agony

depressed summer (interlude)

A second thought, it's not as hard as I remember it,
oh my dead poet.
Step off the train admitting admitting all the things I've known.
What have I described for?
This atrophy, the recoil of memory?
It worked for you, could work for me, too.
Too many drinks, figured out what makes me sink.
Too many drinks, sucks me in and makes me stink.

The body stopped and fell apart, what I inherited:
this ground bound stoic.
Open my eyes and feel them breathing down my neck,
all these strangers gaping.
A dizzy ring and blurry scenes, like all things I've lost,
left there in the mud that marks the morning after.
Get lost in time, rearrange what makes me mine.
Get lost in time, rearrange, call it mine.

Your mom found God again and talks about about the accident
like you're still there beside her.
Inside your house, I feel like I could never change.
It's the same as when we played there.
And how 'bout me? The mail-in? the absentee?
"I'd know you anywhere, it means so much that you care."
Caught up in everything that's passed,
and it knocks me on my ass.
It knocks me on, it knocks me out.

I know the light and dark you found
buried in the underground;
Dissolute and spectral and the matter made a sound.
Dog legs in the hound.
Was it really just a bluff?
Will it ever be enough?

The gravel pit mounds that took over your lawn
are like burial grounds for the man I never bothered to know.
Your dad appears, slinking out of the closet
with a face like a funeral. Seeing me caused it

His eyes from the glass of his breathing mask ask me to
search for you.
I'm a time machine bomb as I scour your your lawn,
and I burn, I burn for you.

This is not a fate I could have guessed when we were young,
before acid hit the tongue, you're undone, sucking
cigarettes down just to get through the day
and absolve absolve absolve

Good Looking Friends - Vespers

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@forestdecomposition@forestdecomposition@forestdecomposition

woodwitch﷼ whitetears like porn stars n pill addicts ***teizeko***

So go

Save me x4

You feel nothing 
I take the pain 
Its hard to take in 
I know 

Violence I believe in it (she feels nothing)
Heading down hills (I felt something)
In this merry go round 
Burned on the campus 
Opened by torture 
I hear him scream away
I question her heart 
It’s not too late 

Opened by torture 
She feels nothing 

Save me 
Don’t you enjoy it
Save me 
Bc you enforce it
I killed you off 
I killed i killed
I killed you off 

Really?
What if you stayed this time?

Violence I believe in it (she feels nothing)
Heading down hills (I felt something)
In this merry go round 
Burned on the campus 
Opened by torture 
I hear him scream away
I question her heart 
It’s not too late 

Opened by torture 
She feels nothing 

I reach out and felt nothing 
I felt something

everything in between the heart and the dirt

diamond swisher sweet coffin rip Lungs 2003-forever.    -prod.kata-

Lyrics

If I left for long
Think that Id be better 
Everyday is long
Ive been down forever 
 
Hair comes falling out 
Curled up on the grout
Le me sleep tonight
Drift into the sky

When I wake up tomorrow
There no time left to borrow
When I wake up tomorrow 
Just take away my sorrow

Wake to candy eyes    
Pull me back to life 
take away the sorrow
just a dream tomorrow

Tomorrow

i did nothing wrong
entirely on my phone 
@forestdecomposition 
produced paprob and dxfective








she want my brain from me
she wanna study on me 
i got no right to hide 
ill let you in my mind 

she want my brain from me
she wanna study on me 
i got no right to hide 
ill let you in my mind 

sh
sh
sh

i let you feel my fear
you made your feelings clear
got caught up in your fog
i stayed for way too long

you said you lied to me
not that you were sorry 
you made no reparations
so i cut communication 


i did nothin wrong



detachment (paprob x dxfective)

Suffocating in my day dreams 
I don’t know anything, I can be
Anything, they said to me
As I’m watching my life 
Move steadily passing by
“Nothing can really get to me”
I guess thats what we 
Tell ourselves to find our peace
Of mind because
Sometimes, It feels like if I jump off
I might fly

Fly higher then last time
Get higher than last time
You can see the panic in my eyes 
Cross my heart and i hope to die
You ask me if I’m doing okay
And i tell you that I’m just fine.

Daydreams (prod. taymxru)

Prod me ofc 
Mixed/Mastered me
Cover art by me as well

Lyricsₓ
Fall right back down I’ll help myself I’ll help myself
Find who I am In another world I’m overwhelmed 
Feels so right right
Take me away from My life life life life 
I could fly fly away from my mind mind mind mind

Fall Down Help My self

Divine Entity ₓదైవిక అస్తిత్వంₓ

Observatory Mansions

Please Just Stay Dead

https://soundcloud.com/damnzoot
https://soundcloud.com/tgwog
album this week decided drop this song cuz distributor jus holding album thought it wud b out today ;_;
but yea healing music this week!!!

sing for myself (prod. tg + zoot)

ненавижу тебя.

Tired

The night is darkening round me,
The wild winds coldly blow;
But a tyrant spell has bound me
And I cannot, cannot go.

The giant trees are bending
Their bare boughs weighed with snow.
And the storm is fast descending,
And yet I cannot go.

Clouds beyond clouds above me,
Wastes beyond wastes below;
But nothing drear can move me;
I will not, cannot go.

depressed summer (interlude)

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