idonr wanne tgo ti schzool

i want it now
wanna sing
i don’t know anything

i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t wanna cut my hair

buy a gun
buy me weed
what else more could one man need

i don’t judge
i don’t judge
now my head is full of sludge

i want it now
want it good
i am so misunderstood

wanna bust
wanna cum
that’s why i’m so fuckin dumb

my baby woke up in a brand new cadillac
my baby woke up in a brand new cadillac
yeah she said
talk to me daddy
i ain’t never comin’ back

come on sugar, won’t you let me be?
jesus christ, you don’t want no piece of me
she said talk to me daddy
she don’t know what she wanna be

she said aaaaaaaaaa








don’t tell no one
they’re not like me
they don’t want me to see

carfentanil
and benadryl
and all the drugs that make me ill

molly rock
in my tea
lemme feel that ecstacy

and kick my shins
cut my hair
optimistic, unaware

molly rock

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

Microsoft Office XP Suicide Note

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i dont think you're in the wrong 
but your leadin me along
i'll grab your mother fuckin brain
while im singing you this song
try not to tell me you're in pain
im just tryna get along

i'll walk around you all night 
so i feel like i belong

oh wont you rat us out again
or try to say that your my friend
can you repeat what you just said

rabble rousin at the party 
with a cup in your hand
the cops pulled up and then we ran
you should cover your ass
that skirt is so fucking tight
i think i love you dianne

fuck fuck fuck fuck

rabble rousin at the party 
with a cup in your hand
the cops pulled up and then we ran
you should cover your ass
that skirt is so fucking tight
i think i love you dianne

fuck fuck fuck fuck

im the one you think about
im the one you'll never fuck
im the one you wanna love
dont put me in your fucking mouth
im the one you wanna fuck
im the one you wanna love
you'll tell me that im fuckin wrong 
but i think that your fucking wrong

incel king

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

hi sorry for disappearing im back and better tho fr 
hope you guys enjoy this one 

lyrics:
once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen	

ive fallen down again 
and i cant get up 
i miss who i was then
im in a cusp 
when will all this end 
cuz im just so stuck

since you left me on the side
i couldnt sleep another night
these days dont seem so bright
why do you think youre in the right
 i cant stand you youre an ugly sight 
hoping that you would just die
how come things just cant be alright
i wont go down without a fight

once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen
fucked from the start
she broke my heart
im a circus
and im fucking worthless

 ive lost myself 
im trapped in hell
i feel compelled 
to give you help
how could it end like this
i shouldve called it quits 

its all fucking game to you 
im hurting and i wish you knew
the constant shit you put me through 
its all a pain and you have no clue  
i was so blinded by her view 
i wish i knew what to do
 i had to piece my heart with glue
i didnt know she’d break me too

once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen
fucked from the start
she broke my heart
im a circus
and im fucking worthless (2x)

i lost myself
im trapped in hell (3x)

trapped in hell
trapped in hell

trapped in hell

@loser64
https://open.spotify.com/track/3LvE6Bfiy1ZkWmjqUmRwbU?si=397d678139e4489d

lyrics:
i can't get used to this
i-i'm lacking confidence
i-i'm too retarded
to understand 
what you mean 
so many questions, i have
so little answers, you give
i wanna punch you in the face
until you fucking bleed

@loser64:
you never get me
And I don't think that you could
I said I'm sorry
I wish you'd shut up for good
And I can't take this
Nothing makes sense
It's not just you 
I think somethings wrong with me too

i have a bomb strapped to my chest and it's ready to EXPLODE! (feat. Loser64)

Lyrics:
I can't take another day
just hoping things will go my way
You laugh at me I don't know why
I'm so retarded all the time
I'm gonna punch my wall and break my hand
I'll sleep until I understand
I'll wrap my car around a tree
I've never really been that happy

I'm feeling sad
I feel so blue
I'm just a stranger in the room
There's nothing left for me to do
There's nothing left for me to lose

shootercore

look at the looser

you kiss my open sores, love soaking through my pores 
i've lived a thousand lives, this one is my demise
the day you leave my side, come thoughts of suicide
im riding shotgun in a car 
 going nowhere but we’re getting far

Substance abuse

Monte Carlo

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

There's nothing special about you
I do this to everyone I talk to
I'm immature and have bad trust issues
One day I'll ignore you out of the blue

I think you really need to understand
I'm totally incapable of romance
if you hear me giving you compliments
it's just me trying to get inside your pants

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

I don't have any actual friends
I treat people as a means to an ends
I don't care if my words offend
Forget about me ever making amends

I'm narcissistic and I'm borderline
You see people I see dollar signs
If you ever see what I'm like inside 
It will send shivers down your spine


I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
I don't get along with my father
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

OH SHIT YOU WEREN'T MEANT TO HEAR THAT

Baby I'm just joking; I would never gaslight you
I swear you know the real me, and I'll always be true
I promise i'm not a psychopath, I don't wanna see you hurt
And when things get tough you know I won't leave you in the dirt

I Don't Play Well With Others

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind 
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you 

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I feel like a fish up on land 
Im out of control, I don’t understand 
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever 
I can never talk to you 
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

Please Be Patient I Have Autism

i've lived a life of despair
so please don't take my hair
it's all that i have left
it will leave me bereft
the norwood reaper cometh

the coming years look bleak
for the suffered freak
ascend the widows peak
what makes the brave man meek

the norwood reaper cometh
its here today and its
gone tomorrow
the norwood reaper cometh

oh fighting back is folly
he culls the hedges wholly
sowed by melancholy
betrothed with just the holy

the norwood reaper cometh
its here today and its
gone tomorrow
the norwood reaper cometh

Norwood Reaper

i think there's something wrong with me
nobody seems to disagree
i just can't take it anymore
wanna slam my head against a door

why do i hate being awake?
guess my life was a mistake
why does everyone have to hate me?
i'm getting sick of being me

i'm sick of waking up
everyday's the fucking same
so sick, i've given up
i've only got myself to blame

it's hard to believe that i'm still here
and it's getting worse with every passing year
now i don't like anybody that i know
they're all just better at letting go

Substance abuse

needles

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