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For Saskia and her dad (1935-2021)


[Rough English translation]
SOMEWHERE STILL HERE
Hey Dad, how are you
It's been a while
I miss you
I can still see you standing
Behind the front door
From the nursing home
How you kept waving
When we had to go

You couldn’t find your place
Didn’t get used to it there
You wanted to go home
With us
Until you forgot
Where your home was
Who everyone was
It all happened so fast

But it feels like you are somewhere
Somewhere still here with me
And know what I think

Hey Dad, I still see us
Together enjoying
Concerts by Bach
You with closed eyes
You were there for me
When I got depressed
That I was not alone
Spoke out of your face

And it feels like you are somewhere
Somewhere still here with me
And know what I think

Sometimes you were struggling
You could be angry, stubborn
Did not know what to do with yourself
The helplessness of your childhood
You came back to that again
A child, now skin and bone
That was always on its own
All alone

Hey Dad, I would
Like to talk to you
While I rub your shoulder
Somewhere still here, somewhere on earth
Where you are with me

Cover art: Katinka Kooman 
Strings: Javier Orman
Mastered 2022.10.16

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Down and out
Too long

I've been down and out
For too long
I can't count me out
I'm too strong
I've been longing for
Some new love
I've been longing for
A new touch

I need a little bit of venom
I need a little bit of life
I need a little bit of venom
A little bit of life

Oh woah
I don't know anymore
I don't know anymore
I don't know anymore

It's been one day since you spoke to me
I told you you're my enemy
I know you feel my energy
I hold you close with memories
Of everything inside
Of everything inside

Zildjian

Venom

second chances are fairy tales, short lived and tragic loses
nothing can change, if they wanted to change they wouldve done it already, those sweet lies that were projecting ur fears
using ur problems to better their case, to make sure u stay
its over like that, whats the point of taking ur energy back
i cant handle their face, all i see is a doll projecting a good imagine
why the real sides hide in the shell, trusting another is really a L
i look closer at the picture, and i can see her fake smile
why did u laugh at my jokes, when really i was the joke
ive been trying my hardest, these new girls feeling too forced
im not happy with them, something about u was just natural to me
i met u back for a while, we were off and on for a while
the imagine i had of u was just a younger version of u
i look at u now and i just see a former self, ig your brains been rotting, picked up and toruture by other men, now u lose freinds and close doors, u dont want help , for sore days, i was trynna make a life that u aint never had,ik ur parents divorce is on u, ik ur sad ur ex cheated on y, ik ur mom doesnt like the way we look at each other,ig flashbacks go crazy in her head, what is she pitcuring now,i hope its not a heart broken song, playing as im leaving the house,i remember my first day over there, she was giving me cold eyes,i can still feel her vibe, she wasnt rocking with me,
i felt a urge of leaving the place, but i had to stay and make base
understand i was there to stay, but that was all hopeless thoughts
ik ur mother knew the truth about that, laughing to herself
cause she knew, the daughter she raised and handle
can never love somebody like me, to her feelings are just complicated
ik that made us complicated, how many times have we tried
i dont even wanna count about it, go ahead and yell about it
get mad about it, cause i dont wanan accept it
i just had to admit it, i wish we had a different ending
this story aint finsih, till i finsih the book, and honestly
im stuck on the pages, without u its just blank open space
u aint here to fill the story with lies, and different stories to go on
left me in pieces, to carry on, tried to move on
but these bitches acting the same, looking as the same
as well as the other, i couldnt remember her name 
i took her ass to starbucks just to remember her name
she looks at me once and thinks im the next
ik her ex stalking her page and mad that she likes me
will i keep her or leave her, thats still a debate right there
i dont wanna lead on anyone, trust me ik what it feels like

im not trynna fall back in my ways, i cant help but rely on a source
that can be bring me a smile, when i feel dying away
these feelings aint fading away, my time short so why should i waste it on u, i can buy new clocks but cant buy back the time i wasted
its complicated, but god damnit i want it back
memories fade like the smoke in the air, this pistol loaded and ready to speak if u give me the word, this isnt death row but we give death stares, the weed hits like mike tyson, got u down on the floor
legs weak and body numb to the core, this acid will give u a chance
this purple rain in the cup, u can see my whole future
please ask if i do this often, ill just say the weekend
party on the saturday, repent on a sunday, and monday wish it was friday, the story contuines like chapters, i never know how to end it
like j.k i wish i wrote us together, why did i nerf us like gohan
why did u go and move on, i still couldnt move on
5 girls and they still cant replace u, isnt that crazy
i go off on my exs, maybe some i text back
hit back, feel bad, now im ghosting again

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lyrics:
wow, yeah
if u try to leave me i aint coming back
hittin up my phone, ask me where im at
i dont even know, im not coming home
bbygirl, stop hittin my phone, i just wanna be alone
stop hitting my phone, phone
dont wanna go home, home
my heart cold as snooow

wow
when i said i hate u, girl i meant it
suddenly u actin up, feeling so offended
me and u forever, bbygirl forever ended
all the love and hate, bbygirl it felt so blended

wow
all this jealousy, cant get over me
all your past mistakes, but the worst one was just leaving me
i was never perfect, but baby i never claimed to be
used to be my lover, but now youre my biggest enemy

30 unread, texts from her
20 times, i said i dont wont her
10 months, but shit its still getting harder
0 fucks given, idc, leave her heartless

yeah
if u try to leave me i aint coming back
hittin up my phone, ask me where im at
i dont even know, im not coming home
bbygirl, stop hittin my phone, i just wanna be alone
stop hitting my phone, phone
dont wanna go home, home
my heart cold as snooow

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my music is an expression of various thoughts and emotions, sometimes that which are my own, but not limited to my individual experience. that being said, i intend for my music to reflect that more as i progress. if you feel alone, find peace in knowing the ego that has ridden you with the experience  of lonesomness, also allows you the comfort of community. i am a writer before im a musician. listen to my words. much love.  

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