prod vox mix master me

youve been quiet
i know somethings wrong
and as much as u hide it 
i can see in your eyes youre so cold
and i know what you say
u say not to worry
but the feeling creeps under my skin
every time that i look in your eyes
i think that im looking in mine

just give me a sign
a sign that youre alright
just give me a sign
a sign that youre trying

ive seen you before but i dont know where

prod @hcohco love
i like this song a lot i hope anyone else does

lyrics ((((:
i didnt pay for the tees
glock bite like teeth 
when i pull up its sweet
ho im too cold 
think i might freeze
nobody doin it better than me
u like to talk out ur neck
go get that checked out
walk in w gang 
its a wreck now
hollow tipped bullets go straight in ur head
if u dont understand then its fine
take my advice
move out the way fore im takin ur life
ur a friend of the enemy shit cannot slide
i hope ur ready to die (if ur not i dont mind)
try ur luck at roulette
if we miss then we take off his legs
but i dont like to flex out
put em to bed

dont wanna go out defendin ur bro
dp12 in his face
think u already know whats gon happen
i brought a lil present i brought a lil weapon
i brought a lil smith & i brought a lil wesson yah
feel like him on the seventh
hop in da whip hear da hiss of the engine
dont wna hurt em im sending a message
dont think its hurting enough
lil brodie gon hide get ma lick back
scared of my aa12 got a big mag
everybody knows dat i did that
u always back down after  doin the most
i see u go everywhere i go
it isnt like im surprised .. ur the type ho
did u do it cuz i wont
she dunno how 2 feel so i told her wassup

god damn i love my bros
n i kno they got my back
are u serious no seriously bro
like what is that
lets just think about the here 
i dont think about the past
if u dont kno how to feel
i can show u how to act

act tough when the cameras on
i got gold in my teeth
straight from the amazon
were u talkin to me ho
put em to sleep 
put em to rest blood on my jeans 
gun to ur head .. what a freak
ocular lens ASOG
and nobody can stand ya
thats why they all comin to me

friend of the enemy (prod. hco)

aku_project_privet

Written by: Adam Ben David
Produced by: thenheturnedaround
Mixed by: thenheturnedaround
Mastered by: thenheturnedaround

// 

Easy to see

Where i'm meant to be

(I remember waking up to snow)

It's easy to see

Where i'm meant to be 

I'd never felt love in the garden

When you walked right with me

When you walked right with me i see 

I see

I see what it needs to be by your side and when I tell you it’s mine

When i tell you its mine

You don't believe what you see

Imagine what we could be

If you believed in me


- Feel like its dying

Why'd it used to feel so free

And i used to know when i'd be on my knees

Hard for me to feel what i feel


Easy to see, where i'm meant to be

Easy to see, where i'm meant to be

(You are the most beautiful person, and i love you for the person you are now and who you will become-)

(Please don’t hesitate to come to me-)

(Time was not in our favour-)

When you walk right with me I see

I see

What it needs to be by your side and when I tell you it's mine

bask+

happy birthday 2 me . big 17 wassup
prod me and hostile @lostandforgiven

lyrics ;
yea
feel like nobody's there for me aye
i don't wanna be here
god i feel bad for my family
i think im the worst that ive ever been
cant wait to be done and in heaven man acghhh
i wish i aint make it to 17
4826 wan be dead wan be gone

did u notice i careeeeeee
feel like nobodys there for me yea
throw it up in the airrrrrr
better walk near me carefully
n u know i dont careeeeee
because nobodys there for me
got no sense of identity
gun to my head if she thinks im the enemy

yea Get help bro
ur so annoying i wish u were dead
shoot u first then myself ho
call a hit from the hotel phone
Link ? Thats a hell no
so tired i just need some  rest
i aint  gon laugh im upset
shit aint that funny
i know u  got everything from me
its cool bro i dont want those creds

i cant catch a break
just wake up everyday
debating on dying
i hope that u know that im trying 
but ur so far away
i cant catch a break
just wake up everyday
n every night i feel the same
omggggg

slit his  throat , theres blood on the wall on the ceiling
i know its a secret but can you just trust me
have to try a bit harder to crush me
i hate me i hate what i do its disgusting

i say all this so she thinks that im cool
i act tough so she thinks that im cool
if i died would she care ? no ? thats cool
yea im cool No its fine
my friends know im lying

fuck ah
i write too many songs about killing myself for it to be a joke
fuck oh fuck
its like agony agony cut now im slitting my throat
fuck oh fuck
its been time man i think there were signs but like nobody noticed
fuck
if they knew they aint do none
fuck
man how hards it to show love

agony

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Pascal - Unemployment Benefits

he'll give up on it in 24 hours, just like everything else he does (A)

limited time, will be deleted upon the next (official) upload

sketch (heartbeatKick) 5-17-24

emotional driver
drive all night
your worries have been 
mechanized
from dashboard dreaming

clutching onto the 
centre console
your body’s been 
in cruise control
for several seasons

thinking back to the 
way it was
think we missed that exit
but you’re always on my mind

popping up in the
rearview mirror
objects are much closer 
than they appear

hydroplane, lose power steering
what would happen if
I told you I needed you here

needed you here

the colours flushing through our breath
you push your face against mine
I’ll strain my synapses attach
to try and store the place and time

I fixate on doom
but your headlights are cutting through
you light up a room
haven’t told that to you

the colours flushing through our breath
you push your face against mine
when we pull back the rift has cracked
try not to see it as a sign

and we know the truth
that’s not something I can do
you light up a room
and I told that to you

emotional driver

Embark on a sonic journey with "Felt Travel: Ancestry to Future." This piece blends the timeless charm of felt pianos with modern sounds, creating a bridge between the past and the future. Let the rich textures and evolving melodies transport you through time.

Petrof Felt Travel: Ancestry to Future

Originally for performance purposes; as heard in Brooklyn, NY and Newark, DE

Now available as part of "breathing+", a Bandcamp-exclusive compilation with proceeds going to UNRWA + PCRF, which are organizations providing aid to those affected by the genocide in Palestine if you're unfamiliar

https://wishlane.bandcamp.com/album/breathing

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https://pcrf.net
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Thank you, and free Palestine 🇵🇸

ten mile meltdown (VIP)

canalog (updated regularly)

6/2/2024 - happy pride month! i've started singing lessons with another objective: feminizing my voice lol.. they're really expensive though so i guess i'll have to take on more hours at work

5/30/24 - nothing happening as of late, carry on :)

5/23/24 - (very long and somewhat personal)

had a very difficult and painful but ultimately necessary conversation with my closest friends about my behavior and. well, it's a lot, and there's a lot i want to say but that ultimately won't help me. if you've known me at all- whether over the past year or over the last 8 years when i first started making music as "atom"- you might be familiar with my habit of self-sabotage and deliberately undermining myself. my impulse is to make things worse for myself. i have a few theories as to why that is but primarily, i think i think of pain and misery as a good thing for me. it's what drove me when i was at my peak, and what allowed me to make music that resonated with people in 2020-2022. so when i'm doing well, or when i'm happy, it feels wrong. it doesn't feel like it should be happening. so i guess to start i'm going to try and replace my impulse to hurt myself with like... well, i can do something painful/effortful instead. something like watching a movie that emotionally resonates with me, or exercising. there's a lot of stuff i need to read simply because i've been scared of it for so long but i guess i can turn to that instead of making a dumb decision. it might even help me ward off these irrational thoughts.

5/20/24 - i can't figure out why, but i feel horrible all of a sudden. can't do anything, can't smile, can't find joy in anything... horrible, horrible, horrible. ill figure it out surely but maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...........................

5/18/24 - world's tiniest cat is out of the world's tiniest bag: self discovery covered 'to my grave' in her set at camp boneyard 3... it made me cry im not going to lie to uou ;;;;;; thank you so much brooklynn you're a beautiful human and i cant WAIT for your album launch;

i'm back on twitter and instagram and i dont know how this is gonna go LOL!! also, the new Billie Eilish album is, of course, awesome. really really love it, it's like everything i loved about both of her last albums but supercharged and WAY more concise

5/16/24 - OVER MY DEAD BODY is out now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! https://ffm.to/omdb i play guitar on tracks 2 3 and 9 !!!!!!!!! im so fucking produ of alaska shes the best i love her

5/7/24 - i just released my first actual song in a year and a half. it is called "holy diver" and it is available at @goophouse and also maybe elsewhere too eventually

5/5/24 - i'm in shock. i don't like meet the grahams anymore actually. not like us is fun but i'm still shocked. i don't think this is going to go well.

5/1/24 - god i love music right now. bladee album hits hard kendrick diss goes hard my friends are going crazy making cool stuff and im just overall feeling over the moon i cant wait ahhhhhhhh

4/28/24 - so basically, alaska and i were supposed to go on tour. our contact was sean padilla of happy nomad booking. to put into perspective how excited i was about the tour, i had a printed out setlist and scribbled all over it and i wanted to give it to anyone who asked for it. it was a little dorky and stupid (i wrote 'bye bye' in katakana... and for what...) but i was genuinely thrilled that i'd spend my summer doing something i love. then he ghosted us for forever, failed to get us even one gig, and then he took forever to get alaska back her money and only made a big deal of it after alaska's uncle died. i wish i could've done a show or two with alaska, but hey, maybe we'll figure out something else!

4/26/24 - hyperdrama is incredible!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy justice have finally found their footing, they're so good!! also they made vocal synths of two more bandori vocalists so that's good and exciting! also im graduating with my associates soon! which is good and exciting! life is fun right now, but i think i've got to remain just a little bit more conscious of everything around me

4/24/24 - @AlaskaSargent has been rolling out her new album, OVER MY DEAD BODY, and in the tracklist reveal, i'm there! actually three times: i play guitar on "JOKER AND HARLEY QUINN" (out now!), "god knows where", and "let me". alaska is one of my best friends. i'm honored to know someone so talented. by the way, newgrounds doesn't seem to think i'm me, so like... help?!?! please?!?!

4/17/24 - i wonder if there's actually a limit on how long i can write here? if that ever happens, old entries will get wrecked, but it's whatever! maybe someday i'll make an actual blog or tumblr or something. honestly it kinda sucks that most platforms are so social media these days because i truly do not give a damn about people following my blog 

4/15/24 - help they're talking about drake's dick in the gc | i spent four hours today practicing "blackbird" by the beatles and my fingers and voice are positively shot through SDBFHJBFDS,,, we ball though!

4/14/24 - i keep oversleeping so i have less and less of the day to do things properly. hoping to fix that soon! tapped back into my roots and started relearning EDM sound design, made some decent complextro out of it too! thought about sending a song under my deadname to a label i had problems with as a kid. still might honestly

4/13/24 - started a big project with the intent of finishing it for real now. tokoyami towa of hololive announced a remix competition for two of her songs-purple disease & palette! i've decided to remix the latter, but there's a big catch: there's no vocal stem. i'm not really sure how i'm going to handle this otherwise but i'll work it out! somehow!

he'll give up on it in 24 hours, just like everything else he does (A)

cnri (OVER MY DEAD BODY is out now!)

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