"Perfect" by @SkullKiddxx
Produced by @NXBODYSFAV
Mixed & Mastered by Dione DeShields (@damixah_ on instagram)
Cover by Brianna Marchionda (@bri4nnacreated on instagram)

lyrics:

hook:

shorty good as gold,
(and i’ve been searching)
i give you my soul,
(cuz yeah you’re worth it)
shorty really had me from the first kiss
promise that i’m certain,
you’re all i ever wanted and lil baby we deserve this,


promise i won't go,
(won’t leave you urgent)
i need you to know,
(that you’re my person)
shorty yeah you know that you're my purpose seen too many serpents,
you’re all i ever wanted everything is gon’ be perfect,


verse 1:


yeah lil shorty said we perfect,
i don’t ever ever wanna be a burden,
all these people only know what’s on the surface,
but i’ve been cursed as, the one that i feel that i’m versus,


i’ve been coast to coast,
(and that shit excites me)
running from my ghost,
(and he looks just like me)


to be honest, i can’t fuck with the nonsense
i think of every comment i wish i could just stop it now,

now i’m just trying to feel better on my worst days, earthquakes,
never seem to settle in the first place,
i know it hurt your heart when i was crying on my birthdays,
we've shown right from the start i think we've found each other’s first aid,


and i’ll keep on calling when you keep bawling,
i can’t stop falling for you my darling,
i’m all in, i'm always used to people being heartless,
but i could never fold i wanna be with you regardless


verse 2:

told her tell me what you want in your dreams, who you’re wanting to be,
what your heart really means, all the parts in between,
so it seems, i can’t even front you are what i need,
it’s routine, how you make me bring my heart to it’s knees,

it’s just you and me
(you and me),
so fluently
(fluently),
she sits so beautifully, so beautifully 
it’s new to me what you do for me

PERFECT [PROD. NXBODYSFAV]

lyrics:

oh baby i've been thinking,
i've been thinking ‘bout us,
and i don’t even need a reason,
baby all i need’s your touch it’s all i trust you mean so much to me,


so let’s fly to LA we can get away,
i know we’ve been praying for better days,
and when we’re staring at the stars, and the moonlight, with our new life oh girl i just wanna do right by ya,
i wanna do right by ya


i know they think we’re too young to know it’s love,
but at the end of each day it’s only us,
and i could never feel judged or i’m too much with you my love,
my love,


so let’s fly to LA we can get away,
i know we’ve been praying for better days,
and when we’re staring at the stars, and the moonlight, with our new life oh girl i just wanna do right by ya,
i wanna do right by ya


i hear your heartbeat while you’re next to me the sound i love the most,
i’ll do my part and all my energy will be to let you know,
give you my all you are a piece of me the side i hold so close,
been through the calm then seen storm still going strong and on and on cuz i got you,


i hear your heartbeat while you’re next to me the sound i love the most,
i’ll do my part and all my energy will be to let you know,
give you my all you are a piece of me the side i hold so close,
been through the calm then seen storm still going strong and on and on cuz i got you,

on cuz i got you,
on cuz i got you,
on cuz i got you,
still going strong and on and on cuz i got you,

jessica 👩🏼‍❤️‍👨🏽 (prod. outremont)

cover of the lo-fi version of a song that’s been on repeat since high school :)
hope y’all enjoy <3

artwork done by @se.b.drawin on instagram
mixed + mastered by @skullkiddxx

lyrics:


I think you'll notice when things become different
The good vibes in our lives won't feel so consistent
And, less becomes more 'cause the weight is too heavy
I swim in the water that's breaking your levee

The way that you left me's all right, it's all right
If I argue the point then we yell and we fight
And I won't be home for the rest of the night
You might hate my words but you know that I'm right
You know that I'm right

This is your life, there's no way to run from it
The doubt in your brain, or the pain in your stomach
I only have the one complaint at the moment just
Don't paint me black when I used to be golden

The way that you left me's all right, it's all right
If I argue the point than we yell and we fight
And I won't be home for the rest of the night
You might hate my words but you know that I'm right
You know that I'm right

“Clairvoyant - Lo-Fi” Cover 🧚🏼‍♀️🥀 (The Story So Far & Mik)

"everything i need" by @skullkiddxx prod @nxbodysfav mixed + mastered by @skullkiddxx

lyrics:

hook:

i lost my breath right when you walked up in the scene,
the way you dress i swear you look straight from my dreams,
i’m not the best when i express just what i mean,
but when i’m with you girl i got everything i need,

so keep your eyes on me they’re all i wanna see,
we lay in bed i smoke my blunt and she just reads,
the way you love me makes me feel so fucking free,
when i’m with you girl i got everything i need,




verse:


you understand me in the ways that i cannot,
you hold it down that’s why i’m calling you my rock,
it took so long for me to finally take my shot,
cuz who am i to fuck up everything you’ve got,

and now i’m writing all these verses,
she makes me nervous,
seeing you person is such a service,
i look fine on the surface,
and that’s on purpose,
but really i’m just hurting,
and it just worsens and worsens,

turn my back on you,
that’s something i won’t allow no,
i know you’re feeling blue,
so baby girl don’t make a sound no,

i meant everything i’ve said,
hear me singing in your head,
girl i need you in my bed cuz we both know the blood we’ve bled yeah,

EVERYTHING I NEED [PROD. NXBODYSFAV]

"in between" by @skullkiddxx prod @nxbodysfav mixed + mastered by @skullkiddxx

lyrics:

i smoke this green and get that green the fuck you mean?
been in the hills got number (n)ine up on my jeans,
you acting shady i can’t have you on my team,
i felt alone way way before i was a teen yeah,
i love my shorty cuz she sees the in between,
i’m gon’ be good cuz i got kenny on the beat,
don’t hit me up because you see me in the scene,
i’m just the dopest motherfucker you done seen yeah,

i need this music shit i swear it sets me free,
i love my cuzzo shoutout bro yeah that’s jc,
i was performing and them bitches were so mean,
now i live good i post a flick like look at me,
like look at me, how’s it looking in them seats?
if you knew the world i grew in you won’t say no shit to me,
i feel so ruined all i’m doing is the same things in repeat,
but i’m still moving and pursuing in the ways you can’t compete yeah,

IN BETWEEN [PROD. NXBODYSFAV]

"Falling Sky" by SkullKidd (@skullkiddxx) featuring NOL!N (@chicunovi) prod by @noahmadethiss mixed + mastered by @skullkiddxx

cover art by @bri4nnacreated on instagram

lyrics:

(SkullKidd verse):
We had a hard time fighting through this December
So we changed our lives 'cause the winter's better
Please don't change your mind this could be forever
Like we're the last ones alive and there's no one ever
And when our stars align there's no whatever
And she looks so fine in her Gucci sweater
There's been no one like since the day I met her
I need to know you're mine and you'll stay forever

(hook):
And I feel sometimes I feel so blind
I get worked up can't hold it inside
Don't wanna waste no time won't fake no line
Just say your mine don't say goodbye
And I feel sometimes I feel so blind
I get worked up can't hold it inside
Don't wanna waste no time won't fake no line
Just say your mine don't say goodbye

(NOL!N verse):
Feeling better than I used to
I don't wanna use you
I don't wanna lose you no no no no
Know that I got issues
Just the shit I been through
Mama love I miss you yeah yeah yeah yeah
And will you still be here when the sky is falling
Drunk all alone check your phone I'm calling
Red or blue pill it's the truth that I wanted
I'm a liar with an ego I'm just tryna be honest

(hook):
And I feel sometimes I feel so blind
I get worked up can't hold it inside
Don't wanna waste no time won't fake no line
Just say your mine don't say goodbye
And I feel sometimes I feel so blind
I get worked up can't hold it inside
Don't wanna waste no time won't fake no line
Just say your mine don't say goodbye

"FALLING SKY" W/ NOL!N [NOAHMADETHISS]

"Diablo" by @skullkiddxx featuring @kennedysucks prod by @thislandis + @remghost mixed + mastered by @skullkiddxx

cover art by @se.b.drawin on instagram

lyrics:

(skullkidd hook):
I think I've had enough of this
From all the times that I was low
You see the pain up in my eyes no I can't hide it anymore
It's so hard to function
Too busy crying all alone
I spread my wings and touch the sky and if I die then I'll just go
I think I've had enough of this
From all the times that I was low
You see the pain up in my eyes no I can't hide it anymore
It's so hard to function
Too busy crying all alone
I spread my wings and touch the sky and if I die then I'll just go

(skullkidd verse):
Yeah I'll just go
I've been tryna grow it be so hard though
I've been locked inside my room all day just getting high so
I don't know
Too much chaos in my mind with no control
Only red up in my eyes I feel like el diablo
I feel I'm made from stuffing
Why's there always something
Fucking with my head now I just wanna feel nothing
Everybody's fake should've seen it from the jump, man
No matter what it takes think it's time to make adjustments

(hook):
I think I've had enough of this
From all the times that I was low
You see the pain up in my eyes no I can't hide it anymore
It's so hard to function
Too busy crying all alone
I spread my wings and touch the sky and if I die then I'll just go
I think I've had enough of this
From all the times that I was low
You see the pain up in my eyes no I can't hide it anymore
It's so hard to function
Too busy crying all alone
I spread my wings and touch the sky and if I die then I'll just go

(kennedyxoxo verse):
Yeah
If I die then I'll just go
Had me wrapped around your finger like it's rope around my throat
I ain't lying when I tell you that's the only time I'll choke
Shorty told me I'm a star and I said "I already know"
When they tell me I'm a star swear it scares me to my core
And ima bottle that shit up 'til I can't hide it anymore
It's like I get back on my feet just to get thrown back on the floor
You won't ever be like me 'til you lost everything that's yours
You won't ever be like me 'til you lost everything that's yours
You won't ever be like me 'til you lost everything that's yours
You won't ever be like me 'til you lost everything that's yours
You won't ever be like me 'til you lost everything that's yours

(hook):
I think I've had enough of this
From all the times that I was low
You see the pain up in my eyes no I can't hide it anymore
It's so hard to function
Too busy crying all alone
I spread my wings and touch the sky and if I die then I'll just go
I think I've had enough of this
From all the times that I was low
You see the pain up in my eyes no I can't hide it anymore
It's so hard to function
Too busy crying all alone
I spread my wings and touch the sky and if I die then I'll just go

Times I was low
Hide it anymore
Crying all alone
Die then I'll just go
Times I was low
Hide it anymore
Crying all alone
Die then I'll just go

“DIABLO” W/ KENNEDYXOXO [THISLANDIS x REMGHOST]

"the edge" by @skullkiddxx + @killmesumday prod by @siemspark + @1heyrick mixed + mastered by @skullkiddxx + @killmesumday

lyrics:

skullkidd:
Let's bring it back to the days when
Life was always something basic
I feel I'm always losing patience
And I hate this won't you take this from me
I don't wanna go on
I'm just tryna hold on
I know you find me so strong
But I'm too far gone 
I've been dead along 
Don't mean to prove you wrong

killmesumday:
I know I'm standing close to the edge
I'm not gonna slip off yet
I know I could lose it any day
I'm probably gonna lose it any day
They said Mama raised a nice young man
And Mama knows I'm getting to the bands
Gotta watch who I put my faith in
Pushes on till the kid makes it

skullkidd:
Pushes on till the kid makes it
I don't really know who I can put my faith in
Leave my heart scattered all over the pavement
Living in the dark that's a life wasted
I'm sick and tired of the thought that I'm all alone
Spending nights tryna find a way to be my own
I know my Grandma misses me I'm far away from home
I'm tryna make it pay her back for all the things I owe
'Cause you would never know about the things that I don't show
I try to hide all of my problems everywhere I go
It's kinda hard to really think that I could every grow 'cause i know...

killmesumday:
I know I'm standing close to the edge
I'm not gonna slip off yet
I know I could lose it any day
I'm probably gonna lose it any day
They said Mama raised a nice young man
And Mama knows I'm getting to the bands
Gotta watch who I put my faith in
Pushes on till the kid makes it

“THE EDGE” W/ KILLMESUMDAY [PROD. SIEM SPARK + HEYRICK]

"i'm tired of feeling like this" by @skullkiddxx prod by @metlast + @prod5head mixed + mastered by @skullkiddxx

lyrics:

Drag my body through the dirt 'cause I swear I'm feeling lifeless
My tears all dried now it's time for my disguises
I'm tryna feel alright but everything's a crisis
And I don't wanna die but I'm tired of feeling like this
The feeling deep inside I would fill with all my vices
And I'll be getting high up until the sun rises
I gotta stay alive 'cause they say my music's timeless
And I don't need to hide this is really how my life is
My grandfather died and it tore my heart out
And Angel's by my side he's tatted for my life now
We lost Chris I don't even think he knew when it was lights out
My Uncle made my music I hope one day he can find out
I'm living out in Cali guess it's time to make my parents proud
I know I got my shorty but I feel I'm always missing out
Gotta make it worth it gotta make it worth it
Tell me I deserve it God I feel so worthless

i'm tired of feeling like this [prod. metlast + 5head]

"love affection attention" by @skullkiddxx featuring @pots2cold + @witchhotel prod by @recyclexbin + @rodmadeit mixed by @skullkiddxx + @witchhotel

lyrics:

skullkidd (hook):
i need your love, affection and attention
only time i'm home i'm next to you
and it's getting hard to breathe with all this tension
but you keep me shining bright when i be blue
love and affection, love and affection
need your love and affection, love and effection
love and affection, love and affection
need your 'tention, 'tention

pots2cold (verse 1):
pay attention
you in her mentions
i got her singing all my songs turn my bedroom to a section
the way she look at me
with bad intentions
got me breaking all the rules for your affection
babe you got my heart, you can bet on it
yeah we got my bed but we ain't slept on it
you make me feel alive, i put my dead on it
she gets me so high, she wants all of my...

skullkidd (hook):
love and affection, love and affection
need your love and affection, love and effection
love and affection, love and affection
need your 'tention, 'tention

witch hotel (verse 2):
i need love and affection
i need drugs and attention
i was the outcast, i was the loser
now i'm a popstar, just like a rockstar
i'm off the street drugs and i might not last long
and the way i see mine i think i know imma die young... imma die young
and i know that it's dumb, i prefer myself numb
but you'd hate me too if you weren't in love
if you weren't in love
if you weren't in love

skullkidd (hook):
i need your love, affection and attention
only time i'm home i'm next to you
and it's getting hard to breathe with all this tension
but you keep me shining bright when i be blue
love and affection, love and affection
need your love and affection, love and effection
love and affection, love and affection
need your 'tention, 'tention

“love, affection, attention” w/ pots2cold & witch hotel *recyclebin + rodmadeit*

"REMAINS" by SkullKidd (@skullkiddxx) featuring NOL!N (@chicunovi) prod by Lazyie (@b-lazyie) mixed + mastered by SkullKidd

cover by @nayo_finesse on instagram

lyrics:

SkullKidd (hook):
I feel like I'm just so insane yeah
Been through too much to be the same yeah yeah
I feel so numb don't feel no pain yeah
So now it's harder to complain yeah
I'm going through it every day yeah
There isn't much left that remains here
But there's a lot that I contain yeah
I'm all alone and ima stay here

SkullKidd (verse 1):
Don't know if I'll make it to gray hair
But who'd have known I'd even make it here
In California with the waves near
I got my brothers on the way here
I'm always thinking
I'm overthinking
They got their fingers 'round my throat I feel my life is sinking
I miss my loved ones and I know that through my life they're speaking
I gotta keep under control because I'm tired of weakening
And you knew and you knew
How I always felt so used
I'm so sad I lost some friends but never thought that I'd lose you
I don't wanna make amends I just be watching how you move
And now you hate even yourself now
Can only blame yourself now
I'm the type that's gotta keep my mama and myself proud
I'm still having doubts and always having all these meltdowns
I can't slow down
Can't go now
Battling these demons I can never let myself down

NOL!N (verse 2):
Woah woah woah
Had to let you go
I hope that you know
Yeah this shit is getting old
Girl I gotta go
To Cali with the bros
On my way to the top and you know
Fuck the lames and the murder she wrote
Swerving through lanes I be doing the most
Time is wasting
And I can't take it
No more patience
I've been waiting I can't feel shit but I'm feeling anxious
I've been smoking I've been drinking and it feels amazing
I gave you my heart you got the key I hope you do not break it
Feel like I'm dreaming off the drugs I think I'm levitating
We in a simulation baby welcome to the matrix
Take a risk and take the pill
This world is what we make it
Made you tap made you submit because you could not take it
I roll a spliff and let's get lifted feel like John Legend
I'm at the green light just hold on i'll be there in a second

"REMAINS" W/ NOL!N [LAZYIE]

prod @nxbodysfav mixed + mastered by @skullkiddxx

lyrics:
tell me how ya doin can you tell me sweetheart?
i don't think you know it but you're really so hot,
tell me that you love me can you tell me 3x,
tell me that you love me can you tell me 3x,

girl i love your body can you press it on mine,
you're my lil shorty give you chills on your spine,
anything you want you say the name and i'll buy,

(tell me that you love me can you tell me 3x),
girl i love your body can you press it on mine,
you're my lil shorty give you chills on your spine,
anything you want you say the name and i'll buy,

got me feeling crazy i'm obsessed with mine,
and my lil baby always looks so fine,
covering her face i told her don't be shy,
covering her face i told her don't be shy,

(tell me that you love me can you tell me 3x),
(tell me that you love me can you tell me 3x),
(covering her face i told her don't be shy),

tell me how ya doin can you tell me sweetheart?
i don't think you know it but you're really so hot,
tell me that you love me can you tell me 3x,
tell me that you love me can you tell me 3x,

girl i love your body can you press it on mine,
you're my lil shorty give you chills on your spine,
anything you want you say the name and i'll buy,
anything you want you say the name and i'll buy,

got me feeling crazy i'm obsessed with mine,
and my lil baby always looks so fine,
covering her face i told her don't be shy,
covering her face i told her don't be shy,

(tell me that you love me can you tell me 3x),
(tell me that you love me can you tell me 3x),
(covering her face i told her don't be shy),

TELL ME 3X !!! *NXBODYSFAV*

new one for you guys, hope you enjoy <3 more music soon i promise

“you deserve the coldest nights”
produced by nxbodysfav & kazbabeats
mixed & mastered by me



lyrics:

and when it’s cold outside hope you think of me,
and all the lonely nights when your bed’s empty,
there’s nothing warm inside your heart it seems,
and i feel better when we keep some space between our lives,

and when it’s cold outside hope you think of me,
and all the lonely nights when your bed’s empty,
there’s nothing warm inside your heart it seems,
and i feel better when we keep some space between,

our lives you know it’s time to say goodbye you waste of time,
i tried and tried and now i’m tired i can’t wait to get these feelings out my mind,

i’m finally healing and it’s feeling so strange,
put a knife into my back i’ll take it out without no pain,
you know i’ve been to hell and back and you can see just how i’ve changed,
and now you’ll never get me back and i can finally be okay,

you deserve the coldest nights {nxbodysfav x kazba}

these shadows follow me home w/ keiichi + remedy {tennis player}

breathe w/ saki! {dercept & ayoley}

you’re better off staying as far away as you can {pico}

roller rinks {nxbodysfav}

seven years w/ jomie {king theta}

it’s hard to be there for you when i can’t be there for myself {sailor + jolst}

long island, ny {king theta}

vampire

old pictures constantly following me,
why couldn’t this be what i want it to be,
nothing but this white noise can put me to sleep,

and now i’m crying to the songs that i wrote for you,
every line i said i swear was true,
it’s like this came from nowhere but deep down this was our truth,

and as we bring in this cold weather,
i just hope you’re feeling better,
i know we swore this was forever but it came soon,



but we tried,
yeah we tried,
always best friends before lovers,
despite all our sunshine summers,

tell me why,
does this have to be goodbye,
give it time and we’ll recover,
through our pain we’ll re-discover just who we are,



and i know you need your rest,
throughout all the stress i've put you through,
and with money and school tests,
i know this is not what’s best for you,

you say i’m not available emotionally,
and your best friend’s not too fond of me,
and she’s always in your ear i can’t compete i admit defeat,

and i could never diss you in a song, you’ve done no wrong so please stay strong,
i know things have changed, the time has gone what’s done is done i know it’s hard,

but as we bring in this cold weather,
i just hope you’re feeling better,
i know we swore this was forever but it came soon,



but we tried,
yeah we tried,
always best friends before lovers,
despite all our sunshine summers,

tell me why,
does this have to be goodbye,
give it time and we’ll recover,
through our pain we’ll re-discover just who we are,

crashing down {king theta}

i think it's time that i found my purpose
cuz everyday idk if i'm worth it
i stay inside like the sun is burning
i never sleep i just toss n turn yeah

toss n turn yeah
toss n turn yeah
toss n turn yeah
toss n turn yeah

time goes by my life's a blur
i hate myself so insecure
they say things change i'll wait my turn
but that for me sounds so obscure yeah

and i know that i'm the one to blame
i know that this is just my fate
emotional i can't escape
the city lights so bright but i see gray

toss n turn {takuori}

talk my ear off {recyclebin + splashgvng}

you know it’s you when i say this
you make me go super saiyan
you made the bed that you lay in
with your diary where i stay in

you know it’s you when i say this
you make me go super saiyan
you made the bed that you lay in
with your diary where i stay in

you run from the truth but you can’t hide
have you noticed all my bloodshot eyes
smoke in my lungs like all the time
as you bring us closer to demise

and my name’s what you can’t escape
we can’t go back now it’s too late
we can’t go back it’s not the same
i think it’s best we fade away

you know it’s you when i say this
you make me go super saiyan
you made the bed that you lay in
with your diary where i stay in

you know it’s you when i say this
you make me go super saiyan
you made the bed that you lay in
with your diary where i stay in

in your diary {takuori}

think i’m forgetting our last conversation,
can’t tell if that’s a good thing or not,
sometimes i can’t believe that you’re gone,
even though you made my soul want to rot,

i still see you in the corner of my eye,
i’d just make things worse if i hold on so why try,
you’ve been in your own world while i’m watching the time fly,
keep my fingers in curls when i think of our goodbye,

and i know the way you feel about me,
i hold my breath so you won’t doubt me,
i think about you always,
but i think this space is okay okay!

and i know you’re just a few hours away,
but i wont ask you to come or stay,
but i think of you like all day,
hoping life will treat you okay okay!

now i’m rereading the texts that i want to send,
knowing that you might ignore them,
don’t wanna put you in this position again,
gotta let you be, gotta let you be,

and i’d wake up and i’d miss you,
where are you my lentes i can’t see without you,
our memories fade except the pictures i’d take,
and the songs that i’d make that are all just about you,

i don’t wanna forget our last conversation,
but i know you’re doing better without complications,
you’ve been in your own world while i’m stuck on the timeline,
watching feelings untwirl as you stray from our lifeline,

and i know the way you feel about me,
i hold my breath so you won’t doubt me,
i think about you always,
but i think it’s best you’re walking away,

and i know you’re just a few hours away,
but i won’t ask you to come or stay,
and i’ll walk right through the doorway,
hoping life will treat me okay okay!

okay okay! {takuori}

i try to swim but i just drown
anxiety when the lights go out
i can't erase what i know now

i know the places you're around
i'm scared to see just what i've found
and the heaviness just weighs me down
and i'm falling face first can't get up

and i hope that you'll come back home
but i know that's not in my control
it's all my fault you were alone
it's now or never let me know

lay for hours wide awake
conversations on replay
filling blanks of what you'll say
do i stay or walk away

things cannot stay this way
they'll never be the same
it's one way or the other and it's where we'll need to be

i try to swim but i just drown
anxiety when the lights go out
i can't erase what i know now
i know the places you're around

i'm scared to see just what i've found
and the heaviness just weighs me down
and i'm falling face first can't get up
falling face first can't get up

and i hope that you'll come back home
but i know that's not in my control
it's all my fault you were alone
it's now or never let me know

emohkcabemocuoyepohi {takuori}

triple digits on the freeway
i think this whip might be my tomb
wish i didn’t care ‘bout the he say she say
but it’s got me heading towards my doom

running from my problems so i changed my address
running from my problems so i fled to the west
and i’m still always venting to my ex
and wont shut up ‘bout a girl who didn’t treat me the best

i don’t know what to do with myself
in my own personal hell

swollen eyes pick myself back up say it’s alright
it’s not that bad let’s not be dramatic
let’s not be sporadic
but i’m still up 4 AM every night

maybe i’ll know peace when my heart won’t beat
resting in eternal sleep

~

face down on the fucking concrete
can’t outrun these ghosts they haunt me

triple digits on the freeway
i think this whip might be my tomb
wish i didn’t care ‘bout the he say she say
but it’s got me heading towards my doom

running from my problems so i changed my address
running from my problems so i fled to the west
and i’m still always venting to my ex
and wont shut up ‘bout a girl who didn’t treat me the best

*rUnn!nG fr♡m m¥ pr0blεms </3* {sensu}

what do i really want from life?
what will any place ever give me?
i make songs in my room but it’s not enough
i don’t wanna talk to anyone

i don’t have the drive to do anything in life
or anything that matters
am i living or just existing?
and will locations even fix me?

but i think LA is killing me
or maybe it’s just me
i just want to feel peace
but there’s no one that i can reach

now i’m drowning in this bottle
so i’ll just talk to you tomorrow
the loneliness is hard to swallow
and this silence sings a song of sorrow

you say you’re only a six hour flight away
if only i could afford it
or maybe you could come here
the distance leaves my heart distorted

but i don’t even have the time
my fate is in these hands of mine
and the thought of that is terrifying
i’m all alone and barely surviving

what’s there for me in florida?
besides my parents that can’t do enough
i know they mean well but don’t get the stuff that breaks me down and tears me up

what’s there for me in cold new york?
where every street feels the same as before
i don’t know if places can hold the cure when nothing inside me feels secure

but i think LA is killing me
or maybe it’s just me
i just want to feel peace
but there’s no one that i can reach

now i’m drowning in this bottle
so i’ll just talk to you tomorrow
the loneliness is hard to swallow
and this silence sings a song of sorrow

two steps forward five steps back
healthy ways to cope i lack
caught in cycles can’t retract
tryna find new ways to act

but i think LA is killing me
or maybe it’s just me
i just want to feel peace
but there’s no one that i can reach

now i’m drowning in this bottle
so i’ll just talk to you tomorrow
the loneliness is hard to swallow
and this silence sings a song of sorrow

LA is Killing Me {king theta}

pretending i’m not drowning when the night falls
i’m hating every second that i don’t talk to you
all i do is think about what i lost
we said it’s for the best and i just hope that it’s true

i can’t help from thinking that it’s my fault
screaming when there’s nothing but this dry wall
i didn’t make it easy for you i know
i’ll see you in my dreams to help the time go

i know you say you love me so it’s tearing me apart
i just hate being away from you i can’t carry my heart
staying away from all these bottles never been so fucking hard
i just wish i could go back and never caused this from the start

because i can’t help from thinking that it’s my fault
screaming when there’s nothing but this dry wall
i didn’t make it easy for you i know
i’ll see you in my dreams to help the time go

pretending i’m not drowning when the night falls
i’m hating every second that i don’t talk to you
all i do is think about what i lost
we said it’s for the best and i just hope that it’s true

icanthelpfromthinkingthatitsmyfault {takuori}

Too many times i’ve lost my stride
Too many times i’ve crossed the line
I remember times that i lost my mind
It’s like i’m blacking out and i don’t know why

When you left me here i thought i died
When you left me here my god i cried
I don’t wanna be toxic lord knows i try
I don’t know if i ever can truly provide

Nobody deserves this
Nobody deserves me
I know i’m far from perfect
So i guess it’s best to stay away,
And sometimes i’m okay with dying
My hearts gone numb think i’m done with trying
To stay around
Always feeling lost not found

When you left me here i thought i died
When you left me here my god i cried
It’s nobody’s fault now except for mine,
I think we’re better off ending on this goodbye

It’s just getting harder to have happy eyes
All these years go by and i’m still dead inside
And i don’t think anything can save me oh
I don’t think this is ending safely oh
Please help me back i’m shaking oh
I don’t wanna feel this daily no
I know you probably hate me
And i don’t know what made me
Something i can’t stand and now i’m falling down and breaking
Holding holding back my tears and now my heart is really aching
Facing all my fears in hopes that someday i’ll be waking
Up from this nightmare forever 
Crossing both my fingers hoping things are gon’ be better

When you left me here i thought i died
When you left me here my god i cried
I don’t wanna be toxic lord knows i try
I don’t know if i ever can truly provide
When you left me here i thought i died
When you left me here my god i cried
It’s nobody’s fault now except for mine
I think we’re better off ending on this goodbye

my last night {thislandis + kazba}

"LOVERBOY" - EP by SkullKidd

Track 3:
"Damaged" by SkullKidd
Featured by: Baby Backwood (@jayna-a)
Produced by: NXBODYSFAV (@nxbodysfav)
Mixed & Mastered by SkullKidd (@skullkiddxx)

lyrics:

skull (hook):
I just want your love
I just wanna be cherished
Baby don't you dub
Don't make your love vanish
Girl I know you're damaged
You're damaged
I know we didn't plan it
But damn it
Just tell me I'm the one
Just me and you on this planet

(verse)
skull:
On this planet
Girl you got me girl don't you ever panic
Hold my heart just don't take it for granted
Baby use my love just like a bandage
But I'm banished and oh I just can't stand it
Should've seen this coming,
(My friends knew you move wocky)
Did it all for nothing
(But I still want you on me)
And now things don't feel the same as they used to
And just like so many good things it ended too soon

babywood:
Why didn't our love last
We were too busy making cash
I think we moved too fast
I wish we could get it all back
I need to know why
Know why before I try
Try to make amends
I don't think we can be friends
Love lost
I guess thats what money cost
It was all my fault
Should've known can't have it all
Got me stressed 'cause you're pressed
Staying all night on my gram
You a fan ain't my man
Let's just stop with the pretend
Love comes to an end sometimes
Know babe we cannot collide
Got me focused on the things that ain't right
Only thing on my mind is this high

(hook)
skull:
I just want your love
I just wanna be cherished
Baby don't you dub
Don't make your love vanish
Girl I know you're damaged
You're damaged
I know we didn't plan it
But damn it
Just tell me I'm the one
Just me and you on this planet

SkullKidd {@skullkiddxx}

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