INSANE BRAIN BLUES

Off the Rails (Kaerian and Laar / Muterial Open Collab)

A collaboration between 
Kaerian @https://soundcloud.com/kaerian-1
Laar @soundcloud.com/user-325797522
Muterial @soundcloud.com/muterial and his open collab: Muterial – Off-the-rails

Vocals and Lyrics: Kaerian @https://soundcloud.com/kaerian-1

Music: Laar @soundcloud.com/user-325797522 
Recorded with Squire Jaguar, Squire CV 70s Jazz Bass and Fruity Loops. Drum patterns are taken from FL FPC plugin

other "Off the rails" collabs here -> soundcloud.com/muterial/sets/off-the-rails-collaborations

Off the rails
get off the rails
you'll find much different beauty, you'll see
don't be afraid to be alone
don't be afraid to go on your own
believe me you don't need your phone
no, you need to get lost
and to get out of the frost
can you imagine a second
the world differently
can you take a decision
without someone to agree
look differently
try sometimes differently
can you be brave enough
to stand up by yourself
can you be coureagous enough
to choose for yourself
despite what may happen
follow the flowers
follow the smell
that attracts you
whatever happen
remember
you are the one
you are alone

Off the Rails (Kaerian and Laar / Muterial Open Collab)

From the album "As The Bluebird Flies":
https://nathaniel-ehrnman.bandcamp.com/album/as-the-bluebird-flies

Osage Orange (Jun. 2023)

I Think Therefore I Jam

youtuboy : https://youtu.be/5VPYzmNmpus?si=7f7k1jA1GmqnsBs9

spotify : https://open.spotify.com/intl-fr/track/59BskQv2ymOdBFKZcyeHEn?si=94c63241ed474e42

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180823 : la basse(sse) discrète & le triomphe sans théâtre.

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190823 :attendre le passage de la nef des fous. Déjà tant & tant contenu dans le présent, maintenant, ici, que ça peut affecter aux larmes.

13 Gnoses (Vol.1)

nag atropos

Where does love go? we seem to be born with a natural love for others..color blind..culture blind..and then we make teams/chose sides/wear uniforms. and lose empathy/common sense..
We need to remember the instinctual love and bond we have for and with each other if we hope to overcome the bombardment of self serving false narratives we get everyday on social media/news/political speeches ...


lyrics

went to bed last night and woke up in a dream
don't recall the details but it seemed so real
I was standing in a dark room in a cold wet sweat
not a sound to be heard, not a touch to be felt
and I thought to myself as I stood there alone
this must be earth and I was chilled to the bone

then I saw a blue light shimmering up ahead
I could see it was warm and I could feel it was strong
and I knew it had the power to push back the night
If I could only find a way to give it a chance
the light was the love trapped deep inside me
I had to find a way to set it free
the more I thought about it, the more I looked inside
I realized the key was me


now I stand in the morning sun but I am still cold and wet
surrounded by some many like me looking for the light
trying to find a way to push back the night

is the love that we seek just a blue light in a dream
or is it buried in our hearts waiting to be freed
we made it captive to our fears
we starved it with our greed
it strains to break the chains that we shackled to its feet

love is something we're all born with
it's ours to use or lose
it just gets hidden by our weakness and fear
trust in yourself and in all those around you
let the light shine bright and push back the night

where does the love go??

I am delighted to give my contribution for 'Ode to Life', a project created by talented artist and friend Wilfried Hanrath. 
(https://soundcloud.com/flyingtonefish)

'Ode to Life' is a cry to be and remain human regardless of religion, land, present and future. A collection of various artists.
https://wilfriedhanrath.bandcamp.com/album/ode-to-life

Phonocene/Fonocene is an excerpt from my latest book 'Beginning and Other Tragedies/Inizi e Altre Tragedie'.
This track is voice only, a crescendo of pathos and anticipation, which I hope does justice to the theme.

Phonocene

We’ve recognised our sound
in this Phonocene.
We’ve shared significance
and a territory, a place to be.
While feeling and hearing
birds crashing into the sky
trees imploding, people
tearing apart and decomposing
we cry out our phonos
of pure joy and echoes of grief.

We walk this Phonocene
with our eyes closed, stuck
in between bewilderment and action.
What can we do but hold on
and be memory for one another?
What can we do
but belong to life?

Fonocene

Abbiamo riconosciuto il nostro suono
in questo Fonocene.
Abbiamo condiviso il significato
e il territorio, un posto in cui essere.
Mentre percepiamo e ascoltiamo
uccelli schiantarsi contro il cielo
alberi implodere, persone
andare in pezzi e decomporsi
gridiamo il nostro phonos
di pura gioia ed echi di pena.

Camminiamo questo Fonocene
ad occhi chiusi bloccati
tra stupore e azione.
Cosa fare se non resistere
ed essere memoria l’uno per l’altra?
Che cosa possiamo fare
se non appartenere alla vita?

pic Phonocene, story of a woman/Fonocene, storia di una donna, Anello dei Colli Euganei, March 2024.

Phonocene/Fonocene

Quasar Crush

Lost

I am lost without your love
I need patience from above
To feel you near
Time is ticking, life is short
Thank you for your great support
Oh I feel loved

It is more than physical to me
Baby, baby can't you see
I love your heart
I hope to see your lovely face
I am in need of your embrace
Your tender touch

Oohoo...

I hope someday you'll come my way
You are welcome any day
I"ll wait for you
Please meet me face to face
'Cause I'm in need your your embrace
I am feeling blue
It is more than physical to me
Baby, baby can't you see
I love your soul
I hope to see your lovely face
I am in need of your embrace
Your tender touch

Oohoo....

I am lost without your love
I need patience from above
To feel you near
Time is ticking, life is short
Thank you for your great support
Oh I feel loved

It is more than physical to me
Baby, baby can't you see
I love your heart
I hope to see your lovely face
I am in need of your embrace
Your tender touch

Oohoo....

Outro



Mix & production by Leon Pajer

Lost

undone

https://johnnyjohnnymusic.bandcamp.com/album/thoughts-pt-2

@reginaldtechno
@johnnyjohnnyrecords

Premiere : Reginald - A Clean Mess (JJ026)

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