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sky ferreira ~ i pray for rain

Sped up edit of Angel by Grimes, bonus track from Visions.

Grimes - Angel (Bonus Track)

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Sky Ferreira - Night Time My Time (B Sides)

Midnights End is thirteen songs about fragility, masks, and the quiet violence of keeping yourself together. Dark, melodic, and heavy in different ways—each track feels like walking through broken glass at night. It’s not polished hope, just the sound of collapse turned into music.

First Light

I'M NOT DEAD

6//6//2016 

LYRICS
do i talk too much or not enough can't control anything
i used to say, that you are on top, that you can move mountains
tried to pick locks when i was younger with hairpins, 
i am forgetting everything as soon as it happens, 
pained by everything that i need to let go, 
yknow theres safety in self destruction because at least you know where youre gonna go
very alone i will not reach out, 
please dont come to me i am panic attacks and nosebleeds 
in the girls toilets at school 
oh, i'm grateful 
bull in a china shop, im waiting at the bus stop
blue tiled swimming pools, y'know i used to suffer fools
shouting less than i thoughtand breaking stuff i bought 
I learnt a lot of patience but never wanna be complacent 
i was crying into my sleeve on the top floor of an apartment complex 
i was 8 years old 
lost in a cartoon estate, you know i really think that she is my soulmate 
sorry if this is weird
nearly half disappeared at 17 years i try to retrace, 
pinpoint and drawing maps try to figure out exactly what happened to me, very alone i do not reach out 
please come to me i am panic attacks and nosebleeds and these are not battlescars 
these are the echoes of a disorder 
messy taurus girl with blood caked under your finger nails 
i won't ask questions 
suffocating for years and drowning in all of your fears 
i am terribly afraid strangled by desperation 
she said "you mess of crooked teeth, what'd you bury underneath?" 
i used to watch videotapes in my mams bedroom when i was sick 
i always knew how i would die one day 
on my own terms always on my own terms
and she said "dear, you are not an island" 
drinking cranberry juice at night and spilling it on myself 
oh god i need to go 
there is a past and I remember it 
I need to float through the ceiling

the stuff you think about late at night and never tell anyone about

Do Me

Hi! Thanks to my fans & soundcloud for helping me get my login back so quickly. I wanted to post something now that it's back in my hands. Here's a cover of ~Voices Carry~. I've played it live a few times this year. It's always been one of my favorite songs but it's kind of deeply personal to me,lyrically. I recorded this in one day when a engineer had a room at Sunset Sound available.He let me use the studio for free as a favor, some of my friends came in and played the bass/guitar/drums for me after calling them 45 minutes before asking if they could try playing random stuff for me to work with/write on. Nobody has produced it (except me... I guess but this version isn't produced or mixed.It also doesn't have the synths & guitars I added today. I am out of the country so my computer keeps crashing.)I didn't want to wait until I was back to upload something. I have no idea what this sounds like in speakers either lol. This is what I call the infant demo because it's basically the scratch demo since it hasn't really been worked on & what not. It's also the only thing I can post without getting in trouble by other people involved on other songs.I promise I will be posting a lot more stuff on here & will let you know more about my album. I always feel a lot more comfortable sharing music related things here instead of Instagram etc 
thanks for the support 


I will give you one hint about one of my first two singles:

There's a fire on your street
x
Sky

VOICES CARRY COVER INFANT DEMO

Made by me. DO NOT STEAL! -  I love Sky's version so I had to do something about it and this version came into my head, so I mixed it. Ask for download link :)

Lyrics:
I've been chasing rainbows on my life
Comical delusions by my side
but I never thought I had such a perfect dream
(Ohhh, ohhh, ohhh, ohhh...)

There is a chimera in my brain
drinking up my thoughts like cheap champagne
but I wasn't sure I'd see you again
(Ohhh, ohhh, hallucination, ohhh...)
Dream on, dream on. You're not real
/Ohhh, ohhhh, ohhh)

See their faces melting in the snow
Waving at old lover as they go
Disappear with everything you've know
(Ohhh, ohhh, ohhh, ohhh)
(Ohhh, ohhh, hallucination, ohhh)
Dream on, dream on. You're not real.

(Ohhh, ohhh, ohhh, ohhh)
(Ohhh, ohhh)
(Ohhh, ohhh... ohhh...)

Hallucination
Hallucination
Hallucination 
(Ohhh)

I'M NOT DEAD

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