Name: put me to sleep by cnri
Duration: 2 min 25 s
Description: thirty thousand miles away from what i called my home

clouds that i've internalized lend credence to my misty eyes ;

thank u @nebita and @yungskrrt for letting me use the beat !

https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

will u ever shut up ! (prod nebita + yung skrrt)

saoirse dream, Glitch Gum, & daywaiter - still like you

ask not what house can goop but what you can goop for house idk i never listened to it

suyuki + cielle - obsessed

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The broken glass
From the microwave
Is reflecting your glow tonight
Your eyes are telling me
That I'm alive
I hope all these beautiful memories
Aren't ruined by the clothes
I'm wearing right now
(Let your body eat you up)

I did something wrong today
And I meant it in the right way
And I don't know how to say this
In a polite way
But I'm a lightweight
And I overdose the truth

If I had it my way
I'd overdose on you
I'd tell you what I hold back
Every time I get close to you

(Is it true or does it live
In a daydream?) 

If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur

I could never figure it out myself
Maybe I'm the weakness
Giving you hell
Maybe I'm the void in your chest
That you've been trying to fill

And now we're breaking our hands
Just to make it work
I guess broken bones
Are what we deserve
And now I can't hold on
'Cause my grip is gone
And all I'm left with
Is silence in a daydream

If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur

Slow down
I can feel your gaze 
Slipping through the cracks
Along my skin as I 
Struggle to breathe
Know now
It takes a lot to walk away
It takes a lot to be the change
Every day


If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur

The broken glass
From the microwave
Is reflecting your glow tonight
Your eyes are telling me
That I'm alive

I know there's something left for you

x2 dose

i hate how im margelia yea my insides are out
its a hard sell to pull me out of my house
i need some reassurance i wont bug myself out
when they all stare at me for wearing my blouse

yea i dont think that i can carry this weight
my teacher told me i should pull up my grades
i need some medicine, a cold mithridate
so when i walk the hallways i dont disassociate 

all my intentions, are they ever worth it?
if all i that i hope for never reaches the surface
theres a liar in me, a liar in me

i bottle my pride, and disregard if it kills me
i swallow my tongue at things that i know wont hurt me
hear a voice from within
you took a rib i never wanted to give

i need to make sure this is not a mistake
my parents tell me i should watch how i weigh
i pick some flowers from the shed that ive made
to form the crown which will keep me safe   

all my intentions, will they soon be worth it?
all i can hope for is that i’ll reach the surface
theres a liar in me, a liar in me
at least for now

callback

Avaliable on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5f8wXeQdrJBWStxqVC26KD?si=adcccc72fb194708

me on the guitar


[Verse 1]
You'll say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

youll draw art for him and he'll like it
and i'll take the hint while im crying
i guess its a sin this shit im typing
though im feeling pissed i should 
keep these feelings to myself

[Bridge]
wasnt smart
for me to invest my health
into someone
i dont really want

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[Verse 2]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

[Beat change]
You give me the
backhand of your love
you take me for granted
theres no trust
feeling all my senses
go to shit
now im lost, nothings there
I'm stuck with this

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[End]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

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Petty

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submitted for goop house vol 6
https://soundcloud.com/goophouse/sets/goop-house-volume-6

lyrics:
i can feel my body change,
liquid seeping out my skin,
see the bones are tearing off,
but where was the loss 

all i do is fantasize,
think about my body type,
looking like an ectomorph,
way i wear these heels 

ive been doing nothing just keep wasting all my time,
sticky feeling sticky, when i think about my life
look into the mirror, im possesed by what i am
i dont want to be another guy whos just a fan 

room to room, and i still dont know where i am
sinners and we crossed, what a loss, theyll know who i am 

feeling in the middle, hunted down, in the valley side,
bats looking down, from the top, then they genocide 

sacrifice, take away what they think of me
im fed up, take a cup of the Hennessey
one more time, not enough, give me better fees,
what a joke, that i live, just for better things

shriekin' dreamer and DJ NEZERAT - sanic and gengis find out about poup house [YTP]

log 4;
I've been active online lately! I have been on discord and a couple of people were confused about my living space. I live under a small makeshift tent. I have a solar bank that I use to charge a laptop but I do not have wifi or any other utilities. I found an abandoned upright piano and set up my base around that. I post whenever I go into town, which is more or less whenever I get hungry or need to mail something. Lately, there have been more industrial projects venturing into the natural beauty of the woods so I've been sending more letters than usual. Also from discord, some of you seem to think I've been displaced. While I appreciate the concern, this is how I choose to live my life and I do not intend to move into a more modern way of living at any point. I love reading your questions though! Please feel free to contact me at woodlands#1302. It gets lonely out here!
Vox by Underscores and 8485

this could go two ways

kyotobaby, GHXSTBLVDE - Tell me why

thirty thousand miles away from what i called my home

put me to sleep

just to say "i love you"

featuring vocals from
@saoirsedream
@dossyx
@can-of-bliss
@nebita

produced by @can-of-bliss
artwork by @atarax-music

follow us on twitter @wwwebcage

0M61LY5M

canalog (updated regularly)

5/1/24 - god i love music right now. bladee album hits hard kendrick diss goes hard my friends are going crazy making cool stuff and im just overall feeling over the moon i cant wait ahhhhhhhh

4/28/24 - so basically, alaska and i were supposed to go on tour. our contact was sean padilla of happy nomad booking. to put into perspective how excited i was about the tour, i had a printed out setlist and scribbled all over it and i wanted to give it to anyone who asked for it. it was a little dorky and stupid (i wrote 'bye bye' in katakana... and for what...) but i was genuinely thrilled that i'd spend my summer doing something i love. then he ghosted us for forever, failed to get us even one gig, and then he took forever to get alaska back her money and only made a big deal of it after alaska's uncle died. i wish i could've done a show or two with alaska, but hey, maybe we'll figure out something else!

4/26/24 - hyperdrama is incredible!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy justice have finally found their footing, they're so good!! also they made vocal synths of two more bandori vocalists so that's good and exciting! also im graduating with my associates soon! which is good and exciting! life is fun right now, but i think i've got to remain just a little bit more conscious of everything around me

4/24/24 - @AlaskaSargent has been rolling out her new album, OVER MY DEAD BODY, and in the tracklist reveal, i'm there! actually three times: i play guitar on "JOKER AND HARLEY QUINN" (out now!), "god knows where", and "let me". alaska is one of my best friends. i'm honored to know someone so talented. by the way, newgrounds doesn't seem to think i'm me, so like... help?!?! please?!?!

4/17/24 - i wonder if there's actually a limit on how long i can write here? if that ever happens, old entries will get wrecked, but it's whatever! maybe someday i'll make an actual blog or tumblr or something. honestly it kinda sucks that most platforms are so social media these days because i truly do not give a damn about people following my blog 

4/15/24 - help they're talking about drake's dick in the gc | i spent four hours today practicing "blackbird" by the beatles and my fingers and voice are positively shot through SDBFHJBFDS,,, we ball though!

4/14/24 - i keep oversleeping so i have less and less of the day to do things properly. hoping to fix that soon! tapped back into my roots and started relearning EDM sound design, made some decent complextro out of it too! thought about sending a song under my deadname to a label i had problems with as a kid. still might honestly

4/13/24 - started a big project with the intent of finishing it for real now. tokoyami towa of hololive announced a remix competition for two of her songs-purple disease & palette! i've decided to remix the latter, but there's a big catch: there's no vocal stem. i'm not really sure how i'm going to handle this otherwise but i'll work it out! somehow!

put me to sleep

cnri

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