prod me
vox by me
largely inspired by https://soundcloud.com/quannnic/above

"i hope my friends are having a great time here cause i'm not"

LYRICS
u gave me ur diary
i tore out the pages
i know i lost ur trust in me
i wish i was faceless
i wanna move places
to somewhere that’s vacant
i know ill never see u again
but i loved being ur friend

i try and tell u everything, but i don’t think u even know
i don’t think u’d care if i was coloring the snow
now im stuck in a convention hall with no one that i know
and all my friends are having so much fun, but i just wanna go

u gave me ur diary
i tore out the pages
i know i lost ur trust in me
i wish i was faceless
i wanna move places
to somewhere that’s vacant
i know ill never see u again
but i loved being ur friend

bury the hatchet
fire and matches
everybody’s looking at you
bury the hatchet
fire and matches
everybody’s looking at you

bury the hatchet
fire and matches
everybody’s looking at you
bury the hatchet
fire and matches
everybody’s looking at you

u gave me ur diary
i tore out the pages
i know i lost ur trust in me
i wish i was faceless
i wanna move places
to somewhere that’s vacant
i know ill never see u again
but i loved being ur friend

u gave me ur diary
i tore out the pages
i know i lost ur trust in me
i wish i was faceless
i wanna move places
to somewhere that’s vacant
i know ill never see u again
but i loved being ur friend

hope you’ll see that im sorry
i know im complacent
i know i lost ur trust in me
it’s ur time i wasted
ur feelin this sorrow
i won’t see u tomorrow
but know that im sorry 
know that im sorry

im trying to change things (hope you’ll see that im sorry)
im trying to change (i know im complacent)
but i just can’t get to sleep at night (i know i lost ur trust in me)
i just say the same things (it’s ur time i wasted)
i just can’t set things right (ur feelin this sorrow)
ill see u in the next life (i won’t see u tomorrow)
u never wanna speak to me again (but know that im sorry)
but it was great being ur friend (know that im sorry)

tampa bay comic con 2018

just like you

extremely inspired my “movies for guys” by Jane Remover,,,///
i actually am like forreal proud of this i love you all byebye

my life

home - 5/?

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cartridge

prod/art by me :D
misc scribbles done by my brother ( @ townsofclowns on twt)

LYRICS
meet u tonight, we'll act like star crossed lovers
hit up my line, i can link u with another
still in my prime, we making moves undercover
i think that it's time that i move out the suburbs
meet u tonight, we'll act like star crossed lovers
hit up my line, i can link u with another
still in my prime, we making moves undercover
i think that it's time that i move out the suburbs

living in a vacuum, evaporating my conscious
taking pills n getting some sleep just so i can stop it 
living in a vacuum, evaporating my conscious
taking pills n getting some sleep just so i can stop it 
if i start 2 cry from this
i need 2 get offline for a lil bit
maybe take some time to get all my shit
maybe start packing and move on from this
i just need more time

barrel down the highway, im revving up the six speed
yeah, it's gonna take a bit if ur tryin 2 fix me
pop a couple pills, hope that it's enough to fill
if i knew any better, i'd know you were tryna kill me
barrel down the highway, im revving up the six speed
yeah, it's gonna take a bit if ur tryin 2 fix me
pop a couple pills, hope that it's enough to fill
if i knew any better, i'd know you were tryna kill me

meet u tonight, we'll act like star crossed lovers
hit up my line, i can link u with another
still in my prime, we making moves undercover
i think that it's time that i move out the suburbs
meet u tonight, we'll act like star crossed lovers
hit up my line, i can link u with another
still in my prime, we making moves undercover
i think that it's time that i move out the suburbs

(solo)

meet u tonight, we'll act like star crossed lovers
hit up my line, i can link u with another
still in my prime, we making moves undercover
i think that it's time that i move out the suburbs

undercover

can't be fucked to mix this tbh

https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/back-on-my-shit

Like a Kiss demo v4 (cover)

more blocky complextro this time
+ original song by snail's house/ujico*

SAMPLE LIST:
https://pastebin.com/vtCAigPK

love.sickness

808 cowbell delivers stunning revelation

i didnt know the sets had to be 15 mins until AFTER i made it im sorry im very sorry

dltzk @ block party - 05/29/2021

canalog (updated regularly)

6/2/2024 - happy pride month! i've started singing lessons with another objective: feminizing my voice lol.. they're really expensive though so i guess i'll have to take on more hours at work

5/30/24 - nothing happening as of late, carry on :)

5/23/24 - (very long and somewhat personal)

had a very difficult and painful but ultimately necessary conversation with my closest friends about my behavior and. well, it's a lot, and there's a lot i want to say but that ultimately won't help me. if you've known me at all- whether over the past year or over the last 8 years when i first started making music as "atom"- you might be familiar with my habit of self-sabotage and deliberately undermining myself. my impulse is to make things worse for myself. i have a few theories as to why that is but primarily, i think i think of pain and misery as a good thing for me. it's what drove me when i was at my peak, and what allowed me to make music that resonated with people in 2020-2022. so when i'm doing well, or when i'm happy, it feels wrong. it doesn't feel like it should be happening. so i guess to start i'm going to try and replace my impulse to hurt myself with like... well, i can do something painful/effortful instead. something like watching a movie that emotionally resonates with me, or exercising. there's a lot of stuff i need to read simply because i've been scared of it for so long but i guess i can turn to that instead of making a dumb decision. it might even help me ward off these irrational thoughts.

5/20/24 - i can't figure out why, but i feel horrible all of a sudden. can't do anything, can't smile, can't find joy in anything... horrible, horrible, horrible. ill figure it out surely but maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...........................

5/18/24 - world's tiniest cat is out of the world's tiniest bag: self discovery covered 'to my grave' in her set at camp boneyard 3... it made me cry im not going to lie to uou ;;;;;; thank you so much brooklynn you're a beautiful human and i cant WAIT for your album launch;

i'm back on twitter and instagram and i dont know how this is gonna go LOL!! also, the new Billie Eilish album is, of course, awesome. really really love it, it's like everything i loved about both of her last albums but supercharged and WAY more concise

5/16/24 - OVER MY DEAD BODY is out now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! https://ffm.to/omdb i play guitar on tracks 2 3 and 9 !!!!!!!!! im so fucking produ of alaska shes the best i love her

5/7/24 - i just released my first actual song in a year and a half. it is called "holy diver" and it is available at @goophouse and also maybe elsewhere too eventually

5/5/24 - i'm in shock. i don't like meet the grahams anymore actually. not like us is fun but i'm still shocked. i don't think this is going to go well.

5/1/24 - god i love music right now. bladee album hits hard kendrick diss goes hard my friends are going crazy making cool stuff and im just overall feeling over the moon i cant wait ahhhhhhhh

4/28/24 - so basically, alaska and i were supposed to go on tour. our contact was sean padilla of happy nomad booking. to put into perspective how excited i was about the tour, i had a printed out setlist and scribbled all over it and i wanted to give it to anyone who asked for it. it was a little dorky and stupid (i wrote 'bye bye' in katakana... and for what...) but i was genuinely thrilled that i'd spend my summer doing something i love. then he ghosted us for forever, failed to get us even one gig, and then he took forever to get alaska back her money and only made a big deal of it after alaska's uncle died. i wish i could've done a show or two with alaska, but hey, maybe we'll figure out something else!

4/26/24 - hyperdrama is incredible!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy justice have finally found their footing, they're so good!! also they made vocal synths of two more bandori vocalists so that's good and exciting! also im graduating with my associates soon! which is good and exciting! life is fun right now, but i think i've got to remain just a little bit more conscious of everything around me

4/24/24 - @AlaskaSargent has been rolling out her new album, OVER MY DEAD BODY, and in the tracklist reveal, i'm there! actually three times: i play guitar on "JOKER AND HARLEY QUINN" (out now!), "god knows where", and "let me". alaska is one of my best friends. i'm honored to know someone so talented. by the way, newgrounds doesn't seem to think i'm me, so like... help?!?! please?!?!

4/17/24 - i wonder if there's actually a limit on how long i can write here? if that ever happens, old entries will get wrecked, but it's whatever! maybe someday i'll make an actual blog or tumblr or something. honestly it kinda sucks that most platforms are so social media these days because i truly do not give a damn about people following my blog 

4/15/24 - help they're talking about drake's dick in the gc | i spent four hours today practicing "blackbird" by the beatles and my fingers and voice are positively shot through SDBFHJBFDS,,, we ball though!

4/14/24 - i keep oversleeping so i have less and less of the day to do things properly. hoping to fix that soon! tapped back into my roots and started relearning EDM sound design, made some decent complextro out of it too! thought about sending a song under my deadname to a label i had problems with as a kid. still might honestly

4/13/24 - started a big project with the intent of finishing it for real now. tokoyami towa of hololive announced a remix competition for two of her songs-purple disease & palette! i've decided to remix the latter, but there's a big catch: there's no vocal stem. i'm not really sure how i'm going to handle this otherwise but i'll work it out! somehow!

808 cowbell delivers stunning revelation

cnri (OVER MY DEAD BODY is out now!)

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