i swear i be feelin just like shutterstock photo 404652526 sometimes 😔

produced by @crybabycam

art by @kyle-902613413

songwriter @itslileddy8

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[lyrics]

listen to everything you say
girl I’m on call away
always keep you safe 
we can go far far away (2x)

Ahhhhhh
I never meant to hurt you
Ahhhhhhhh
I know I don’t deserve you
Ahhhhhhhhhh
You know I hate to verse you
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh
I miss your scent of perfume 
I broke you’re heart
And my soul is dark
We’re far apart
I destroy your heart 
ehehehehehe heart 
I destroy heart ehehehehe heart 
I destroy your eheheheheh

[hook]

far far away (crybabycam)

prod @vinsoxrs
art by @kyle2k
lyrics soon
ah shit here we go again

here we go again [vinso]

vox: @51five, @skubi777, and @sleepindesigner
prod @guamii and @51five
maybe lyrics soon
art by @kyle2k and @liltumblrxo

51five + skubi + sleepindesigner - ashes [guami + 51five]

check out the new collective im in @synesthes1a
prod. @51five
art by @kyle2k

Sliding (prod. 51five)

vox @lileddy8 @darkangel0001 @marshallmakai
prod @deadat18 @blackheart4ever
art @liltumblrxo @kyle2k


lil eddy:
duct tape my scars
you ruined my heart
now I self-harm
my soul is dark

DarkAngel✰:
and now i swear it’s always dark whenever you’re not around 
i hate to take things for granted but that’s all that i’ve done 
i see the stars up in the sky they help when i’m feeling down 
i see the look in your eyes i swear i know you’re the one 
i just can’t hold on to what’s gone 
whatever, fuck it, it’s whatever
i know you deserve much better
i can’t dwell on this forever 
all these ties i cannot sever 
now i’m falling i need leverage
i’m the ghost of who i used to be 
i wrote you 20 letters

marshall makai:
i promised myself
no matter the ending
i wouldnt regret it
as i turn from you now
may i steal one more moment
before i let you get away 

can i get a little bit closer
can i get a little bit of closure
i know the stars burn bright but tonight they're so far away
i know these aren't feelings we can share in
i really dont care if its careless
but maybe for one last night we can dream of brighter days 

what we had's burnin out
like a light flickered out
from the start to the end
its a crucible 

as we bury it now
no more hurt coming out
was the last thing it felt
something beautiful

lil eddy <3 + DarkAngel✰ + marshall makai - the ending [deadat18 + blackheart]

vox @x_fujioka  @liltumblrxo @skubi777

prod @liltumblrxo @gaugemountedthisone

art @kyle2k and tumblr

xFujioka:
bouta catch a flight in the morning
remember when life was boring
my mind it rains its pouring
they slept on me they snoring
i just spent a check at millenia
drip check ya i got plenty of 
sippin on the henny yuhh
see me on the big screen
catch me at the cinema
all i want are my stacks in a goyard bag
when they see my face ya i hope theyre getting mad
spending big racks when im down n im feelin sad
back the fk away from me 
i dont need that energy

liltumblrxo:
fake love imma turn a blind eye to your energy
you shouldn’t fuck with me
30 round blue in the cup you ain’t feelin me
got brand new ysl my jeans
you can keep all that supreme
i need racks i need that green
i’m spending checks while overseas
don’t hit my phone up 
synesthesia the gang and we goin up 
no time for games im going dumb
they always hate on me for what?
i spend my stack and then repeat
i earn it back within a week
i only come to tell the truth 
i get it right by any means

skubi:
fuck you bitch like what u mean?
im just tryna live my dream 
my minds like a murder scene 
evil shit inside of me 
stack my bread up with my team 
say you up but no you isnt 
say you dropped but no you didnt 
youre jus stuck between decisions

xFujioka + liltumblrxo + skubi - energy [liltumblrxo + gauge]

Serious (prod. crybabycam)

Instrumental produced by https://soundcloud.com/odece
lyrics:
heavens not without you,
you're my blood and soul too,
so I will wait, through time and space,
just to get to you,
put it all on me, Im lost in the light,
shining in the dark like the stars in the sky, above,
now I see whats real, swear Im always restless I could never hold still,
I know whats mine is mine I keep climbing,
look me in my eyes you cant hide it,
feel like Im sinking and slowing down time,
every step I take leading me to the light,
slow it down ascender, I will not surrender,
heavens not without you,
you are my blood and soul too,
now Im froze, now theres blood on the blood,
and you're gone, but I still feel it all
so I will wait, through time and space,
just to get to you,
put it all on me, Im lost in the light,
shining in the dark like the stars in the sky, above,
now I see whats real, swear Im always restless I could never hold still

Coverart by Kyle2k 🤖
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heavens not without you [odece]

thank u for listening 
@51five
prod @prodacey
cover art by @kyle2k

survive w/ 51five (prod.acey)

miracle + crybabycam

-virtualworld-
feat - @gaidenx
artwork - @kyle2k

Bored + Gaiden Prod. Toad

september [prod. 2001]

xfujioka + k1ro - put it away [prod. goyxrd]

"AND I SWEAR  TO GOD I NEED YOU HERE"

@rit_hk

and I swear to god
I need you here
can you even tell
this life aint fair
if I go to hell  
will you be there
if I go to hell
will you be there

(Chorus)
Letting go is hard for you
its still hard for me 
if u wanted some then
take what you need
and its way too late
for an apology 
so I blame myself
for the love I bleedd
ion even know why 
slowly you'll kill me 
but I wanna die
if you hold the gun
and I still dont comply
just shoot me yourself
fell in love with demise

(Verse  1)
Uh uh uh
Cuz i kinda find it funny how
Uh uh
Tears do nothing but they hit the ground
Funny how
I feel like im screaming but dont make a sound
Thought that i was dreaming its a nightmare when ur not around

I guess 
You just thought it was all a joke
And im 
Not impressed
Uh 
Yeah with anything
Baby i tried everything
Gimme something anything
Yeah i feel like 93 
I be off the gas 
No1 high as me

(Chorus)
Letting go is hard for you
its still hard for me 
if u wanted some then
take what you need
and its way too late
for an apology 
so I blame myself
for the love I bleedd
ion even know why 
slowly you'll kill me 
but I wanna die
if you hold the gun
and I still dont comply
just shoot me yourself
fell in love with demise

and I swear to god
I need you here
can you even tell
this life aint fair
if I go to hell  
will you be there
if I go to hell
will you be there

(Verse 2)
And i swear to god i need u here
Can u even tell this life aint fair
If i go to hell wud u be there
If i go to hell wud u be there

If i go to hell
Swear im doing well
I can feel the stares i swear i care about the old times
If u want a problem i got hella u can take mine
I know that she love it when im fucking on her waistline

Let Me Go W/ Rit (xmichaelwarren)

At night I drive to clear my thoughts, I can't believe I've come so far. I don't want them to send me to a ward. But they know that I'm a real hero, I cannot sleep nights. I hope that one day ima be alright, man I've been hoping for years. I've been crying for years, bleeding for years. 

Then I tried to numb all my emotions... I'm a real human being. Sorry mom and dad yea I did y'all wrong, I'm not a perfect son because I got my flaws. 

African households they can be toxic, I can't talk bout my feelings in my house it's toxic. If you got parents you can confide in you should be happy in life, I wish I had that...


Thank you for listening to my project, ilysm. <3 - Osei

survive w/ 51five (prod.acey)

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