Name: aren't you, angel - maya by skyscratchers
Duration: 1 min 57 s
Description: Recorded mixed and mastered by kyle fortune

Semi - Automatic

I drift for hours on end
And I drank alone again
is there a sign that luck could send
To somehow clear my head

It’s been happening a lot
I get too deep in my thoughts
And I think of all it’s not
And how the wound’s not worth the shot

But I’m through with being vacant
Can you meet me in the basement?
We’ll mourn all the time we wasted
You don’t love me, but just fake it

Happiness lives secondhand through friends
Though far removed from all my connections
Haven’t left my room these past few nights
I’m just holding on to the slightest of lights

But it’s all a blur
And our worlds will always be parallel 
And I’m not hurt
I just told myself things would all go swell
But now it’s getting late
And my vision is getting hazed
And I’ll never admit I’m wrong
And I’m sorry, but it’s just time I go now


There are more important things
That a future life would bring
But I’ll pawn the diamond rings
I just wanna feel something

Cause I’m through with being vacant 
But I don’t know how to be blatant
It’s a bigger mess I’m making 
You’ll never love me, but just fake it

it once burned bright, but now it strains my eyes
To die alone or void of compromise?
Haven’t left my room these past few nights
I’m just holding on to the slightest of lights

I’ll throw my nickels and my dimes
It won’t ever be worth my time
My life savings in wishing wells
To get us through personal hells
I’ll throw my nickels, throw my dimes 
It won’t ever be worth my time
I lost the game with my own rules
Thought I was the prince,
I’m just the fool

go now

in my head, every day, 
i’m in bed looking for your name.
every day, i lay awake,
and every day, i wanna stay in your arms,
but there’s harm.
i got no words for you,
got nothing left for you to do inside my head..
all this noise.

i open my eyes,
and i wanna feel alright,
but all this noise.

i look into the mirror,
and i say my name against her,
but all this noise.

all this noise…

all this noise…

i try to go to sleep at night,
i try to close my eyes on time,
but this noise…
this noise…

i turn off my tv,
and i close my eyes against me,
but all this noise…
all this noise…

even when the house is asleep,
i can’t seem to shut up me,
cuz all this noise…
all this noise…
all this noise…

all this noise…

i want to tell you everything,
but i’m scared that you’ll wanna leave
all this noise…
all this noise…

i look at you so lovingly,
but i can’t see a healthy thing
in this noise…
all this noise inside my head.

it’s in my bed.
in my head.
all this noise…

all this noise…
all this noise…

i try to close my eyes all night,
so i can wake up just in time for your voice,
but all this noise…
all this noise…

i say my name a thousand times,
but i still think it don’t fit right,
all this noise..
all this noise..

i look at my skin,
i try to let you in,
but all this noise…
all this noise…

i put my headphones in my ear,
but i can’t seem to disappear
from this noise.
all this noise…

i play my guitar,
i try to make some art,
but all this noise...
all this noise…

i look at my hands,
and i try to reprimand all this noise…
all this noise..

they say “do this”
“pay for that”
they say that i’m the one,
but all this noise…
all this noise…

and i try to kiss you on the lips,
but i don’t want you to feel like shit,
but this noise…
all this noise…

and i try to hold your hand,
and i wanna be your man,
but this noise…
all this noise…

all this noise…
oh, all this noise…
it’s all my voice,
all this noise.
yeah, all this noise.
yeah, all this noise.
it’s just my voice,
all this noise.

and i try to silence them,
but i don’t think that i can stand all this noise.

all this noise is against me all the time.
all the time…
and i just wanna feel alright,
but all this noise.

and i can’t turn it off,
so i try to scare it off,
but all this noise…
all this noise inside my head all the time.

except when i look in your eyes.

all this noise
all this noise
against me,
all this noise.

i try to be nice to me,
but i can’t see what you see behind this noise.
all this noise…

i try to find some peace of mind,
but i’m always a second behind all this noise.
all this noise…

all this noise
all this noise...

noise

heavens_skin

they had a broken keyboard

Recorded mixed and mastered by kyle fortune

aren't you, angel - maya

you know?

looking into a mirror at night

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i know you say i wont but i wil 
forgive my self its no big deal.
i'll hang it up,  i'll walk away, i have nothing left to say.
(forgive in love)

aren't you, angel - maya

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