Hi I'm I loser that spends her free time transposing and covering songs from a cartoon that happens to feature a kick ass rock group, whatever.

If you don't know the lyrics, you're lying. :')

Earth, Wind, Fire & Air

//poor attempt at a tribute song to MCR because I have a lot of emotions over Fake Your Death//

I know it's bad, I know it's bad, I am trash, I am sorry.

{sorry}

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Lit a fire inside of me, set ablaze my everything
Used to seeing you around, ashes, ashes, to the ground
Where my fathers lie in wait, set to rise up from the grave
No one ever really dies, they just say so long and goodnight

And I'll sing to the heavens
But mama's in hell
So I'll have to rise up, let the demons out
So I can see you well

In the dark, another drink, letting go of everything
On the edge of breaking down, seeing you back in the ground
Where I've seen you there before, just a ghost now, nothing more
Whispers deep inside my head, I know you're not really dead

And you've taught me so well
And I'll never give up
We're not in this alone, because in your voice
Is where I find my home

Party's over, cross the tracks, I ain't ever coming back
Gravity won't weigh me down, I've got you to carry me around
Running away from the cops, our guns pointed at the sun
Where I find the light in your eyes, shut 'em tight and say goodnight


(Not) The End

Natalia Kills cover off the opening song from 'Trouble'. Once again, I apologize for the poor quality/mixing; I'm still learning how to use Audacity and I'm saving up for a REAL mic and maybe a a makeshift sound booth. 

I suck, sorry.

Television (Natalia Kills Cover)

Because I love this song and I love this band and I'm sorry that I didn't do them justice I really really really am, forgive me.

The Mother We Share (Acoustic Cover)

Angry riffs for a loser that can't talk it out.

Don't Make Me Angry

i've stopped giving a shit about my demos sounding good because my phone sucks and my amp sucks and I suck :")
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Please stay away from me
I'll haunt you like a ghost
And all I've ever known's a lonely soul
I can't trust anyone not even myself
So stay away from my just like everybody does

I can't be your saving grace
But you can be my biggest mistake
But that is not a chance I'm willing to take
Makes us alive, but I'm dead inside
You're running towards your own denial
So why don't you just go ahead and give it up
'Cause I'm already down and out for the count

Please tell me where we go from here
Everything is so unclear
I promise I'm not trying to make it hurt
I told you that you should have run
Because this love wouldn't be nearly enough

I can't be your saving grace
But you can be my biggest mistake
But that is not a chance I'm willing to take
Makes us alive, I'm dead inside
You're running towards your own denial
So why don't you just go ahead and give it up
'Cause I'm already down and out for the count

I can feel the beating of my heart
I'd tear it out, if I had one to hold onto
I can feel you breaking me down
Enough is enough

I can't be your saving grace
But you can be my biggest mistake
But that is not a chance I'm willing to take
Makes us alive, but I'm dead inside
You're running towards your own denial
So why don't you just go ahead and give it up
'Cause I'm already down and out for the count

I can't be your saving grace
But you can be my biggest mistake
But that is not a chance I'm willing to take
Makes us alive, but I'm dead inside
You're running towards your own denial
So why don't you just go ahead and give it up
'Cause I'm already down and out for the count

'Cause I'm already down and out for the count
'Cause I'm already down and out for the count
'Cause I'm already down and out for the count



Saving Grace Demo

I wrote this forever ago and only just now am getting it on here.

Once again, I suck I know.

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I used to be beautiful, but then I grew up
I used to have dreams, but I gave them up
Because I hadn't learned 
What was going on with this world
           
And then I said, hey bada bada bada, 
Hey, bada bada bada
Hey, bada bada bada, ba da da                       
Hey bada bada bada
Hey, what's going on with this world?

I used to give it my all, but then I'd screw up
I used to hope for the best, but then I'd fuck up
Because I had finally learned 	
What was going on with this world

And then I'd say, hey bada bada bada, 
Hey, bada bada bada
Hey, bada bada bada, ba da da
Hey bada bada bada
Hey, what's going on with this world?

I used to believe in love, but then it broke up
I used to believe in life, but it didn't work out 
Fists raised high and screaming
What's going on with this world?!

And then I said, hey bada bada bada, 
Hey, bada bada bada
Hey, bada bada bada, ba da da
Hey bada bada bada
Hey, what's going on with this world? (x3)


Anthem (What's Going On?)

work in progress of a transposition I'm doing of my fav song from Conventional Weapons

my hands hurt I should have waited till the morning when my fingers aren't swollen and I don't have carpal to play haha oh well don't care

Gun.

Inspired listening to Frank Iero's 'Stomachaches' and Gerard Way's "Action Cat" back to back for an hour. This'll end up sounding a lot cooler when I get a new electric that isn't beaten to shit and a new amp and me playing around on an audio programme which I don't have as of now, so for now, this fucking sucks, but I don't care.

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Let’s go! Can you hear me singing “I’m all alone” again?

It’s nothing new, it’s just something that I would like to change.

So I spend my time with strangers and hope that sooner or later

My luck will change, but I don’t have any anyways.

If you leave me lying here on the bathroom floor

Will heaven come to find me? Will hell come to take me away?

And if I spend another day working hard to stay insane

So I don’t fall prey like the rest of them, will I be okay?

Break down! It’s 5am and I can’t sleep again

It’s nothing new, but it’s something I wish I could change

There’s no happy ever after for a girl still fighting nightmares

But if a moment’s rest is all I get, I guess I’ll take it

If you leave me lying here on the bathroom floor

Will heaven come and find me? Will hell come and take me away?

And if I spend another day working hard to stay insane

So I don’t fall prey like the rest of them, will I be okay?

You learn after a long time that there ain’t nothing here

And you’ve only got yourself and your mother to blame

You took the life you were given and you wasted it away

But no one asked you if you wanted it anyways

You left me here on the bathroom floor

Heaven never came to find me, Hell never came to take me away

And I spent another day working hard to stay insane

So I didn’t fall prey like the rest of them, but I’m not okay.

Thoughts In Progress

Wrote this after talking to a couple of cool kids that are stressing about school and home and existence; it made me think a lot about I feel a lot of times. I'm walking down a road with no directions and there's a wind bringing in a storm. The rain falls, but I don't get wet and I should be drowning, but I'm not.

It's weird.

I'm not horribly thrilled with how this sounds, but I also have no equipment and it's 12:30, so why do I care.

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Darkest thoughts in your head

Forbidden place, don’t ever wander

In the shadows, you ran

Down your solemn road you follow


Why are you so sad? 

Don’t you know

Happiness ain’t an easy road

Why are you so sad?

Lovely one

Nothing’s worth the lost smile you had


Leaves bright from your mind

Before return to the world

In the blinding light, you wept

From the weighted world you fled


Why are you so sad?

Appearances don’t really matter

when you’re blood red

Why are you so sad?

Lonely one

Don’t let the good inside of you die young

Don’t let the good inside of you die young


Eyes heavy with the weight of the world

Send us away with a blanket of earth


Why are we so dead?

On the inside

We’ve got too many feelings that we hide

Why are we all dead?

To ourselves

Is this the way that we've grown up?

Sad Kids Club

I don't follow no square mans' rules, ya' dig?

happening_hepster

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