S_U__P_E__R_CON_FUSED

for nothing w/ nosgov (maknae x rubbish)

i love all these people dearly >|<

produced by me and @kojowav
mix/chops by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ intro : @xxsyris ]

what i feel around you 
is hard to describe
i can see thru ur lies 
please dont hurt whats inside

i feel like a nuisance
i feel i'm reclusive
why do u act cluless
you make me feel useless

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ verse 1 : @xxsyris ]

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

and i know its fucked up but stay here with me

i promise its worth it so baby dont leave

you know that i want this you know that i need this

spinning in circles with lies but believe this

just keep it a secret ur love yeah i need it

i need it your love yeah i need it

[ verse 2 : @venusiann ]

i can't breathe, i'm so weak
i can't go on like this right now
but maybe, you'll save me
want you to lift me from the ground

and i can't keep you around
love is my curse i'd drown

hate to see your face
i wanna escape
to another place
never wanted it this way

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ end ]

resolve / once + syris + venusiann

wrong wrong

lonely hearts gun club

map of th trails of grassfield_1  prod @deceased @ddertbag [prty sure]
i cnt c n i cnt breathe ., ; 
2much sht tht u nd frm me
tryna gt rdy like 123
n it dsnt fl right like im out of key

yh it fls like idk how2get out
i gta learn again so i cn let outx ||||
im in my own littl world dnt have2stand out #lbp
grassfield,, nthn else,, thts where ima b nw

fk u,, i live n learn
didn wna say tht im hurt
cnt luv u,, this tk a turn
pt me back intha dirt like if im a worm ✿✼
i think i said wht i nd2
so nw were both free2
4vr go awy n not c it thru

cld i pickup if u calld3times
dnt think its a lie if i say alr
u kno tht its bad4us dnt try
hw cld i giv u anymor of my lyf, , , , ,

i cnt fall in,, fall in
i jus disregard it
hardn my <<##33 hardn
this i jus play no part in 
burn the bridge its arson
i hope tht i cn commit

ifu gta go left thn i gta go right
dogbone clip inmy hair hair i sigh
brokn headphones cldnt hear tha song tht nite
think u rly jus wna c me loose my mind ༅｡.｡༅ {{{

i wldv luvd it bt u so obnoxious 
i wldv chose tht if i knew i had options
cnt blv u say sum,, u cn tell me nthnn
scrape by jus so i cn gt back sum ✿✼✿✼✿✼

tk mor mor jus tk from me
cnt do tht no cnt repeat
tragic tragic luvstory
turn in2a symphony
bt i dnt wnt no sympathy .｡༅.｡༅
dnt care4apologies
dye my hair my piercings bleed
i jus wnt sum quiet peace,,,,,,,,,,,

grassfield ♫ ♪,,✿✼:*ﾟ: #lbp 2020classic ☆

prod: starboyrob x _offandout x themed1c

I'd give it all
Give it all
I would let the bridges burn and towers fall
I'd give it all
I’d give it all
I would let the bridges burn and towers fall
From this guilt that I know
Want this shit want this shit that I know
Pop a pill pop and X ur 2 slo
Maybe one day if I burned u would show

(2x)
I'd give it all
I would watch bridges burn and towers fall
Pop a pill and now I'm drowning I can't talk
Yeah you hate me telling me that it's all my fault

I pour gasoline
On myself and so I burn watch me fucking bleed
Yeah I cant go to nobody cant fucking speak
Now I sit here by myself
Watch me sit here by myself
When I need help nobody would help me

In my ear yeah you cry4me
All these teardrops on the dear love watch it die for me

I cant even fucking sleep
I cant even fucking eat
I'm so tired god im tired of it all

And i know
Oh god i know

All this pain inside my chest that I have stowed
Now you mumble all this and now you're acting like I care
I'm self conscious hate the stares
I cant breath I need airrrr

hopeurhappynow

ft @swagtastic666 @xxsyris
prod me

[swag]
bring the drugs in the club lemme chop it
off a xan im a zombie like richtofen
ive been smokin way too loud you hear me coughin
and i've been hangin out with emo so we locked in

and i've been hangin out with scene girls, mean girls, the meanest
i can't tell you how it feels but i know that i need it
shordy snortin way too much her nose just started bleeding
shordy snortin way too much while perkies double teamin

she said wow i like your eyeliner, thank you very much
i get shy around them pretty girls, you see it when i blush
got them thighs on with stripes on, give a little touch
give a side eye, i like him, but i think too much

yeah i'm thinkin way too
yeah i'm thinkin way too
yeah i'm thinkin way too
much 

[emorave]
can u kiss my lips again so i know im still alive
at the club with swag and katie yea we do this every night
u wont get my preset cuz i mix it different every time
pull up to the rave with like 6 guys yea its just my life

im on haight st with wastey
famous like im eighty
u think im a clone yea idc like lazy
get another check i stack it up it doesnt phase me
nothing matters in the end cuz all they do is praise me

yea they praise me
yea they love me
look up in the sky and what always sits above me
all i see is nothing
please just give me something
dont know what to do im so scared of what is coming

ill be fine, if ur always mine
dont look at the time, just stare into my eyes
breath in all the light, take away my life
never leave my side, i dont wanna die

[syris]
take a fuckin knife, slit my throat
i dont wanna be here
plz dont tell me that you lied
you already know my fears
yah they can watch us
but they cant get near
this love so replacable
i drop a tearr
hahaha tell me is it true now:/
blahblahblahblah wat u wanna do now
i dont care about this shit aymore
take my gun nd ill fukcin meet u at the door
bby im just playing maybe im not tho
i know that you hate me
but ur still my wife ho
takin over blowin up i get so emotional
i know i said id take you but you gotta go

fuck this +swag & syris

guitar by @gl0wrm, drums split, all other production and mixing by me

cover art also by me

lyrics

[ intro / chorus : @sprigtek]

i think i turned 
bad
i
said
it wouldn’t take long
thats
why 
you’re turning your back
i 
knew
you’d be gone

do i get inside your head
too 
much
will you regret 
me
this once?

kept up by these 
thoughts 
that 
i cant outrun

[ verse 1 : @sprigtek ]

almost dead
but u breathe your light into me

i fight what i feel
when it gets to me

i send awful chills
down your spine
when i say
i’m the downhill descent
in your life

tell me what
are you trying to get from me?

looking close
as u wait for the death of me

u should know, 
if u stay you’ll get sick with me
then get sick of me

[ verse 2 : @gl0wrm ]

wish I felt nothing
watch it fall away
I say something
Im waiting for the day
u dont notice
and idc at all
I can’t show this
At all 
I wish I felt nothing
watch it fall away
I say something
Im waiting for the day
that u dont notice
and idc at all
I can’t show this

cover up my eyes
when im with u a part of dies
I see u from far away
I got nothing I even wanna say
u dont notice shit
fall back and breath thru it
I see u from far away
I got nothing I even wanna say

[ outro / chorus : @sprigtek ]

i think i turned 
bad
i
said
it wouldn’t take long
thats
why 
you’re turning your back
i 
knew
you’d be gone

do i get inside your head
too 
much
will you regret 
me
once?

i see something u dont wanna know...

[ end ]

downhill + gl0wrm

@plasticgirl1

i don't mean to waste your time
wya?? i'm out of line
i don't mean to do the crime
i got caught at the worst time
i could never waste your time
wya?? come hit my line
i know you would never mind
i just wanna say i tried

i just wanna waste your time
what you on?? i'm tryna fly
i got lines across my lines
wrists and thighs would make you cry
i know i've wasted your time
wya?? i need your time
i've been faded i'm a mess
i'm so sorry for the stress

tie me up and make me cry
i don't wanna be like this
i don't wanna act like this
i've pushed you far away like this
i'm not likely to survive
if i do then be suprised
i just want another chance
please give me a second dance

i don't mean to waste your time
wya?? i'm out of line
i don't mean to do the crime
i got caught at the worst time
i could never waste your time
wya?? come hit my line
i know you would never mind
i just wanna say i tried

rezlaine - wya?? (lindo)

prod. @gl0wrm

rest in peace chelsea

lyrics:

ive already fallen
got too many fucking problems
i hate it all 
watch u walk away
im in too deep 
i let it all decay
far away 
let the night stay
fuck my life 
i hate it anyway
all alone 
i got too wasted
i dont think i shouldve taken that
out of breath 
i let u take it back
dont waste my time 
u know i hate that
it doesnt matter what u think of me
put my pain into a song but u dont hear me bleed
what did u want from me?

ribcage opened up with a dull blade
rip my lungs thru my back as i fade away
made a demon out of all the pain
u gave me wings 
that was ur last mistake
ill make u pay for every piece u take
ill haunt u every night on ur bed
ill smile when im pressing on ur neck
im in ur dreams like a night mare
u have ur mind but u cant hide there

mare

spotify

mare (gl0wrm)

prod @wh0d
@emorave

sorry ive been such a let down
barred in the greyhound
bad dog stay down
i dont wanna play now
i lay fucking face down
8 grams i dont feel the same now (feel the same now)
i got bad habits watch me break down
pissed off wanna blow my brains out
Margiela waist down
stuck i wanna break out
i dont think u get it
no one really gets it
i do shows i got set lists
last but i rep it
get in on the guest list
push n pull i like being reckless
shut me down sorry i suggested
felt way too good so i wrecked it
want it so i kept it
i really regret this

ik that im fine but r u fine too
im never sober im not in the mood
baby what have i got to do 
to get it thru 2 u
that u r losing me
ik its over
tell me something come closer
i will never be sober
we'll go thru this over n over again
cut me off tell me that we r not friends
over and over again
ive come too close
never again

never again ft emorave

BURND OUT + M1V

stowaway [p. iz sav]

nosgov xoxoswitch - healing

omu
baby how u doin? i know ur not doin the best but im here, ill always be here

tell me if u need me and call me if ur feelin alone cus im here, im always right here

tell me that im dumb, i luv to get numb

i know that im young, but im still right here

idgaf, i luv who i luv, and girl ur that one so ill wait right here

x2
--
kamakirii

baby im leaving, im not taking anything but u

picture us escaping

in the background of the photo i see u

i remember the time, i remember hearts<3 sewn together with twine

just remember that im still here, and if u doubt me thats just fine

and when it comes clear, i will be waiting right here

tell me u need me, and i will meet u right here

:)

prod me

luv to get numb w/ kamakirii

new stars in the sky ~｡*:･ﾟ☆
looking in from the outside ଘ working on a new horizon ଘ world is a sandbox
♡~♡~♡

for nothing w/ nosgov (maknae x rubbish)

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