i'm getting old ㅠㅠ

lyrics:

it's getting close to decemeber
and the year is ending just like that
becoming hard to remember
all the times i've said i understand

but i don't really feel like
i know what i am supposed to do
i don't want this to feel like
another year left with some more regrets

and it's true
i'm getting older
sentimental
with all of these thoughts
that some day i'll be
just another memory (to you)

oh, woah-oh, woah-oh-oh, oh
ooh, woo, ooh, woo, ooh
oh, woah-oh, woah-oh, woah-oh-oh
ooh, woo-ooh, woo-ooh

when we meet again some day
show me i'm okay

i'm so scared of what i'll become
it's tiresome and i'm so done

and it's true
i'm getting older
sentimental
with all of these thoughts
that some day i'll be
just another memory

but, it's you
i still remember
last december
you were broken too
how i wish one day
you'll be someone
i could look up to

December (and the year is ending)

December (and The Year Is Ending)

Hi. Check out Redial (Calling Me Again), one of the projects that I've had sitting in my pile of other projects, and is now finished (but as a demo ver.)

Redial (Calling Me Again) - Demo

Hard trap type beat inspired by Brockhampton and Doechii. Beat produced by David Arcade (https://davidarcade.com/beat/bop-brockhampton-x-doechii--21776580).

NON-PROFIT! POSTING JUST FOR PERSONAL USE AND MY OWN ENTERTAINMENT!

Lyrics:

This-this was hidden inside my
Inside my he-head
Kinda trippin over my words
How the fuck am I suppose to rhyme
While keepin you in line boy

It-it's okay, we pulling
We pull the strings here
Ringlead, shot call,
Red dot on your head

BANG! Bop bop bop
DAMN! Call a cop
MAN! They bout to drop
NAH! I can't be stopped

BANG! Bop bop bop
DAMN! Call a cop
MAN! They bout to drop
NAH! I can't be stopped

You're tryna try me
Make me your enemy
Try to say anemone
'Cause I know you fucking can't

What's this inside of me
Growing unstable like entropy
You're tryna diss my guy, peepy
But he'll knock you out, one-two-three

is he gone? is he dead?
is he gone? is he dead?
is he gone? is he dead?
MOM I MADE MY FIRST KILL 

This-this was hidden inside my
Inside my he-head
Kinda trippin over my words
How the fuck am I suppose to rhyme
while keepin you in line boy

It-it's okay, we pulling
We pull the strings here
Ringlead, shot call,
Red dot on your head

BANG! Bop bop bop
DAMN! Call a cop
MAN! They bout to drop
NAH! I can't be stopped

BANG! Bop bop bop
DAMN! Call a cop
MAN! They bout to drop
NAH! I can't be stopped

Effortlessly winning
Without a single remorse
You know you had that shit coming
Blinded by your pride and ego
Man that was your fault
I ain't satisfied, y'ain't dead yet
'Bout to come back for another round

Imma stalk you in the underworld
Making sure you're suffering
In the afterlife
I'm worse than satan
Imma send you further than hell
Pray and tell on your god
'Cause you're beyond
Saving
Nobody gives a damn
About you anymore
Come on and find out
I'm more than what i seem
I'll make sure you're never seen

This-this was hidden inside my
Inside my he-head
Kinda trippin over my words
How the fuck am I suppose to rhyme
While keepin you in line boy

It-it's okay, we pulling
We pull the strings here
Ringlead, shot call,
Red dot on your head

BANG! Bop bop bop
DAMN! Call a cop
MAN! They bout to drop
NAH! I can't be stopped

BANG! Bop bop bop
DAMN! Call a cop
MAN! They bout to drop
NAH! I can't be stopped

Bop! (prod. by David Arcade)

I don't own the beat (yet), but here's my sick songwriting work!

Beat produced by Saka Ayumu (Source: https://sakaayumu.beatstars.com/beat/how-close-19797020)

Lyrics >>

[Verse 1]
I'm trying to keep us from falling apart
But I know
The way you like to take things to heart

[Pre-chorus]
We're reaching the breakpoint
I'm keeping my hopes up 
I'll try to deny it all
Before it all comes back
I swear to fight through it all

[Chorus]
Closer, baby, closer to you
(Everything that I do is) keeping you
Closer, baby, closer to me

[Verse 2]
Every little thing I do
Feels like it don't matter, girl
I'll try to brush it off again
I swear I'll make you smile again
'Cause baby
You mean the whole world to me

[Pre-chorus]
We're reaching the breakpoint
I'm keeping my hopes up 
I'll try to deny it all
Before it all comes back
I swear to fight through it all

[Chorus]
Closer, baby, closer to you
(Everything that I do is) keeping you
Closer, baby, closer to me

Closer, baby, closer to you
(Everything that I do is) keeping you
Closer, baby, closer to me

[Outro]
Baby, don't go away (closer, baby)
What can I do to make you stay? (closer, baby)
I swear I got no games to play (closer, baby)
I'm all for you (closer, baby)

Closer To You (prod. by Saka Ayumu)

Another one of my songwriting stuff, no license for beat, and beat produced by wavytrbl (Source: https://wavytrbl.com/beat/star-22451671)

Lyrics >>

[Verse 1]
I know you've been thinking
About me
The way you're looking around
When we're all alone
Whatever's on your mind
Just let me know
(Oh, woah)

[Chorus]
If you do, 
Take a chance and
Hold my hand
We could fly to
Anywhere
Tell me
What do you desire?

[Verse 2]
24/7 living in your heart rent-free
Don't let me pull- at your heartstrings
And make your heart skip a beat
I know you worry 'bout
Everything and nothing at the same time
Promise I'll be anything you want
For a life-time
But all I want for now is you

[Pre-chorus]
And I,
I know
Baby, it's hard,
But please~

[Chorus]
If you do, 
Take a chance and
Hold my hand
We could fly to
Anywhere
Tell me
What do you desire?

[Bridge]
Oh, now you've been
Taking all your time
My darling, when will you
Let your feelings through

[Pre-chorus]
And I,
I know
Baby, it's hard,
But please~

[Chorus]
If you do, 
Take a chance and
Hold my hand
We could fly to
Anywhere
Tell me
What do you desire?

And when you do.
Take that chance
I'll hold you tight
Make your dreams come true
Tonight
You are what my heart desires

desire u (prod. by wavytrbl)

https://soundcloud.com/enzoisme and I hop on a Malcolm Todd inspired track! prod. by roku (no license for now JUST 4 FUN)

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Why you being so mean to me?
I thought we were cool enough
To keep things, don't delete
Your messages from our DMs
That you meant to have
Sent to some other boy

(Go send it to them other boys)

[Pre-Chorus]
I tried my best
Don't downplay my game
You seem to spend more time
With me than
Anybody else
That could fit your type

[Chorus]
So why are you trying to
Keep things on lowkey
You're playing with my heart
Thinkin' you're oh-so smart

Why do you keep on
Telling me everything
That wasn't meant for me
What are we meant2b?

[Verse 2 vain]
You're telling me no, are we playing mind games?
It's a shame, cause I really like you
I fought your love, would you do the same?
I would even take some of the blame

[Pre-Chorus 2 vain]
But you won't, and that's fine
At least I'll have you off my mind
But you could've done it
With anybody else
Why meeeee~

[Chorus]
So why are you trying to
Keep things on lowkey
You're playing with my heart
Thinkin' you're oh-so smart

Why do you keep on
Telling me everything
That wasn't meant for me
What are we meant2b?

[Chorus 2]
Oh, girl (Girl, tell me what we're meant2b?)
Oh, girl (I wanna know if you're meant4me)
What are we meant2b?

Oh, girl (I know you're looking4somebody)
Oh, girl (But please try to talk2me)
What are we meant2b?

[outro idea maybe]
At least, I fell for you, baby
It was all worth it, baby
Would do it all again
If it meant we wasn't friends
If I saw you all the time
It'd just be you on my mind
Learned my lesson, no digressin' 
Don't be so goddamn depressin'

But it's fine (But it's fine)
But it's fine (It's fine)
I'll see you in the vault, girl

I'll see you (I'll see you)
In the vault (In the vault)

Meant2B (prod. by roku)

Just a cover of a song from one of my favourite movies called Her (2013 film).

The Moon Song - Cover

I started songwriting in December 2018.
My song taste is very diverse.
But I can say that my favourite band is FUR.

MJ

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