What It Seems

Stellar Drift (Instrumental)

AFTER THE DEBAUCHERY

ANSWER

Greetings everyone!

A very 'happy' song coming up. No it ain't. Underline and reason for writing this song is that when someone commits suicide people may react 'shocked' and followed up with the 'But she smiled so happy!' As if people with depression can't have 'happy moments' and still feel shit. And after hearing such news be in either complete shock (granted) or be in complete denial. Isn't a bad thing. It's natural. It falls in the steps of Kubler Ross but then again, as someone 'very familiar' with situatie it might be annoying. Because fact is people still can be happy, and still want to commit suicide for various reasons. One thing doesn't exclude the other.
Despite the heavy topic, I hope you guys like the song. But if you are getting triggered or struggle with mental health please call a support line that can help you, or find comfort in your surroundings.

About all the technic stuff I stepped out of my comfort zone. Not just because of the subject but also it's form and use of percussive vocal technique (don't know If I can call it rap xD since I'm not a rapper and very unsure about it yet. So please tell me what you think. Should I try it more often?) and finally some rock/punk <3.

Anyway, hope you guys like the song. Cheers!

[Edit 19-9-22] New Mic <3 It sounds much better now imo.

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ILLE$T - Night Caps
Prod. By Jazseh
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This song was inspired by how bored I get while I'm working at my dads smoke shop for minimum wage and only if I'm sober, I could work for him, so yeah Im waiting for the music to start working out or for my dad to give me more work. I havent had my son live with me since he was a baby and now I have to start all over with an NHL team this time because people in Wiky don't fuck with my music.

Night Caps Prod. by Jazseh

Free download : https://hypeddit.com/track/vd7ier

Lyrics : 

I know it's all over
But I don't wanna change
And though I'm getting older
I'm basically still the same

But now I'm just some loner 
Just trying to get through his day
I can't stand being sober
I need to numb the pain 

(chorus)
I know it's all over
But I'm not gonna change
And though I'm getting older
I'll always be the same

I know it's all over 
But you still pump through my veins 
And though it's getting colder 
I just sit here in the rain 

My life's become a boulder 
Of which I just can't lift the weight
I need you by my shoulder 
I need to numb the pain

(chorus)
I know it's all over 
But I'm not gonna change 
And though I'm getting older
I'll always be the same                 x2

Although it's kind of sad to say..

Over

Snares <|> (p. matwyre x als)

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