I love this cover so much. Hamster/Phemiec 's version is softer and is beautiful, but I think your use of multiple voices gives the song a lot of passion.

This is literally the best cover ive ever heard. Perfect job! ❤️

i listen to this song roughly 3 times a day and im not joking ive done drawings inspired by it and characters and stuff i LOVE this cover 

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A Karkat Vantas Fansong, long awaited. It's basically about Karkat's perspective on Gamzee, Terezi and recent happenings in homestuck canon. Slightly spoiler.

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LYRICS
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There will be no soft sounds this time
no arms, not mine at least
should've expect this, I guess, no “shh” can sooth your beast
and it was my problem once, that violence inside your eyes
bright red and high with death and pie, and rage that never dies

and I used to blame myself, then I blamed everybody else, but never you
cause you were just a messed up kid, 
who'd step in it, get scared and sit,
and pray for goats and gods who would know what to forbid 

and when you would reach out, well I'd run my big mean mouth and make it worse
And maybe I deserve that hurt, 
destruction of my universe, 
so if you've gotta beat somebody up don't make it her.

I'm sorry, I messed up, I'm not a leader anymore.
I'm sorry, I messed up, I'm not a leader. 
Not a leader.
Not a leader, friend.

No more attempts to make you see, I tried, he succeeded, oh well
but what I can say to a girl who'd play with a noose of excuses until
her big wicked grin disappears in the smoke, and crack goes the rope pulled true
I know enough about doubt, and hating myself, to tell that you now know it too

and I used to blame myself, then I blamed everybody else, including you
but you were perfect as you were
all angled out, a blinding blur
so bright and beautiful, and clever, yeah for sure

But when you would reach out, well I'd run my big mean mouth and make a mess
And now it's my turn to confess
I wasn't there, I didn't guess
that you were slipping, 'till you tripped right off the edge

I'm sorry, I messed up, I'm not a leader anymore
I'm sorry, I messed up, I'm not a leader,not a leader, not a leader...

Said a thousands words but they never helped
I hid my scars from you out of shame
Took up the cause, Yeah I took the helm
But I'm not the only one who's changed
I knew you first, I knew you best
I wish I'd stopped it way back then
when things were bad, but they still made sense
when we were kids, when we were friends.

Friendleaders...

Friend, Leader.

I do not claim this song! This is just a soundcloud version, because the other version doesn't run well.

PhemieC - Let The Dread Come In

"Im Schatten des Zuges" ist ein tief emotionales Synthwave-Album, das die Facetten der menschlichen Gefühlswelt erkundet. Jeder Song auf diesem Album trägt dazu bei, eine Geschichte von Einsamkeit, Schmerz, Hoffnung und innerer Stärke zu erzählen. Von melancholischen Balladen bis hin zu kraftvollen, mitreißenden Melodien bietet dieses Album eine musikalische Reise durch die Höhen und Tiefen der menschlichen Erfahrung.

Im Schatten des Zuges

Lyrics:

I am a prince and I live in a ship and I aim my rifle and I shoot from the hip
And I have a friend I pity quite a bit
She said, “Grab your gun, let's have some fun, share with me your perigees 
I have responsibilities, I cannot run!”

“I do not wish the death of any living thing, 
I might be a killer but one day I shall be queen 
and put an end to slaughter, but until then I'm keen 
on staking claim to land and sea and everyfin between.”

I played a game with eleven fools who told me not to break the rules
But when have angels ever helped me yet?
And magic isn't real and anyway it doesn't matter 
'Cause no matter what I conjure it could not help be me deflect

The angry death of every hopeful thought 
That I might be a lover or a fighter that I’m not 
In someones spider web or net I could be caught 
But I'm too bitter, better off alone, guess I forgot

So what? Do you want me to say sorry?
Should I apologize, when you ignore me?
I didn't ask to be right or to be lonely
Or to be hatched into an ugly story

I am a prince and I had a pair of princesses in two sharp squares
But then I guess I bored them both to death
And now I think my calling is to break apart and fall to pieces
Better yet invent a brand new method of ascension

I'm impressed, you've managed to survive 
But rest assured we'd all be better off dead than alive 
'Cause when they get ahold of us we'll all be batter fried 
And I'm surprised that nobody's considered switching sides

So here I am, respectfully and royally destroying 
Any chance of getting back on your good gills
And I don't want to be hurtful but if yellows the new purple 
Well then bleeding's the new breathing, don't you think I will!

I used to wish the death of every living thing 
I might be your killer but you'd never be my queen 
So put away your laughter, pack up your hopes and dreams 
I'm done with black back-handing and red pandering, it seems

That I am just pathetic, I won't be overlooked 
I'm past the point of fishing to get back upon your hook 
I've made a manifesto, I've been bested by a crook, but never more! 
I'm planning on reclaiming what he took...

So what? do you want me to say sorry?
Should I apologize, when you ignore me?
I didn't ask to be right or to be lonely
Or to be hatched into an ugly story
To be hatched into an ugly story

Oh my, this pantomime is getting gory

I am a prince and I live in a ship
I am a prince and I live in a ship

Ugly Story - An Eridan Ampora Fansong By PhemieC

this is an original song i wrote and recorded for the beforus fan album. most of my songs are pretty light with just vocals and ukulele, so i figured it'd be a good fit for a firefly analogy for porrim :) (they/them pronouns)

download this song and others from the beforus album here: http://hsfanmusic.skaia.net/beforus.html

ukulele tab & chords: http://violasarecool.tumblr.com/post/142748756473/by-request-tab-for-madam-firefly-my-song-on-the

gorgeous track art by http://magnoliajades.tumblr.com/

--lyrics--

Madam firefly
Blinking in the sky
Swim through the stars to find your place
You're wandering through endless space

Tricky little bug
Tend to your mother grub
Don't worry 'bout the pink and blue
'Cause green is all you ever knew

Until the blood was dripping teal and bronze and gold
You took the mantle from your ancestors of old
And though the changes were like chains upon your heart
You cut them loose and tried your best to change your part

Madam firefly
Dead eyes don't gleam so bright
Look o'er the bubble's pulsing glow
You've many friends dispersed below

White glimmer fades to grey
You're stronger every day
Provoked, you have a sharp tongue
And wit, for one who died so young

[instrumental]

Madam firefly
Blinking in the sky
Your ghostly limbs are full of grace
Enrobed in fabric made of space

Madam Firefly

A fansong for my favorite visual novel of all time. We Know The Devil. I don't think any peice of media has moved me as much as that game. please go buy it!

http://store.steampowered.com/app/435300/

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Lyrics
~
doubt's an elastic that snaps where you grasp it 
with idle hands clasped on your wrist just as sharp as 
a kiss on the scar where you carved out her name 
or a line that is straight and confined to your fate 
you're resigned to be damned by your hand in her hand
she will hold you as soft as feather on water
you float on her fingers, she pulls you apart 
it's not hard, it wont hurt, it's not right for a daughter of god

not for one of his flock
not for good little girls
but good god you're not 
good girl

hate is a bile that starts in your guts and erupts 
from your throat like a geyser, you try  to provoke 
and emote and spit angry black stains on their lies 
as they hock more to block out their shame
and their cries, how they try, but it wont be enough 
not as long as you live, you'll all drown in the stuff
it wont help to be patient, the water will rise after all 
you're all in the same place aren't you, daughter of god?

just one of his flock
like the good little girls
but good god you're not 
good girl

good girl...

light, you can see now the dark is receding 
parts leaving, not bleeding, just holes for the healing to start
there's your heart and it sees with it's wings out 
it reads what you think in the bones of the body
you shrink and you smile and you try to make small 
but the devil sees all and she thinks you're a beauty
you're bursting and beating and burning up 
hotter each second, the reckoning comes for you daughter of god

comes for one of his flock
for the good little girls
but good god you're not 
good girl

love is a place where she touches your face, but also your thighs (and it's alright)
love is a place where the tide always rises, the ink never dries (and it's alright)
love is a place where you see with your heart and fly with your eyes (and it's alright)
love is a place where your innocence goes when it dies.

You'll never know what you could find (let love turn on the light)
You'll never know what you could find (let love touch you tonight)
You'll never know what you could find (let love drown your soul)
You'll never know what you could find (let love make you whole, daughter of god...)

Daughter Of God

“An Idiot” by PhemieC. Track art by the super talented moggettt! Who you can find at moggettt.tumblr.com!

~Spoilers for The Adventure Zone postcast. Story and Song arc~

A fansong for the podcast "The Adventure Zone", from Taako’s POV, set during Ep 67. Enjoy. :)

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LYRICS
~

I have lived a hundred lives
and I have died a dozen times
but the reaper hasn't caught me yet
though his scythe is often at my neck

and I have learned a trick or two
though I've forgotten quite a few
and might have told a hundred lies
twice as many half as true

Oh I have been an idiot
missing some key ingredient
and waiting as I fail to rise
never guessing what it meant

I lived adrift on luck and looks
'till hungry hearts struck hard and took
and made afraid of what I'd done
my skills were nil, my friends were none

I could not trust my empty mind
these stolen holes of space and time
the faces, newly strange, I'd find
none of them resembling mine

Oh I have been an idiot
missing some key ingredient
and waiting as I fail to rise
never asking what it meant

I barely cared, and rarely tried
to find some reason I should fight
but in my hand and at my side
you, my heart, my arm did guide

for I had been your long lost twin
closer than a second skin
and now I am alone again
wiser than I've never been

Oh I have been an idiot
missing some key ingredient
but now I know how I will rise
oh how on earth could I forget?
knowing you has made me wise
now I am not an idiot!

An Idiot

Homestuck filk. An Eridan Ampora fansong I recorded with a sore throat and a headache, don't ask me why...but I kind of like the result.

Music/Lyrics(c)Hamsters/PhemieC
Homestuck(c)Andrew Hussie

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~~
LYRICS
~~

I am a prince and I live in a ship and I aim my rifle and I shoot from the hip
and I have a friend I pity quite a bit
she said “grab your gun let's have some fun, share with me your perigees 
I have responsibilities, I cannot run!” 

“I do not wish the death of any living thing, 
I might be a killer but one day I shall be queen 
and put an end to  slaughter, but until then I'm keen 
on staking claim to land and sea and everyfin between.”

I played a game with eleven fools who told me not to break the rules
but when have angels ever helped me yet?
and magic isn't real and anyway it doesn't matter 
cause no matter what I conjure it could not help be me deflect

the angry death of every hopeful thought 
that I might be a lover or a fighter that I’m not 
in someones spider web or net I could be caught 
but I'm too bitter, better off alone, guess I forgot

So what? Do you want me to say sorry?
should I apologize, when you ignore me?
I didn't ask to be right or to be lonely
or to be hatched into an ugly story

I am a prince and I had a pair of princesses in two sharp squares
but then I guess I bored them both to death
And now I think my calling is to break apart and fall to pieces
better yet invent a brand new method of ascension

I'm impressed, you've managed to survive 
but rest assured we'd all be better off dead than alive 
cause when they get a-hold of us we'll all be batter fried 
and I'm surprised that nobody's considered switching sides

So here I am, respectfully and royally destroying 
any chance of getting back on your good gills
And I don't want to be hurtful but if yellows the new purple 
well then bleeding's the new breathing, don't you think I will! 

I used to wish the death of every living thing 
I might be your killer but you'd never be my queen 
so put away your laughter, pack up your hopes and dreams 
I'm done with black back-handing and red pandering, it seems

That I am just pathetic, I won't be overlooked  
I'm past the point of fishing to get back upon your hook 
I've made a manifesto, I've been bested by a crook, but never more! 
I'm planning on reclaiming what he took...

So what? do you want me to say sorry?
should I apologize, when you ignore me?
I didn't ask to be right or to be lonely
or to be hatched into an ugly story
to be hatched into an ugly story

Oh my, this pantomime is getting gory

I am a prince and I live in a ship
I am a prince and I live in a ship

Ugly Story

There are some audio Issues in this one but after Ep 49 I just had to write something quick for Nott from Critical Role about her relationship with her husband, Yeza. <3

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LYRICS
~
You're not special
You're not useful
You're not normal
You're not sane
You're not clever or insightful
You're not calm or well behaved
not a leader, not a hero
And not good at being brave
you're just not, no you're not, you are not

You're not beautiful or pretty
You're not flattered when they stare
You're not lovable or likable
Or wanted anywhere
You're not good enough
To get enough
To have enough to spare
You're just not, no you're not, you are not

But he loved you like you were something
He loved you like you were someone
He loved you like you were 
And like you were not
Yeah he loved you, Nott

He's not handsome, he's not charming
Does not stand out in a crowd
Not a looker,  not a fighter
Not too much of which hes proud
He's not fast or fit or strong or rich
Or tall or well endowed
He's just not, no he's not, he is not

But he's not selfish or deceitful
He's not hateful, he's not cruel
He's not someone who would hurt you
Or who makes you feel a fool
Not at all like all the boys
Who used to torture you in school
no he's not, he's just not, he is not.

And he loved you like you were something
He loved you like you were someone
And you loved him for all the things he was
And for what he was not
Yeah you loved him, Nott

It's not right and it's not fair
And It's not what you'd always prayed
That someday you'd wake to find yourself
Somehow finally changed
Someone worth the love you've had
Instead you find you're more the same
And now you're not, you're still not, you are not.

But you're not giving up on hoping
not alone, at least not yet
You're not ready to go home
But you're not staying playing dead,
You're dying to believe you'll live to be the lovely things he said
That you are, that you are, that you are
You hope you are, hope you are, hope you are

And he loved you like you were something
That you are, that you are, that you are
And he loved you like you were someone
That you are, that you are, that you are

That you are
That you are
That you are

Loved You, Nott

Changeling (COVER)

okay so here's the full thing
i tried my best, please excuse the crappy piano
it ended up in a different key than the vocals

Changeling (COVER)

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