Kurt by https://soundcloud.com/curseyv2
GO DOWNLOAD KURT NOW OR I STEAL YOUR BONES https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eFmD-HzlYOs

Kurt Hirsch // Abnormality Dancin Girl // UTAU Cover

Ayo it's my first song

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_oHEnDDjaU
VSQX: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1hbLh...
Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/file/d/14wLW...
Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1M...

【Criminality】Flower Disease【feat.V4flower】

UGGUGUGUGGG OKAY ITS DONE THANK GOD,, this was technically due yesterday but i was given so much work this week it was most definitely impossible to get this done on time so thank god i got an extension till monday,, the song and video took longer to  make than i'd have liked, but i guess it was pretty ambitious to try and finish this entire video in two days,, but uhh i'm really proud of this song,, we had to make a presentation about our identities for this project and i decided to make every aspect of my identity visual and let the lyrics focus on my cultural and racial imposter syndrome which has been playing a really big part in my life right now,, here's a little breakdown of the aspects of my identity shown in the video: at the climax of the song, the dress i'm wearing is heavily influenced by mexican culture,, it's made up of all the colors of the non binary flag,, the sun on my cheek is the sun on the flag of the philippines and the patch over my eye is the lgbt flag,, on my shoulders are more specific flags (the mlm flag and gendervoid flag) of the identities i identify with,, and lastly on in my hair is an asian giant hornet (my favorite insect) because i want to be an entomologist :) i have no specific tie to sewing,, i just thought of the idea of a quilt being made up of different parts of someone's identity and decided to go with that,, but uhh yeah enjoy the song and if i don't get a good grade i'm gonna go ballistic because this took so much longer than i would've liked ❤️
VIDEO: https://youtu.be/fKLbtp3AfCQ
LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1H3BxeOFEI9LBxpSk3zGquI5elG26dc5Z-fXjLOthcJg/edit?usp=sharing

[VOCALOID Original] A Chimera's Quilt feat. Maika

i had to die to survive - GHOST

Atmos / Rana (Original Song)

dumb rushed random inst

OK NO MORE HIATUS THAT WASNT REALLY A HIATUS BC THIS SONG JUST LITERALLY TOOK 2 MONTHS TO MAKE YAHOO

ermmmm idk what to say except i had to FIGHT FOR MY LIFE not to use kevin at least once in this song,, i literally almost did but deleted the track bc i didnt wanna succumb to my demons. also the first half of this song (inst, lyrics, vocals) took 2 months, the other half (inst, lyrics, vocals, mixing, art, video) took a single afternoon (like 5 hours,,,,) ermm sorry about that my little tootsie rolls!!

ok lyrics!!!!!!!1!

Look at us all dried and wrinkled
Wrung out to dry on the stand
Maybe if we'd heeded their words
We might not have gotten these fangs

Opening organs up and lighting
All of them up in one big show
Hadn't you expected this, mo ghràidh,
When all the news-men spoke on air?

Nothing but blue, grey, green, purple
Colour changing with the air
Watercolour sky and eyeballs
Didn't we say it wasn't fair?

Opening organs up and lighting
All of them up in one big show
Hadn't you expected this, deary,
When all the news-men cried on air?

Look down at the faltered sky
Colors changing, hues with patterned droplets
Even if you gouged your eyes
You'd still see it burned into your retinas

Grinning through veining tunnels changing
Everything emptied out but them
Wandering aimless, naught but strangers
To all the kind souls we once knew

Covered in such fluorescent lighting
Aren't we beautiful like his?
Even if you still call us monsters
We could not listen; melted minds

Look down at the empty sky
Colors growing, clouding in our vision
Even if you pierced your mind
You'd still feel it spreading to your larynx

What if we had emptied out
Every inch of humanity in us?
Then maybe this contagion
It wouldn't have grown in our cerebrum

Spread like plaque inside the body
Make my organs dead and dry, I'm
Craving, wanting for the end of
My dear need to never stop

Skin like clothing; torn and ragged
Eyes like puddles; falling out
Tongue chopped off like I'm a liar
But hey look at me now!

Laughing in dirty hospital beds
Wondering what is wrong with me
Couldn't you simply look and see I'm
Nothing alike, say, you or me

When I'm asleep I see such colours
Ultraviolet and infrared
But when my hollowed eyes are open
I see what's left of infinity

Black and white grayscale, shells of life, 'cause
Everyone looks, oh, just like me!
But when I try to communicate,
All of those "People" say I've lost it!

Covered in such fluorescent lighting
Aren't I beautiful like this?
Even if you still call me "Monster"
I could not listen; melted mind

(if there are any spelling mistakes in the video, no there aren't ur imagining things /j)

LINKS!!!

inst: https://www.mediafire.com/file/q2mabe12lnbs060/way_too_long_of_a_song_title_what_was_i_on_geez.mp3/file

soundcloud: UR HERE BOZO!!!!11! /j

The Theoretical Colour System of a Dying Species

LYRICS:
You want to break a rule or two to fill the empty heart you carry
Leaving her without a choice, to ease the girl who’s overbearing
Tell me then what you desire to keep this senseless warring raging
Would it be so dull to set your lust aside to spare the pain?
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Cursed melody / Stripped of power
Left decaying / Mind is breaking
A blinded victim / won’t you listen? / Saving face and saving grace
Capricious song / she’s in the wrong / the blinded eye of justice fell to die


News to me that girls like you could have a SOUL in that corpse of yours
The pride that drives your every move is palpable enough to draw the storm
It’s those like you who think you’re in the clear if you’re not bruising my skin
When it’s not physical, it’s SOUL you’re hurting with that selfishness


Sew in the fabrics of their lives with the thread of fate
Their being or what constitutes as ‘SOUL’ thrives and withers
‘A mother only wants what’s best for her only child’
But who’re the ones who force them into war..?


To persevere is half the fight, you have to survive
Integrity is praised but only if it’s on the ‘right side’


News to me that girls like you could have a SOUL in that corpse of yours
The pride that drives your every move is palpable enough to draw the storm
It’s those like you who think you’re in the clear if you’re not bruising my skin
When it’s not physical, it’s SOUL you’re hurting with that selfishness


I want the break the rules for you to fill this empty heart I carry
Leaving me without your touch, the way I’ve lived is overbearing
Tell me, Mother, that you love me, even if that’d be a lie
Would I be so ill to set this mask aside to hold you tight?

The Theoretical Colour System of a Dying Species

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