DEAD INSIDE (THERAPY SESSIONS)

Demon Struggle

Skwirl Wonder and Egon spend a couple hours throwing together a quick track for "The Buzz Gutter Show" available on soundcloud.

https://soundcloud.com/the-buzzgutter-show

Tandem Squad featuring Egon Brainparts

So you wanna move weight? Think you know the game? Do you hustle? Listen to this. Much love to Curly Castro. Stay outta trouble smokers.

SKWiRL1 - Village Idiom - 10 "Free Today" (feat. Curly Castro)

SL Steez slippin mats on a Brainparts interlude.

SKWiRL1 - Village Idiom - 09 "Steezerlude 2"

LYRICS 

"Pit Bosses"

Always posted up behind the grill
I got no time to chill 
Im grilling up the meat that's gonna keep my village belly full

I rock the fire spot
Like a caveman possessed
floating in a grill clouds
When I'm at my best

Cooking big steaks, rib racks,
Chicken on my coals
With an ice cold crispy 
Grilling skills solid gold

I'm a psycho with some grippers
Brown shorts- slippers
Put a hurting on a piece of fish
Flank steak killer

I'm the man you call to hold it down
I'll never fuck around
Cook a pig up on the coals
Or dig a whole up in the ground

Lamb shanks, tri-tips,
Tenderloins and chuck
Cook a deer up in a minute Son, 
Your boy don't give a fuuuck.....

I'm here behind the grill so just act cautious,
party isn't really chill without pit bosses
A song for the coal kings
living by the grill code, 
and gas box killas keeping it hot like tin foil

Prefer that match-light,
But cheap brands getter done
Catch me chillin-grillin-illin
Snow- sleet -rain-  sun

I'm a propane gangster
Natural gas killer
Cook your party up for beer,
High point- no miller!

Fools would die for my rib rub
S'all good-no sauce
comes to the picnic I'm the motherfucking boss

Tin-foil-best friend-high wind-worst enemy
Any cat that's walking by is tryna to be a friend to me

Kicking it with applewood, maxxing out mesquite, add a couple new lumps to put a hurting to the meat

I'm Peach wood pimpin-hickory chunk splitting
4 zones on my grill keep cause I ain't bullshitting

Homies pay me props
Players pay me tips
Reach into my zone 
Get your punk ass whipped

Every crews got one
Hot dog top gun
But if you aint got a pit boss, then you gotta problem

I'm here behind the grill so just act cautious,
party isn't really chill without pit bosses
A song for the coal kings
living by the grill code, and gas box killas keeping it hot like tin foil...

SKWiRL1 - Village Idiom - 08 "Pitbosses" BBQ Boyyyyyy!

LYRICS    

"Village Idiom"

Stone cold criminal
He steals the conversation
Fiddling in the middle is his fickle occupation

Riddling and whittling and testing on ya patience,
Jamming up the righteous cipher-spite a demonstration

But he ain’t hating, he’s simply on a mission,
Tryna take ya plate then get some dollars for ya dishes
--Minimalist--living on your couch judgin spirituals
Try to holler back to this fool, he aint hearing you,

“the habitual bitch inside him shows in his behavior,
he’s tryna design a finer kind of a major flavor

fashion is his passion, crashing hard into white lines,
blowing up your party with grenades  tryna fight crime

cutting up ya rug, having spasms cuz he’s all that
wish you never told him he was aight, and you’ll call back

who invited chad tom or brad to this shit again,
oops, it’s the door, just one more village idiom

OH NO!! 


“The village idiom, filled to the brim
Guess you where as drunk as he is-to invite him
Giving into pressure is the lesson when he text’s it’s-
Probly best to protect-intellect on ya guest list
Not a bad guy, just dumb in the wrong way
Avoid these boys with great poise on the long play
Hide the rum, hide the herb, hide the ong-be
Village Idiom, just be gone, like the song say!

Baby mother’s little brother’s on a binge now
Told you not to let that motherfucker off his hinge, wow
I’m gonna make it through this night, I need to get laid
So I slip a little ambien in his lemonade

Robs hardly a starving artist, but he’s all up in my fridge tryna parallel park, two of everything, stoner boner building an ark, 
wish I made a ham sandwhich before the party had started
Ladies leaving quick, feeling real sick on the carpet
cousin puked on the floor, coughed and then farted,
All plans for stabbing can’t officially start yet
plus it’s Hardly the kinda party to be getting ya dart wet

needed to watch the breezy’s simps chumps and imposters, but I guess I gave a “sure man,” and  gained us a foster
Listen carefully and heed the scripture than I’m spitting,
The village idiom is lost in the midst of oblivion

Oh no no no no no no…….

“The village idiom, all filled to the brim
Guess you where as drunk as he is-to invite him
Giving into pressure is the lesson when he text’s it’s
Probly best to protect-intellect on ya guest list
Not a bad guy, just dumb in the wrong way
Avoid these boys with great poise on the long play
Hide the rum, hide the herb, hide the ong-be
Village Idiom, just be gone, like the song say”

SKWIRL1 - Village Idiom - 07 "Village Idiom"

Salt lake City! Kansas City! Philly! Stand up! Mac lethal, SKWiRL1, and the ill Zilla Rocca spitting game about our towns! 

SKWiRL1 - Village Idiom - 06 "The Only City" (feat. Mac Lethal and Zilla Rocca)

Making Nut Jokes with me in a battle is like bringing a piece of cheese to a dynamite fight. I smash fools in a battle for taking that step.

SKWiRL1 - Village Idiom - 04 "Nut Jokes"

Parties are fun. Life, is even more fun. Know the diff. Track Features Apathy of Demigodz Crew, and my homegirl Stephanie on the hook. 

SKWiRL1 - Village Idiom - 03 "Come Home" (feat. Apathy and Steph)

MUSIC VIDEO http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJihm1MvCBM

LYRICS “So can I”

I’m came into this ditch with a switchblade that a witch made
No difference which way my civilian spit sprays
I’m jerkin like wrist sprains

I got to have it like rabbits that gotta stab it with carrots
and split change

It’s a bitch game, plenty artists wanna switch names
Working harder than a martyr fishing for the quick fame
Plenty sharks around the water wanna clamor when you slip
Or trip up on your markers tell you something’s wrong and split your wrists 

The following sounds hollow buts it’s best to get across
Awareness of the shallow waters helps to form a boss
and all the jewels and emeralds cascading through the tubes
are nothing but some smoke and mirrors catered for the rubes

Your never gonna change my mind, if you can say your doing alright, so can I
No your never gonna change my mind, if you can say your doing alright, so can I



“Giving into group thought ain’t my style , I’ve been countin bullshit for a while,
No one’s gonna tell me who to be, no radio jock, or shock TV…especially not that *** news network….hahaha


So I- chose the path less traveled gave into a destined changed
Without the future planned or mic in hand accepted my name

S is for Surrealism, 
K is for Karma Killer, 
W’s for wisdom even when the news is Ill’a, 
The I is for the light Ignited deep and all throughout,
The R is running briskly from the benefit of doubt,
The L is for the Love I feel and share with you tonight
The 1 is for the one’s at home and one’s you can’t unite


I wish for the best for everyone but still I have a message
A vestige of the fourth dimension keeping mentals guessing
Reminder that the human mind’s designed for asking questions
So don’t believe you’ve passed the class until you’ve learned the lesson

Another time another place, another crime, another chase
Another shot another line another shot’ll make you great
Another chance to hide the truth existing for a reason
So dig inside your soul to break yourself free from this prison

Your never gonna change my mind, if you can say your doing alright, so can I
Naw your never gonna change my mind, if you can say your doing alright, so can I

I wish things could be simpler but profits are for the pimper
Regardless selling out your soul for towers over when they sent us
I’m sick of the ghetto menaces catching indefinite sentences
And every greedy gangster tryna get them bids


Been witness to the slaughter from the angels to the water
it’s a village  verse of people saying villains should have taught us
a simple truth of twisted youth still running never caught up
a quick diluted freedom ever since the days of Carter

It’s irrelevant, media say’s kill for the hell of it
Then Burn the lives of innocents & kick it for the smell of it
Some biblical, hands of the motherfuckin devil shit 
That head to the shovel shit
I’m screaming lets be ending it
I’m sending it
To the heart and the mind
The two best investments in yourself that you could ever find
The tape you make in concentrate but never rewind
The link between your center universe and nerves in your spine.

Your never gonna change my mind, if you can say your doing alright, so can I
Naw your never gonna change my mind, if you can say your doing alright, so can I

SKWIRL1 - Village Idiom - 02 "So Can I"

SKWiRL1 and Egon Brainparts get together in a smokey studio room to invoke the dusty-nutted Ghost of The Ponderosa.

The Ghost Of Ponderosa

LYRICS "Futures You Face" (Lifer)

Don't judge the fate of a man,
just by the weight of his hands,
More than the way that he stands,
His very essence and brand---

We know a lot of pocket jocks
Riding high on their credit lines

Digging deeper holes, on a role, hella serpentine
 
Fast forward futures never last & it's a fact son,
Ya Living for the paper but won't last up in the action

Back spun, twitter-pated tweeker with a 22
Never gave a fuck, but still be posting up on YouTube  

You dudes, that live for alpha type numerics
Impress aggressive peers with your macho ass hysterics 

Wear this, a badge of honor called an open mind
Dig inside your soul and it will show
You what you wanna find

Acting cold as ice in a spot that is hot but you not doctor Spock 
Just a cock with a knot

Logically the answer is to prosper from relationships 
Better mirror love because you choose the way your facing kid

The bed you made is a mess
Your soul is not impressed

Imprisoned in an image profit nothing when you rob the nest

Human being known, what you find, what your shown
Humble in a rumble never stumble when you fear it's on

Just take your beatings when you need to pay the piper
But never lose your life for nothing son, just be a lifer

Chorus 

A lifer-endless tale-open book

Step back,  face the facts,
take a look

Last year, what were you doing this day?
Past fears ruining futures you face...

They say reality's a slow jam,
Or something you don't know ma'am 
Your locked inside a Trojan
Just Wanting to let go and

Crying deep inside you finding lies that you know truthfully 
Give into body cuz your soul ain't what it used to be

Little girl, let it go, everything ain't medical
Even if your edible your life's  still hypo-thetical

Be what you wanna be, not who you wanna know,
Cover up your hatred sister, show what you wanna show

Dressing up all slutty aint an every day occorance
Unless your tryna lose respect and love for your appearance

But deep inside where fear resides
Your innocent and magic
The fact that you don't know is what we truly find so tragic

And makeup makes you pretty but that beauties only skin deep
It's 2000 and 12 my sister, time to stop pretending 

And envy, the ones that walk all alone,
You'll never find a better lover than the one that you hone

Don't be another barbie bimbo dumb irrelevant Clone
My future presidents a woman and she's holding my vote

Presenting moments In stone, eternal mother and host
The sacred gaia lord fire, human life in its form

You fought a lot of heated battles to climb out of the storm,
And now my brothers stand beside you and we know right when it's wrong

I'm spitting singing this song,
My sisters bringing it hard
I'm giving love to all the big girls and the skinniest moms
The white and the brown 
I'm writing this down and living it proud
Don't ever serve no pussy To an ignorant  clown
Try sticking around
Respect the fact that loving is found
when individuals are living on a relevant cloud
and fight for-
need a story, better write yours, the rights door, making life more is what your motherfucking life's for............

A lifer, endless tale, open book,
step back, face the facts, take a look,
last year what were you doing this day?
Past fears ruining futures you face......

Futures You Face (Lifer)

Some samples you can scratch up from Your Mom's House. These are meant for DJ's and turntable enthusiasts to download and enjoy.

YMH SCRATCH TOOLS

I made this track with a talented high blood pressure grumpy yard gnome player hater while drinking poison with a real homie. Shit's tight though for a 2 hour track.

"Out Of Balance"

Throwback track I banged out 5 years back, reminding you to take it easy behind the wheel.


Drive Like A Psycho!

A throwback Lo-fi banger from 2006 (I think). Real Hip Hop shit. No doubt. Killer Collab'Rs.
Download it and own a copy of this gritty bullshit.

Blood You Spill (Feat Jake Rockswell, SKWiRL1 & Katharsis of Beatdefectors)

I've been told my mother used to play radio shack speakers on her belly when I was in the womb; she was a jazz singer. At 2 years old I had two things on me at all times..A diaper, and a tape recorder. I wore tapes OUT. At 9 years old ('88)I lived above a popular bar on the lower east side of NYC. I slept directly above the juke box. I've been a musical mess my entire life since, obsessed with melodies and wordplay. I've been rapping since I was around 6 years old, but never pursued it for pay. I guess I'm too inconsistent.... approaching every instrumental and beat as it's own movement has hindered my ability to sound monotone and predictable. 

My music serves as reminder to myself as I walk this life, to share humor and wisdom, passion and knowledge, whenever I can. To continue to swim the creative realm, among the passionate, among my peers. 

Produced by and collabs with: Egon Brainparts, Bruce Lee The DD, DJ Steez Loso, Apathy (Demigodz), Mac Lethal (Black Clover), Curly Castro, Zilla Rocca, Stephanie Black, Willis Clow, Blu Collla, Bossasaurus etc...

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