@amirzera 
https://soundcloud.com/rvxhenri
https://soundcloud.com/seec058

lyrics:
tired of everyone always telling me what to do
walk on broken glass my feet are bleeding from my past
baby hold your lies i know exactly what you did
brother betray me i know exactly what you did

just shutup just shutup
just please just please
just shutup
just shutup just shutup 
just please just please
just shutup
just shutup just shutup
just please just please
just shutup
just shutup just shutup
just please just please
just shutup

im just paranoid the voices always talkin first
i cant trust a soul why is lying such a curse
mother hold your lies i know exactly what you did
father betrayed me i know exactly what he did

just shutup just shutup
just please just please
just shutup
just shutup just shutup 
just please just please
just shutup
just shutup just shutup
just please just please
just shutup
just shutup just shutup
just please just please
just shutup

i like it when you keep your mouth shut for me [prod. henri x JRO]

https://soundcloud.com/erlaxcase

Lyrics

She like it when I bleed
She say just cover me
Bite marks on her neck from my bloody teeth

She like the way I keep
My hands up on her neck
Hold your breath baby I know that you like the sex

Ima dreamer boy I ain't about a fucking cheque
I see flashing lights you know I'm wrecked I hit the deck

I be moving quick, she like it so she give me neck
I ain't playing bitch, I live this life, I leave em read

My bad
I ain't mean too
Feeling bad so I eat you

I'm sad
But I keep it
To myself cuz it deep bitch

I got layers and they complicated and dangerous like
I'll be happy and then next minute I want to die

I got problems
Shit we know it
Back to back
Unstable moments

I'm the lamest
Coolest fucker
That will take your heart and chuck er

She like it when I bleed
She say just cover me
Bite marks on her neck from my bloody teeth

She like the way I keep
My hands up on her neck
Hold your breath baby I know that you like the sex

Ima dreamer boy I ain't about a fucking cheque
I see flashing lights you know I'm wrecked I hit the deck
I be moving quick, she like it so she give me neck
I ain't playing bitch, I live this life, I leave em read

I got problems
Shit we know it
Back to back
Unstable moments

I'm the lamest
Coolest fucker
That will take your heart and chuck er

Blood Play

⸸ spotify ⸸

Blood Play (ERLAX)

Walk With Me w/ Burgos

soap. - lens (prod. Elijah Hill)

Walk

I Wanted to Be Someone

Your DID
Look in the mirror and see who you are 

We are you helping you survive 

Can't trust the world we help you let go

Burying the pain in amnesic memories

You don't remember 

But we know all you hide 

Ten years passes with no memories of what I did  

15 - 17

Nineteen to twenty nine,  years a blanks space no time no place no face 

Walking in a empty space I called my home 

A world inside 

While I ran on autopilot 

High out within my mind I hide from life breaking out in clips 

Frames chips of film play by smell, tastes, and touch, a panic rush 

Full of dread and the feeling of death I'm running from  

29 I'm awake for a moment to move to the next place in life 

Got married started a life 

Memories shaky but I manage to stay in the light 

Seeping out into my eye 

The breaks in time were I fought to survive

PSTD  

Blacked out till 31 evolved by 38 

Sitting in a room 

With Four unknown until I'm told that's not normal 

People don't do that 

We don't work that way 

We do though

No one understands 

I walk in a infinity a cosmic gate many

I am so like shattered glass

I'm so alone but not alone at all 

I feel you moving under my skin 

Their echoing voices of memories 

Hello?

You don't remember.

But we've been talking to you for a long time 

Now you notice us 

Now we can come together to support you.

Inside of hiding you in the light and dark 

Of dissociative mental states 

We are the love 

The fear 

The hope 

The destruction of you 

Protector 

Lover 

The torched like black as embers glow 

Self distortive only when the pain leeks out of are cut skin  

We speak to help you not to nose dive 

Into a hell you never knew 

But crawled through over like embedded razors on naked flesh

Hello?

Your not crazy you're just noticing Us now,

We've been here along,

No memories that we don't hold from you're heart,

It's nice to be with you

This is evolution

Trauma evolution

Hello you know 

Your not doing this alone 

We have our own illnesses 

Ideas 

Thoughts 

Hold emotions like masks with sub layers of attached memories 

Places,

People,

Faces,

We are you,

Just hiding the pain internally

If we let you see 

Well all died with you

You wouldn't be able to handle 

The visions we each hold for you to live    




Fractured Mirrors Poetry

https://www.instagram.com/killalaharl/

Lyrics:

Blood raining down the doorway
Leave all your bones inside of an ashtray 
Hang your dead body up like a display 
Seven day binge we arrived at the fifth day 
Falling down the inferno of dante
Found yourself lying upside down the swamp bay
Surround you it’s a trap cannot escape 
My mind pale now but I’m only wide awake 
Lights off dirt on my shoelace
Wake up cuts all on my face
Lied down step on another day
Kill off mind fading away
Lights off dirt on my shoelace
Wake up cuts all on my face
Die out blade fading away 
Wipe out existence erase
Dark out on the street hit it down low 
Shine in the dome missed calls on my phone 
Midnight club but it ain’t ride slow
Diamonds on me ice cold’s in my bone
Pull up wheels off flame light a smoke
Slingshot red blood splashed on the dope
Closed eyes shouted head getting blown
Crystal’s all in my veins let it flow

kiLLa Laharl - $wamp

Lyrics:

(TrainWreck - Hook;)

I ain’t wit that fuck shit,
Pussies know I bust quick,
Ridin wit dem drum sticks 
Ya ya ya

Please just stop the bluffin
You ain’t sayin nothin 
this ain’t no discussion
Ya ya ya

Shordie say she wanna ride me
Shordie say she wanna die wit me,
Shordie  wanna get high wit me,
Shordie don’t you dare lie to me,


ANGEL MANE - (Verse:)


Shorty said she would. 
Shorty said she could. 
Had me feeling good. 
Really understood. 

Sipping on some mud. 
Rolling up my bud. 
Wait til I'm asleep. 
Run off w my drugs. 

Shorty wack shorty fake. 
Oh that bitch from la. 
That bitch steal. That bitch take. 
Boutta drown her in lake. 

Ay bro fuck what they say. 
So what if u obvulate. 
U an opp, u get slain. 
Put that pussy on a plate. 

Let me calm down. Don't want the cops around. 
They gon pick a side. That side isn't mine. 
In between my legs. Something they don't like. 
Gotta take the L. Get back on my grind.


(TrainWreck - Hook;)

I ain’t wit that fuck shit,
Pussies know I bust quick,
Ridin wit dem drum sticks 
Ya ya ya

Please just stop the bluffin
You ain’t sayin nothin 
this ain’t no discussion
Ya ya ya

Shordie say she wanna ride me
Shordie say she wanna die wit me,
Shordie  wanna get high wit me,
Shordie don’t you dare lie to me,

THE MANTRA (Ft. ANGEL MANE) [Prod. XTRAVULOUS] +LYRICS

Twenty-One Teardrops (Prod. Karegi)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cscu1d9DIZo

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/dogpeni

Lyrics

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect
Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

I’m forever lost I don’t know my way (Lately)
Just Sippin white in the alley ways

Fade away, decay my days (I'm hazy)
I been working hard with no damn pay

Life is rough but its okay (I'm shaky)
I seen the dark I got better days 

Lose the weight (Save me)
I gotta leave you babe
You been killing me
And it ain’t okay

I ain’t even know no more (no more)
Trapped in a room no doors (no doors)
Bleeding on the cold stone floors (stone floors)
Living while I think what for (what for)

Love seeing my face cry
Say pretty boy you best stay high
You like seeing my tears slide 
I’ll kill us both, and I aint mind 

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect

Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

Never know, if I’m going die today
Fade away, pray I’m gunna make change
Escape my fate, baby why you pouring drinks
You love me cuz I love to drink
Baby turn you into me

Devil

Devil (5head)  [Music Video ↓]

Prod. by https://soundcloud.com/ele_wav

Lyrics:

I don't save time for the others,
Couldn't save my life in the summer,
She the only one that go stubborn,
So fucked up, but I love her,
Time move fast in the suburbs,
All of their cash is a bother,
I stay home for my mother,
Others that'll never find recover,

Watch me walk out,
Spin me around,
Heads still flip out,
Making you proud,

Watch me walk out,
Spin me around,
Heads still flip out,
Making you proud,

Am I making you proud?
Am I making you proud?
Am I making you proud?

Special, special,
You been upset I know,
Devil, devil,
You still dance with his cold,
Special, special,
Killed my thoughts long ago,
Tremble, tremble,
You still locked in that snow,

Go back, 
King hail, like long last,
Stings held, trust no act,
Still fam that stab back,
Frontlines I'm on that,
Crunch time we on that,
Street signs, my bags packed,
Washed eyes, dry laugh track,


I can help myself,
I been all alone,
I'm the only one that know it,
Ain't complaining though,

I can help myself,
I been all alone,
I'm the only one that know it,
Ain't complaining though,

Special, special,
You been upset I know,
Devil, devil,
You still dance with his cold,
Special, special,
Killed my thoughts long ago,
Tremble, tremble,
You still locked in that snow,

soap. - lens (prod. Elijah Hill)

Akazummi

Related tracks