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Beastie Buzzwords

Viva De Your Body Final Inst

Viva De Beastie

Hedbanz

I got five bucks and a dream in my pocket
But I am 
not going to spend 
either of them tonight
Instead i think i might Trace the outline of your eyes with the apt pupil of mine
So you can never slip and fall through the holes in my memory
Next time
I am the complete willingness to walk with wide open eyes directly into the line of fire each and every single time
I'm 
the iron fist speaking out from within the velvet glove
I am the unabashed master of un-masked massochism
I am the break
i am the scizm
I am the rainbow reflecting the prizm
I am the convict constructing his prison
I am the lesson rejecting conventional wisdom
I am religion
I am the man I've always been
Self worth salvaged only to be re-pourposed
I am jacks accidentally re-animated sense of taste with a sensless taste for more and more pain
I am accustomed to emotional violence 
And terrified of awkward lonley silence that always seems to slip in like the smile of serpentine love
I can't sleep
The committee in my head cannot adjurn the session until the filibuster has ended and the speaker yeilds the floor
I must hear more
I'm eager to begin the song and dance again
I am racing to the starting line
Resigned to the core of my soul  
To continue to reprise my least favorite role
Again and agai and again
I am revolving
Not worrying
Just
Whirling and whirring until at last
Click... snap! 
Somebody has to lose in fact
I am so addicted to this game
I am compelled to provoke the snake
To poke and prod and tempt my fate
I am smiling up through blackened eyes and broken teeth
 at the world I am compelled to compulsivly create for myself 
Until
I am 
complete

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