Abnormality Dancing Girl But Utatane and Flower sings it

Kevin / Uncanny - [GHOST]

Mienai Melody

❗️❗️2024 REMASTERED VERSION: https://soundcloud.com/saturn-candies/rabbit-hole-ft-dex-vocaloid-original-song-2024-ver

WARNING: THIS SONG HAS THEMES OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS!!! 
First, I'll put something I wanna say, second, I'll put the lyrics. 
What I wanna say: 
This is a song about things that apply to my everyday life, and a situation that has been resolved. It's not at all what I expected to be my first song, but that's okay!!! Random fact: I started and finished entire the instrumental in one night

The Lyrics:
I’m trying to keep myself together
I can not do this for much longer
Nothing I do will make me want to stay alive

It’s pulling all the wires I’ve wired
My head’s been aching, and I’m tired
As I go down this route, I soon begin to strive

I got no one to turn to, and now I’m breaking in two
Hopelessness is all that I’ve got, leaving me inside here to rot

He said that he wasn’t mad, but he was
I could see it in his eyes, and he was
I’m stuck, trapped in this cave
I just need to behave
 
Well deserved scolding, right?
Father puts up quite a fight
My emotions in his sight
Now I guess that that’s not right

Buried in these thoughts of mine over and over again
So now, I shall make my way down the rabbit hole again

Does someone with a soul like mine even deserve to live?
To all the ones around me It’s my effort I have to give

Crying more than I want to, that shows I’m breaking in two
All these thoughts are all that I’ve got, why don’t they all leave me to rot?

Screaming helped me out, and I so there I was
I was hoping for any pain there was
And so, to myself I say, “This will all end one day”

I deserve scolding, right?
Mother puts up quite a fight
I put the truth in her sight
But she thought that they were lies

Buried in these thoughts of mine over and over again
So now, I shall make my way down the rabbit hole again

Tell me, what if I threw this life away?
Tell me, what if I slit the pain away?
Tell me, what if I could make this all end?
Tell me, what if I was what you would like?

Someone tell me why I can’t help but cry
Someone tell me why, someone tell me why!
Someone tell me why i’m so terrified
Someone tell me why
"There’s no reason why!"

Nothing I think feels right!
Black and white are in my eyes!
Are they good, or are they bad?
Am I allowed to be sad?

Sitting alone in the night, of course that’s the case again
So now I shall make my way down the rabbit hole once more

What am I doing wrong?
What have they been all along?
Can I fix this mind of mine?, or will they say not to whine?

Buried in my memories, why is this the case again?
All of them will guide my way down the rabbit hole again!
(lyrics end here)

I'll see if I can make a google doc explaining the lyrics, for now, those are there. 

Tuning, instrumental, and art in the picture is all by me BTW!!! 
Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1VY9GOdV6NyfjjsczgKKzCEnXY0vwYHbJ/view?usp=sharing

ANOTHER RANDOM FACT (since you're now down here): I actually saw a rabbit while thinking of this song, it's kinda funny to me.

Rabbit Hole Ft. DEX [Vocaloid Original Song]

What The World Needs (Ride The Cyclone The Musical/sped up&pitch deeper)

GHOST - Broadcast Illusion [Slowed & Reverb]

☁️ Turn The Lights Off ☁️ /tally hall\

yt video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWejxn4r9VY

◾⭐CREDITS 

◾ SONG IS BY @/KMODO ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uX7QYhB8BrU )
◾ Lyrics can be found on GENIUS: https://genius.com/K-modo-welcome-home-song-under-the-wool-kmodo-ft-weevmo-art-lyrics
◾ About Teto: https://kasaneteto.jp/about.html
◾ Utau creator: Ameya/Ayame
◾ Kasane Teto by TWINDRILL

【重音テト / Kasane Teto】 WELCOME HOME SONG ▶ Under the Wool 【UTAUカバー 】

OK uh this song was so difficult to make im oh so eepy after this omg.....

this song is like if you took every one of my mental illnesses and combined them into a mass of "gee whiz thats not great !" but if said mass was a song 

ths is half inspired by a mental breakdown i had like a month ago (I think? my time perception sucks balls so idk) but earlier today i had another mini-breakown kinda so some of the lyrics (written during that) are based off of it so erm yeah ! mental breakdown collab song :3 (idk why im :3ing thats not something to :3 about)

(also this was meant to have a full pv but chronic illness stuff my hands are like paper mache so i cant rly draw that well rn lmao)

erm lyrics ok?

see the flesh of ye
and claim it as the one of thee
nothing but conjured up
amalgamations of the mind

how i circulate a spiral
down our souls and make them
meld and fuse and leave what
they claimed "human" empty-minded

poison-coated scelra
stare at forms of flesh and blood
how they never asked
but i delivered sanctity

gifts to worthless whelps
all covered skin in torn up marks
how they pleaded "no"
but i delivered righteousness

see the petals bloom
in fields of sweet serenity
whistling wind, some sound
to top a peaceful home

lay the head on grass
and feel the rays of sun shine
through the clouds, and, in due course,
eyelids shut and fall to slumber

deformation, to thee
purity to untamed minds
quell thy thirst for blood
and give unto them agony

fall to what is needed
slice the soul and rest the head
stray from what is claimed to be
"true morality"

come now, show your face
a game i want to play
oh, how joyous, let us
spin the wheel and team up

oh, what game? i think
a game of hide and seek
let us be the hiders and
he'll be the seeker

see the flesh of ye
and claim it as the one of thee
nothing but conjured up
amalgamations of the mind

let us hide in here
it's dark and cold and lonely
but to hide from him, we need
places even god can't find us

flowers planted in this small
lovely garden, they grow
ever taller so, watch them

pouring water onto roots
planted deep inside
even if they're not the ones you want
that's fine

feel them stretch and crush the skull
from the inside out
oh, pretty petals grow
that's fine

feel them pierce the innards
feel every consequence
even if the rose thorns prick my thumb
i'm fine

come now, hush your voice
i hear him drawing near
why not hum a little tune
to make him sleep tight

then the seeker couldn't
win another game
not if he is dreaming of
rainbows and laughter

sitting on the grass
a place to feel like home again
somewhere where you can never
truly feel alone

hide away from doors or
ways for him to get you but the
man of many knows
what to do to make you shatter

wake another day in cloth
that never was your own
feel every scar
the remnants of another you

think of yesterday
when you were not yourself and you let
dirty hands control 
what you did and what you wanted

~~~~~

sc: ur here bobo

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