Don't Trust Me - 3OH!3 (covered by J)

Gay Pirates (cover) - Cosmo Jarvis

Noise-rock single from Kieran Lee and Charlie Mitchell.

Do you hear it? The Crackling in your ear. 

Thus Always To Tyrants

THIS SONG IS ABOUT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND LOYALTY, WHICH IS REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME.

WE DONT BELIEVE WHATS ON TV

Recorded in bedrooms, basements, and bathrooms in Illinois and Michigan during the Spring and Summer of 2016. These songs are about Summer.

All songs written, recorded, and played by Ryan Douglas.

Songs about Summer

Lone Star (The Front Bottoms Cover)

she ღ dodie

'Emporers New Clothes'

This is an audio recording of my poem “The Trans Slam.” It portrays the horrors of gender dysphoria and of the absolute desperation for top surgery. 

Written: September 20th, 2010
My surgery was finally on January 5th, 2012, over a year after writing this poem.

WORDS: 
Inside of me, a monster fucking and sucking out my energy 
Leaving me blessed with no spirit and I'm restless to find hope 
I'm messed and I fear it, I can't clear it, I can't cope 
In jeopardy, moving weatherly, and everyone is after me, after me
The importance of the character that I've become, what I once was,
Is altering and fading, there's no naming and I've been shaming 
I'm turning shades of yellow and red and I'm trying to cope 
But my mind says rebel and all I find are thoughts of rope  
Still I'm lugging my bones through the path of life crying
Turning sluggish and dying, wishing I was flying 
But the win is so far and my insides another star not shining 
Burning and hurting when they go up and die 
Loosing flight, loosing mind, turning blind 
And can't find any aspiration but temptation for this alteration 
of my body to please my mind, can you please help me to find?
I need a doctor for the double incision, seeking no revision
Just a bilateral mastectomy and then I'll feel revised and free 
Can you blame me for the hatred boiling up inside of me? 
Can't tame me of the pain that's making my pride flee 
You say set this aside and the guilt will subside but I've been taking the strides 
and my mind still collides, pulls me under the tide and my mouths open wide 
would you be able to push the shame aside? 
Am I ready to die? 


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The Trans Slam (Spoken Word) by Ryan Cassata

well, my father didn't love me, and i really liked this song, so while i obviously don't relate to it completely, recording this was really good therapy for me. original song is 'Daddy Didn't Love Me' by Andrew Jackson Jihad.

daddy didn't love me - uke cover

Here's part 3. I decided this melody sounded like a verse to me. So here's verse 2.

Gay Pirates (cover) - Cosmo Jarvis

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