catch me as I fall 🤲🏾

anything could happen 


…anything could happen

(•ิ.•ิ)...as i fall

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IOm Literally Done. Im So Done. Im So so So So so Done

Umm Hii!! Ok. Lets get special for a moment because its not every day that U finish a 31 song project!!!

I made 8 different songs as placeholders for what would be january 31st and this is the most recent and best one in my opinion. 95% the way thru production of this song the flp got fucked up thanks to my butterfingers and Andd And Ummm yeah. basically I had to manually fix all the automations of volume panning delay etc etc. Really sucked

The volume is so inconsistent in this song but maybe I only feel that way because Ive been overlistening to it as I make it. Um,. Yeah. I will probably enjoy this song a bit more like next week or something. Rn I kind of hate it. Hope you like it though. Haha

I am just so fucking ecstatic that I get to finally release all of these songs to spotify. Ive been fucking waiting for 11 months. This shit started out as a light hearted lofi album inspired by Jojis chloe burbank but now Im making shitty edm subgenres. 

Besides 2014 in general though man. Let me tell you something. Music isnt as fun as it used to be. I understand why jane drops like once every four months. This shit sucks so bad. In my head Im like proud of myself i guess because objectively I do think that this is high quality compared to the shit I was making even a couple months ago but I dont really know. its hard to step outside of my own perspective and mind when it comesto the things I make of course

I just hope this isnt really bad! Sorry if it is. Other parts of january were pretty good so go listen to those instead

Um! Sorry for no jersey club section! Wasnt feeling it.

Um! I dont think February will happen! This shit is so draining! I know its ridiculous for me to say that considering Ive been dropping once per month but I am not having fun anymore! I need to find other things to do. Yeah.

Anyone who pays attention to me or to this or whatever even if its ironically or if its because you hate me thank you than k you so much dude. Thanks so much. I love everyone. Sorry for joking so much. I love you guys

Shout out forever underground Happy bday marco happy early bday kaden and shoutout 4kae of course I literally lvoe you guys thank you for being nice to me

Forever underground 2014 track 31 (The end?)

January 31st

entry four of six

live bass in intro by @americalovesme

you ate me alive—
devoured each inch 
like you thought i was yours
i thought that you said 
that you’d treat me like an angel 
but angels all fall
and it’s always so painful

you cried when i didn’t taste just how you wanted
you craved it like fruit
but i guess it was rotten
a pig at the trough 
but the trough was a coffin

take what
you can get
to avoid to be alone
feel regret
and now i look in the mirror
and i want to turn to dust
how does anyone do this
and not feel disgust

i never wanted it to be this way
i belong to myself 
and that’s how it should stay 
you can cremate my body
no one can have it anymore
i don’t want it to exist
cause i don’t want it to be yours

anything

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