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Prod. by Biv & https://soundcloud.com/kamaara

I can't put this all together,
Lost an angel and her feathers,
Sting my life, but for the better,
I'm just little under weather,
No one said this was forever,
All these feelings that I locked up,
Thoughts is getting stocked up,
But why the fuck I box up,
I'm sorry I can't say enough,
I got too much that I could say my love,
Everything we love is dying right infront of us,
I see the problems that I done, trust,
I live with it enough,
I'm seeing where you coming from,
It seems the time is overdone,
I'm begging like a fuckin bum,
But I can't help the feelings, just,
Leave me if you need to,
But saw you as equal,
All that's left inside is fucking evil,
I can't stand to be with people,
I just wish we could've seen through,
Everything we fucking need to,
I can't help it, if I need you,
Through my soul, you can creep through 
Your voice is all I see too,
The love I couldn't feed you,
I shouldn't try to teach you,
All I wanted was to reach you,
Hold you till the sun up,
And turn the fuckin world off,
It's just us,
Just rip apart my flaws, love,
You never should of hurt, just,
Because I'm so fucked up,
This is all that I deserve, just 
This is all that I deserve,
This is all that I deserve,

za za (Prod. by Biv & KAMAARA)

life changes he’s not coming back again
im not him, so why should I have to pretend
im not losing, im just falling down
im doing fine, im ye, im gone

it’s in stages times just a blur
im living in the background unheard
is this what it’s like to withdraw
You’re outside my house, crash through the door

It’s outstanding, reprimanding but you say it’s all the same 
when you play this game it’s up to you 
sitting on the rock in the south beach back then
look me in the eyes, say it’s not working

let’s end it, not mend it, 
toxic behavior takes hand and you just leave
smile at me and say your alright, 
don’t worry im doing just fine

drowning in alcohol, listen here take the toll
im just here growing old, fires low, running cold
burning at both ends losing sleep
I opened up, you just make me weak

no sleep, no end
ups and downs, lose friends
you say that you have changed
I say that we’re stuck on repeat

yeah yeah ulcers building in my fucking mouth from the stress of this
I don’t really understand so I just want to fucking quit
spitting out blood on the daily you made 
into something I just can’t forgive

is it selfish to blame you for being suicidal?
I know its fucking pathetic but it’s hard to swallow
the fact that you fucking gaslighted me 
until I didn’t understand who I was

most days I didn’t wanna wake up and sometimes I still don’t
I was living on a pile of drugs I wake up and I choke
on a mouthful of my fucking own vomit 
it took me here to realize that you fucking weren’t worth this

yeah so fuck you and fuck your fake friends
always talk behind our fucking backs
and you started to pretend that everything was fucking fine
but it wasn’t so I took my chances and I fucking left

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Lyrics

Were sick of being just used by the ones that we love
Wont you say a quick pray and give our souls to the wind
So light a match in the dark and reach a hand out to me
Losing grip over time this god gave up easily

A drug fucked mess at the alter, no your prays no they don't, don't deceive me
I'm feeling sick from all this pressure, from the ones who say they care
I watched my family be abandoned by the church who said they'd be their
Even my family that my mother used to love, abandoned her when she was in need

I'm sick of being betrayed by a lover, so disgusted am I
I've became resilient to the affection that they deny through their eyes
Where were you when my mother needed help and my brother was so suicidal back then
I was just a kid trying to keep this family together but it wasn't enough

Tainted my blood with some DNA chains
Addiction runs in me genetical fate

My blood is so tainted
I can't help to crave it
I'm drowning in vomit when I be awakened

Abusing myself and I keep coming back
Sophia I'm sorry I left in a flash
I promise I miss you but shit I got issues
I'm trapped in this cycle of booze with a screw loose

I feel like everyday's the same
I say it every song cuz I mean what I say, aye
Like I'm tryna the face pain
But when its coming in the same wave, everyday
I feel just crushed by weight
Its hard to fucking stand up let alone feel okay
I know I feel disdain
At my own life so I fight it every day

I miss your face
The excited gaze
These autumn leaves, ain't feel the same

I lost it all
I gave it up
For a dream, no regrets, but fuck it sucks

I make mistakes
I feel the pain
Associated with me to blame

My life is fucked
Deep rooted mud
God gave it up, and I had enough

Were sick of being just used by the ones that we love
Wont you say a quick pray and give our souls to the wind
So light a match in the dark and reach a hand out to me
Losing grip over time this god gave up easily

Sophia

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RiverKinn
"Lost Cause"
Featuring Four Fing
Produced by RiverKinn

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RiverKinn:
Lost cause
They told me call it a day
I press pause
To get it all out the way
I crossed off
Everything on the list, I would say
I tend to overcomplicate
And undersell it

This is what you get when you don't
Listen to the voice up in your head
Saying, "Do the right thing"
At the wrong time
And the fault's mine
I'll do anything to keep it in the red

Four Fing:
How could I feel blue when I'm with you?
I'm in paradise every day when I'm with you
Is this how it could be forever?
I'ma be there in a moment
I know you'll always be right there
And I'll never leave you hopeless
I'ma light the way and lead you there
You can't say I never cared
I was always right there

RiverKinn:
This is what you get when you don't
Listen to the voice up in your head
Saying, "Do the right thing"
At the wrong time
And the fault's mine
I'll do anything to keep it in the red
This is what you get when you don't
Listen to the voice up in your head
Saying, "Do the right thing"
At the wrong time
And the fault's mine
I'll do anything to keep it in the red
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@riverkinn
@fourfing

Play Dead MMXXIII

Lost Cause (feat. Four Fing)

Feelings Of Disorder

Gone Tonight

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SAVE ME (PROD. 5:10)

you watch me suffer, sinking down, down, down, down yeah
you love another, guess that my fault, my fault yeah

you watch me suffer, sinking down, down, down, down yeah
you love another, guess that my fault, my fault yeah
why do I bother, stress just builds it builds, eating
your not my lover, taking chances, chances, lose

it’s like I just build emotions up 
and then a switch flicks and I’m back in this state
I thought my body got tired of this 
but he just wants me to sleep for days yeah

I wonder when ill ever get a grip 
and just leave this life yeah all behind me
looking at myself makes me sick
cus I’m just that mess that you want to love

I broke your heart, yeah I’m not worth it
so cant you just block me and move on
so where do I go, what do I say
I’m so sick of being in pain

I take another pill watch myself fade out
I just hate what I have become
spitting at my own name, feeling like I’ve betrayed
myself, but your burning eyes are staring straight through me

I let depression hit, watch the waves drag me under
I ain’t got no grip, watch my fingers slip how can this be love
I let my tongue call quits, watch the best of me surrender
you make me feel so sick, you kick me out altogether

SAVE ME (PROD. 5:10)

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