pretend i’m in my old bed
tired eyes, tuck me in, pat me on the head 
construct a world in which i’m safe again 
growing up,
giving up 
i wish i’d never left     


full nelson (n,n. x oilcolor)

@lilxlotus
@fats_e
@yung-jza-shawty
@scummusic
@satorigold

~I'll Pack My Bags~

ハンナダイヤモンドは私のガールフレンドです 
デッドボーイ / /  コールドワールド 
If I Leave Tonight I'm Never Coming Back
ウィッシング x たい x 待っています 
こんにちは!!! こんにちは

カリフォルニア州の夜

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

Lil Lotus+fats'e+YungJZAisDead+SCUM - If I Leave Tonight I'm Not Coming Back(Prod. By Satori Gold)

@killedmyself 


when i see the stars all i see is you
your elegance is making me so warm

do you even know how beautiful you are
i would tell you everyday if i could be with you 

youre always on my mind 
isee you in my dreams at night

You Dont Know How Much I Suffer For You (prod killedmyself)

all the broken dreams i see them now

all the broken dreams i feel them now

and all this pain thats going thrue my veins

ive been waiting here now im sitting all alone x2

Broken Dreams

follow and support @nadiakuk

first vocal track released as 'cabe' so tell me what you think. there will be more next year...
other vocals and beats @kryptik_official

snapchat: kryptikbeats
instagram: yung_kryptik

lyrics:
it started with a sweet kiss . i guess you were my weakness...
somethings on your mind. tell me why
all the love was sweet bliss. red roses with the cheap tricks
somethings on your mind. tell me I'm the reason why
i never felt from the start, just numb
tell me I'm the fucking reason for this outcome...
all these feelings i can't outrun...

yeah.. 
i saw that you called...aye...
fuck that shit guess i'll miss them all... girl,
i thought you was the best of them all... but...
i was the dumbest one of them all... yeah...
fuck it pack another bowl... yeah...
all i have to do is make a call... aye
ring ring ring thats her on the phone... 
knock knock knock on the door now its on...

from the start (prod. nadiak)

an idea

fingers tight around my arm, quiet you slept
too long since my heart has beat this hard, hide my breath
cornered, calm my nerves, 
destroyer, ive done this before 

call it, im wasting your time
dont soften it, leave me to die

destrooy

from album
inspir by nedarb+horse head (numb)
mix/sung/prod:me

[prod. convolk]

Free Download

brooks was here

not on my album just a song to delay it a bit more 

lyrics:
i don't believe that you can love me
i believe that i'm ugly
i believe that everything i love leaves me in the end
cause i tried to steal, i tried to keep you
you ran away cause i got scared and oh..
i don't know how to talk to you
i don't know how to follow through
cause i just doubt myself in everything i do 
i don't know how to love

i don't know how to love w/ convolk (prod. imdepression)

vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo
<3

its everywhere you don’t want it to be
in your mind and on the screens you see
the words we get poured into our head
don’t mean a fucking thing
can we move away
to a safer place
a heaven of sorts
where we can be free
from all the harsh reality 
of the ignorant minds
the truth only blinds
whats wrong with their lies     
it helps it come forward to shine
your light starts to dim
as you voice opinions
which won’t match your description
of what you think fits in
good riddance 
disease rotten
to the core of your existence 
reminiscing 
to the great times
of no worries 
of no reason

i don’t know how i can decide
on the things i promised id
never fucking sacrifice
for instance
try to hear me
but with the distance
i don’t expect
you to listen

riverman (prod killedmyself)

guitar by @vibevoka & @yung_eh
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-42p0KIARkQ



<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/88bdd0'>Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

rocon's room (prod. angst)

no samples.
lyrics:
My face hits the ground
And thats just how it is
got rain checked on relationships
Cried like a bitch
Rode my bike home
In the 7th grade
Felt like a Monday
cuz when I got home
cried for 7 days
So don’t cry name
If I ever slip lips again
Ill just stay the same
We made love in my car
And wanna crash
But I can’t
Cuz someone else is calling me
SO TELL ME WHAT YOU FUCKIN THINKIN
WHEN MY EYES BLINK
DOES YOUR HEART SINK
WHEN YOU SEE MY TEARS FALL
I’M DROnWING IN A POOL OF FUCKIN BROKEN HEARTS

AND I KNOW WHAT THE FUCKIN YOU THINKIN
DONT LET YOUR BLOOD HIT THE SINK  
TOSS THAT METAL BLADE ON THE GROUND
DONT WANNA SEE YOUR SMILE TURN INTO A FROWN

Tired of sleeping in till 5 pm
Waking up I brush my teeth 
I’m breakin down again
I can’t fuckin eat
I can’t fuckin sleep
Thinking bout your face
 just wanna leave this place 
When I think of you I think of sorrow
Cuz all you fuckin want is my to heart borrow
pullin out the choppa hope I see you tomorrow

downcast!

https://soundcloud.com/iamrellim

thought i wanted something
i clearly didn’t fuck with
kept on trynna duck when
i just wanted nothing more than
to break things off straight away
avoid any kind of common pain
but the other part of my brain
had other fucking plans for me
an entire fucking year
of waisted time and shear
disappointed faces
constantly bickering 
nothing but passive hints
it was so clear
that us together 
was a fucked up deal

I’m sorry dear
break off ties 
end it near
end my life 
if you don’t come here
is how you kept shit
by the ears
hold me close to lose my fear
make me feel so low
i might disappear
but its cold inside
and hot out there
maybe a couple months ill be right there

break off ties (prod rellim)

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

download

a place where i belong [feat. supachefm!] (prod. 4evr)

prod. nedarb
mixed & mastered by nick colletti
art by abvhvn

misery ep

send another signal ft. jon simmons [prod. nedarb]

LYRICS
don't know how you can do that to me 
every fucking time
i just put you in my past 
and now you wanna make it right
and you're bringing out these feelings 
when i meant for them to die
i just wanted to believe that seeing you 
won't make me cry
why you gotta come around?
you're digging up the hatchet 
that i buried in the ground
why you gotta come back now?
knowing that you hurt me 
and you let me down 
tell me that you're sorry one more time
tell me that you'll be there every night
you know that it gets me when you try 
i should know it only lasts for a while
cant ignore when you keep calling 
break me tell me that you're sorry
love me here and now you got me 
i can't keep myself from falling 
telling me the things
you didn't ever mean to do
that your choices 
took the people that you never meant to lose
and you're holding on so hard
your hands are bleeding and they're bruised
that you hurt the only one 
who loved the darker parts of you

prod by: https://soundcloud.com/suddencoldbeats
mixed/mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/marcelo
art by: https://twitter.com/MISOBOWL

You Dont Know How Much I Suffer For You (prod killedmyself)

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