this song explains how I'm feeling every day

Prod by: @quiteevil

Robstar: @robstar100

FLOWERBOY: @ix_flowerboy

Artwork made by: https://www.instagram.com/akagi_redsnus/

Lyrics: 

(Robstar)
I've been gettin' too high Imma crash boy
All I ever want is cash and some hash, boy
Imma pull up with a stash, it's the plan boy
All black on this little sad bad boy
Uh, I'm back with a new ploy
You gon' see me at the top when I rest on my throne
You wanna work? That's a bag boy
And I ain't talkin' 'bout a Lidl less you're talking gold
Through the light see a new toy
Talkin' 'bout me to her friends like I ain't gonna know
She wanna fuck but she too coy
Baby meet me out back, I can take you home

Ride with me
Cry with me
Baby wanna pop some shrooms?
Vibe with me
Get high with me
Spend it all thinkin' of you
Lie to me
Fight with me
Bury me in your room
You're tryin' me
Would you die with me
If I kill you too?

(SCAR$)
Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
Broken heart gang
Fuck that I don't like it

Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
I quit fuck it I don't like it
I don't like it

Before we die we gon' have fun
We gon' have fun
Pills when i cry do you want one
And i'm done
I'm done

(FLOWERBOY)
All I've ever wanted was a call
nightfall comes and I cant feel at all
Where'd the sun go 'cause he never said hi
Sleeping all day 'cause i wanna fucking die

My face hurts
Face hurts
I can't feel my face
My face
My face
Misfits outside out of place
Tell me do you see the same thing baby

All I've ever wanted was a call
Where you ever really there at all

Just the top
You've got claws
I can't feel my face at all
And I try so hard and i get so far
Tell me why you gotta be so cold to me
Just woke up come hold me baby

Du du du du du
I'm done

You were never really there were you
I wish that i could change the way i see things
I ain't going back
I don't give a fuck
I don't care anymore so don't call me
Baby

I'm done I'm done
I'm done I'm done

(SCAR$)
Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
Broken heart gang
Fuck that I don't like it

Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
I quit fuck it I don't like it
I don't like it

Before we die we gon' have fun
We gon' have fun
Pills when i cry do you want one
And i'm done
I'm done

Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
Broken heart gang
Fuck that I don't like it

Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
I quit fuck it I don't like it
I don't like it

Before we die we gon' have fun
We gon' have fun
Pills when i cry do you want one
And i'm done
I'm done

I'm done/I'm done/I'm done

I'm done/I'm done/I'm done (ft. Robstar, FLOWERBOY)

Do you ever feel like you're struggling?
Do you ever feel like there's nothing left?
Like there's nothing left
Nothing to gain or get
Like there's nothing here

Do you feel you're struggling?
As you're walking through a crowd you feel a loneliness?
Can you feel how I feel, groups of heartless
Like a darkness, 
shadowing over till it's consumsed us
Cause I feel like I'm struggling

Toxic traits are following
Gain my happiness from others now
Feel it fade, and slip away
As soon as I'm all by myself

Do you think of suicide?
Cause It's been here a while
Scared to hurt around you
Not scared to hurt yourself..
Swear I'm not alone now
So why does it feel this way

Why does it feel this way?
Lost in this world, blank space
Holding on, I'm holding on
I hope you're holding with me too


Do you ever feel like you're struggling?
Do you ever feel like there's nothing left?
Like theres nothing left
Nothing to gain or get
Like there's nothing here

Do you feel you're struggling?
As you're walking through a crowd you feel a loneliness?
Can you feel how I feel, groups of heartless
Like a darkness, 
shadowing over till it's consumsed us
Cause I feel like I'm struggling
(struggling, struggling, struggling, Cause I feel like I'm struggling)
(struggling, struggling, struggling, Cause I feel like I'm struggling)

i hope you're okay, when you are by yourself [prod. sketchmyname]

BLOODSTAINS

Wh1te W0lf x s0cliché - Jouhatsu (prod. justletmedie)

Uppbeat Psychotic

ON ALL PLATFORMS 
(prod. dercept and malloy)

Lyrics:

Take a look inside we are not the same
If I hold my tongue I'll go insane
Man I pray to God that I find my way,
Find my way yeah I'll find my
Look into the past it's been killing me
All the time but I cannot forget
Your face that night before you left
Me broken... I'm broken

Never thought that I would make it this far
All my bones got crushed from the weight of the scars
I kept my promise but you had to move on 
Good God, good God what have I become
Cause it's killing me in silence
I could bounce back, tell my past to keep quiet
Why is everybody staring at me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be
Yeah it's killing me in silence
I could speak up but I'd rather stay quiet
Why is, everything a problem with me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be
Cause its killing me in silence
Yeah it's killing me in silence
Yeah you're killing me in silence
Said you're killing me in silence
Never thought that I would make it this far
All my bones got crushed from the weight of the scars
I kept my promise but you had to move on 
Good God, good God what have I become
Cause it's killing me in silence
I could bounce back, tell my past to keep quiet
Why is everybody staring at me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be

killing me in silence

killing me in silence (prod. dercept x malloy)

love is conditional when its from you

featuring @heartbreakp
produced by lil chick

[lyrics]
Love is conditional when it’s from you 
I must have missed it you saying you changed 
You playing the victim because you have to
Only point of view you wanna bring is true pain 
That’s a damn shame 
I thought you would help 
Turns out I was wrong and so I left you to yourself 
When the plans changed 
You put me through hell 
Now I can take the blame cause you can’t put it on yourself

Said Hate is conditional when it’s been Been deserved And love turns to fiction when every bridge gets burned 
Pain is medicinal every scar I’ve earned 
I’ll be the criminal if it’s on my terms 
But you know me better
I know that nothings forever 
These days I’m stuck in my head like I been changing the weather
See emotions cut off and severed
I don’t wanna change for whoever
Bring it back I need to recenter
Sometimes I won’t lie

I’m sick of fighting so I quit 
I took the drugs I gave you back so I can trip
Pain inside I smile I can’t let you know I slipped
I can’t give the satisfaction poison dripping from my lips 
Conversation left me damaged after all the trust I give 
Maybe it’s been a while 
I’m good with my only child 
My son here my love i’m happy watching him he runs around 
Learn to keep the family close, not my family you bugging out 
You became my only home, can’t be here if you not around


Love is conditional when it’s from you 
I must have missed it you saying you changed 
You play the victim because you have to 
Only point of view you wanna bring is true pain 
That’s a damn shame 
I thought you would help 
Turns out I was wrong and so I left you to yourself 
When the plans changed 
You put me through hell 
Now I can take the blame cause you can’t put it on yourself

Said Hate is conditional when it’s been Been deserved And love turns to fiction when every bridge gets burned 
Pain is medicinal every scar I’ve earned 
I’ll be the criminal if it’s on my terms

unconditional

stream

unconditional (ft. heartbreakP)

Im (not) ok

prod. born hero
🖤Sinna🖤
@sinnagacci
☠️https://www.instagram.com/ihatesinna/
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:

Loner (Murder/Suicide P.II) (feat. Sinna)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Check out my homie: https://soundcloud.com/yates-xv

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Lyrics

RIVILIN:


Yeah, separation comes all the time, 
like a book without the pages, im just left hung up in stages
always trying to find ways to mend the spine
you got a collar on my neck with medication just to try and fix my mind

So won’t you paint my shadow on the wall in blood-red
so maybe one day I can look at it and just say that im fine
so won’t you sketch me on your canvas till I’m perfect
until you cover the outlines till im nothing, till im nothing to you

So won’t you, yeah won’t you, yeah just leave me the fuck alone
Cus im better here on my own, because im better here, better here
Cus you know that, yeah you know that, I always welcome you with open arms
It’s time I let go and brace the calm, but you know that it hurts, that it hurts.


remember the time you drove me to the hospital
yeah I try to be a minute but I can’t deal with commitment
yeah everyone needs some help sometimes
yeah but you weren’t helping me you just want to take and leave

like a ghost, in the background, I float around
bouncing from wall to wall I don’t want to be a letdown
always hitting me up on the flip phone
Yeah I never answer cus I don’t wanna be dependent on

YATES XV:

I know it’s off-topic
But I don’t feel nothin
I was at the top now I’m sitting at the bottom
She saying that I’m dark like my hearts gone rotten
I’m in my fuckin head but I’m Steady fucking Poppin
White oxycodone
I don’t open up
These drugs that I’m takin
Make me feel loved
I don’t wanna dream
I just wanna run it up
See me in my past life
Lookin like a god

Man it’s so fuckin funny
All the shit that I’ve done
Say I’ve lived my life
I just sit in the cut
All these drugs that I’m takin
Got me messed up
And I know I’m not happy
But I’m smiling
Just for fun

So tell me that I’m happy
Tell me I’m all good
Explain away my pain
Let me know it’s all good
Fuck I need help
But I’m barely fuckin breathing
I don’t want help
When the pills give me feeling

unconditional (ft. heartbreakP)

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