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PROD 31 Sentinel and wishlane. Thank you Kitz I hope you guys enjoy the song.

Peripheral *Kitz

prod credits.
me
cole calico
sxth sns
dramatrial
billsburyjoeboi

LYRICS: 
i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

i aint gon lie like i dont miss you for a single second
but you aint think before the knots to type a single message
hypocrisy i know im spitting yes i need a lesson
but since your gone man who my teacher hope you see me stressing
thinking about you every second yea thats what you wanted 
i shouldve felt the narcissism from the first few punches
do not talk family with me i fucking hate the subject 
what if i killed myself to figure out if i meant something 
you'd of told me i meant nothing 

i used to say you were the best mother 
and to this day i still try not to think much less of you
but its not easy with you not here telling me to run away 
from what im heading towards
i used to think i was the one that burnt the bridge of course
but its in my head now super clear how you were wielding torches
how you built me up and knocked me down made me feel less important
how you tied that noose around your neck before giving me notice 

now it would only take 2 seconds just to hit me up 
i'd probably respond too late but you dont give a fuck 
sometimes i wish i was the one that found you hanging up
i keep calling and hanging up

i wish i had another chance to say i love you 
cuz at this point inside my head im like fuck you
thought i could trust you 
never been more wrong in my life i wish it wasn't true

but i still breakdown wishing that it wasnt you
in my head i been so alone my thoughts are skewed 
can't deny i been in this pain for at least 2 
long years i don't think they're ending soon 
might as well put the gun to my head
and pull the trigger i might get to see you
my dad keep telling me im wrong
he probably right but i don't know if i wanna be here long
yea i wish you could hear this i know it would be your favorite song 
or maybe thats just my ego speaking you know where i get it from
ask me what i do it for?

yea it used to be you but now i don't really know anymore
i could tell you the truth but i know your not there to hear it no more
and if you were here you wouldn't wanna hear it it would bring you
to the floor, i dont really care no more 
you was finna leave me anyway 
through me off the cliff as a featherweight
don't act like it aint take nothing
i dont went through it in a heavy way
feeling naked running through the heavy rain
what the fuck was going on with my brain
they wonder why i made headaches shit
i was really truly going insane

i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

it really pissed me off when you killed yourself

still don’t know what to name this

you keep speaking bout your problems, i feel bad but i feel like 
airing our calls with those friends you never liked
you know it’s bad when they’re involved
but its worse when we communicate
i’ll admit my wrongs but you can’t do the same 

save that, i don’t wanna talk boy know you ain’t a saint 
don’t tell me bout your faith in god
you going to hell
can’t forgive i ain’t forgot
don’t lie to my face bitch what you think i’m dumb

not a fan of
whoever you are
i’d put holes through your friends
then put a bullet through your heart
Can’t calm me down
someone get some xans over here
downtown
smile like a bitch got veneers

(boy i know) you must be up to something (good!)
can you indulge my vice
(but) you hate my prescence like some fetish
damn that
must be nice

blame every girl you don’t like
throw em to the dogs go without a thought twice
keep washing your hands till your skin bone white
can’t call you my friend 
matter fact i see you it’s on sight

(i don’t fuck with hypocrites
hate the sinner love the sin
if that saint come marchin in
make sure they don’t breath again
tired motherfucker old songs keeping you relevant
you ain’t check in with me boy boy you get what you get)

i ain’t heartless
when them checks bounce it get rough, huh?
a&r calls ain’t coming know you fucked up
makes you really wonder what you praying for 
fuck it baby 
call me when you think you had enough, uh 

(or just)

save that, i don’t wanna talk boy know you ain’t a saint 
don’t tell me bout your faith in god
you going to hell
can’t forgive i ain’t forgot
don’t lie to my face bitch what you think i’m dumb

not a fan of
whoever you are
i’d put holes through your friends
then put bullet through your heart
Can’t calm me down
someone get some xans over here
downtown
smile like a biiiitch got veneers

go to hell!

i know ur mad at me or something
and talkings just way too damn hard 4 me
but you've really done it this time
but i wanna know
why cant u go?
you're talkin too loud
leave me alone
i want you out
i dont really wanna stay
i dont really wanna stay with you
you dont even wanna know what im doing
i just wanna go home with you off my mind
get online cuz we're playing all night
i can not think straight
(where are you?)
im sorry if i lost my mind
ive really done it this time
now i just want out
why cant u go?
you're talkin too loud
leave me alone
i want you out

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Vocals:
@rans0m
@altvevo

Additional vocal contribution:
www.instagram.com/thisissully_/ as Manager

Produced/Mixed/Composed by Simon M*****

b)
The protagonist, now with a clear goal in mind and the taste of success still fresh on his tongue, decides to chase his dream with more greed than he had ever previously felt. He listens to his manager's requests while rebelling in increments. He tries too hard. He fails.

onlock [with rans0m, alt!]

sentra w/thrml (guda x kon)

prod @gf5 and corefish

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

And now I'm constantly inside my mind
I'm trapped in a suit and tie
Feeling awfully objectified
They see me and scrutinize
They start to realize what the time spent meant to me
It's all in the crime of a mindset atrophy

I guess I couldn't solve all the riddles that you shared when you're next to me
Dissolve in the middle of the woods, it wasn't meant to be
Sulk by the phone while I waited
I need a little more in my lungs when I take it cause

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Pissed off
I'm feeling loud
It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Blast off
I feel it now
Pack it up

I think it was all of me that left without myself from my suspension
Thinking my heart harbor thieves forever
I can't run from every sentence
Clogging my arteries, you know my heart can't take all the attempts
But I need to reassess us

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

Toss it up with my incompetence
When I'm in the eye of the storm I am the opposite
Somewhere where it's safe and it's warm
Where we can grow a bit
But I lost my faith in the world that was full of shit
I want it back
But slowing the tension now might be just what I need
Below interventions now I'm fiending for release

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Pissed off
I'm feeling loud
It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Blast off
I feel it now
Pack it up

BLASTOFF

sorry i took awhile
hope i didnt disappoint

contradiction (cian)

written, produced & recorded by mochji
mixed & mastered by julian descure
creative direction by daniel roland

not2sober

people in the song in order:
eurei
detro
biinjo
jav
klov
bred
OMINVS
horkjunk
Mekbok

produced and mastered by skullish

Cockroach.

skullish.flac

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