i wish this song was a million years long

lyrics:

(merry christmas motherfuckers!!
yes!!! go on [REDACTED], send it bruv!! oh ma fuckin god
how did you not fall over?
what do you say to that?)

a private visit to the murder scene
is an essential step of the path of getting clean
inside head my im rolling over like what it means
to take a coping mechanism strawberry flavour vaccine

its giving me visions
turn off the television
living with conditions
mental diseased terrorism

whats the point of winning if youre not sinning
whats the point of winning if youre not sinning
feels so damn good hurting myself
but i guess its my fault turning down your help

you saw the worst of me wish you missed it 
i just wanna be another statistic
wish i hadn't come on so strong being fucking mystic
well thats a side effect of me being autistic

stinks of shit 
still choke on it  
stood on my feet
thats what i get
standing on yours

dont fucking touch me bitch im going insane
im gonna put a fucking bullet inside my fucking brain
cos ive got no love and ive
got no friends
and im out of control because of whats between my legs

she always says the wrong thing
and it leaves her in a flower world of her dreams
dont trust the boys with the spider eyes
cos it turns out all they seem to know is lies

Strawberry Flavour Cocaine

i should have killed myself that day
the girl I like is afraid of me.
i should have killed myself that day
My past haunts me every day.

And now I'm alone again,
watching my life go by,
I close my eyes and feel the pain.
There is no hope, I'm a living dead.

(X2)

i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day

I SHOULD HAVE KILLED MYSELF THAT DAY

im the only thing thats left

sexual tension between my car and a telephone pole (first make)

search
for something to make you whole
but nothing ever will
jump deeper into the hole
find your will

killing me slowly
its taking my body
and slowly but softly
you hug me and watch me
go limp

i'm so sorry
for being nobody to you
if there's god, he must
hate me, i know that its true

a year's gone by, and i'm still the same
my eyes burn red, the light eats away

find
the moment which feels right
make sure you hold on tight
jump deeper into a hole
you cant climb

open
your eyes and ignore the light
radiating in
a body submerged in water
can you swim?

killing me slowly
its taking my body
and slowly but softly
you hug me and watch me
go limp

i'm so sorry
for being nobody to you
if there's god, he must
hate me, i know that its true

don't wanna break the mold
the story's getting old

The Mold

anotha gez cover
dont take the song too seriously lolol

go listen to the original: https://soundcloud.com/gezebellegaburgably/christ-church-bible-study-club-1

christ church bible study club (gezebelle gaburgably cover)

ive got a guardian angel
he invented murphys law
im full of shit now lets be honest
heres why ill never get too far
you dont acknowledge me
im like a blurred out license plate
when you come up and talk to me
its like you dont know my name
but i dont want to be another faceless grain of sand
and i wont initiate
cus i hate who i am

im sorry little butterfly
i hurt you oh so badly
i had u in my palm u flew away and i got angry
i got a brand new guitar
i bled on the strings
listen to pinkerton and then youll know my pain
ill never be kurt cobain ill still blow out my fucking brains

you dont acknowledge me
im like a blurred out license plate
when you come up and talk to me
its like you dont know my name
but i dont want to be another faceless grain of sand
and i wont initiate
cus i hate who i am (x2)

Blurredoutlicenseplate

older song i made in like january

teenagers inside our bedroom
worryingly insecure
everybody knows were losers
were still not completely sure
but dont go
we need you
come be miserable with me
im a crab in a bucket
pull you down down here with me
shooter said were not so worthy
and im inclined to agree
say goodbye to your favorite artists
at least they didnt make gamer 3
gezebelle anhero 13 century cowboy
crustsox dethtech h4rtbrkr fried by fluoride
neetnation endwiser maniac deepblu
steakfry hallowed watermark npobu
dont go
we need you
come be miserable with me
im a crab 
in a bucket
pull you down down here with me

don't go

all day locked in my room,
going online to kill some time
no girl no life no friends to call
im a fucking waste of life

eating junk food every day, 
energy drinks are rotting my brain,
sleep deprived, i'm so depressed,
living life in slow decay.

slow decay

slow decay

slow decay 

living life in slow decay

Slow Decay

you kiss my open sores, love soaking through my pores 
i've lived a thousand lives, this one is my demise
the day you leave my side, come thoughts of suicide
I'm riding shotgun in a car
We're going nowhere but getting far

Substance abuse

needles

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