im proud of you fam, this some real poetry. stay true 💝

I’m not proud of me (9tails flip)

vocals me & @emofruits
m/m: me & @emofruits
prod: @4evrgone
cover art: me <333

lyrics:
[150]
we can dance under starlight
baby kiss me when the times right
i can hold you close
i can hold you close
with my hands on fire 
you can get what you desire
i can hold you close
i can hold you close

we can dance all night 
if you look me in the eyes
i can hear your heart
i can hear your heart
am i what you want 
you can hold me real close
you can hold me close 
and never let go
i dont know what id do
without you
without you
without you

we can dance under starlight
baby kiss me when the times right
i can hold you close
i can hold you close
with my hands on fire 
you can get what you desire
i can hold you close
i can hold you close

[emo fruits]
and you love me 
like you used to
baby touch me like you
used to
yea im dying tonight
see it in my eyes
the pain yea thats mine
put down that pride
baby love me 
like you used to
baby touch me
like you used to
yea im dying tonight 
see it in my eyes
see the pain yea thats mine 
put down that pride

if i call right now 
will you pick up
if you fall right now 
will you get up
if i die right now
will you give up 
this my last drank
hope it fuck me up
x2

love me like you
used to
baby touch me like you
used to
yea im dying tonight
see it in my eyes 
the pain yea thats mine
put down that pride 
baby love me like you used to
baby touch me like you used to
yea im dying tonight
see it in my eyes 
see the pain yea thats mine
put down that pride

✨STARLIGHT✨ w/ ☋ EMO FRUITS ☋ [+4EVR]

everything turning to black now w/ EmoFlyTrap (prod.2k6)

idk how to bite my tongue (PROD. onemoreyear)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEXltVKtxaQ

will things ever change... [prod. AURA] (Music Video Link In Description)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/bornhero
mixed & mastered by https://soundcloud.com/mtsilvermusic
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why can’t i get out my head?
and every day feels the same
know you can’t save me
no, you can’t save me

wake up and want a quick death
my brain fills up with hate
know you can’t save me
no, you can’t save me

why can’t i feel like my life’s on track?
why do all these people i love hurt me bad?

sorry if i don’t get along with you
anxiety controls the things i do

in school i wouldn’t fit in
stood out in every class
know you can’t save me
no, you can’t save me

smoke weed right outside the gym
since then i’ve had the gas
know you can’t save me
no, you can’t save me

why can’t i seem to break this cycle?
why do all these things in life feel so vital?

sorry if i look down, i’m feeling blue
anxiety controls the things i do, yeah...

does it really have to be this way?
does it really have to be this way?
does it really have to end this way?

i don’t know anymore
i don’t know anymore
i don’t know anymore
i’m not really sure

Spotify

anxiety (prod. born hero)

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics:

painful memories really get to me 
rumination's got the best of me
desolation's got the rest of me
I'll let the vultures take what's left of me
self-destruction by my own design 
I can't keep living life on borrowed time
I'm typing this out quick cause soon my phone will die
then not long after, so will I
so why don't you go and cross that bridge
while I go jumping off of it
what we had was never pure 
signing this forever yours
body numb from alcohol and ativan
soul worn out and ragged like these tattered vans
but in spite of everything
I don't hope that this haunts you
my ghost is better off alone
alone
and although I'm still sad
every once and a while
some memory of us will still make me smile
every single one I cherish 
yet I still knew
that if our love shall perish
then I will too
and it might not be the most righteous move
but what's right for me may not be right for you
but I'd still like to think that after I depart
you'll still carry with you a small piece of my heart
I guess this is where the story ends
put me in the crematorium
and after my body's burned
place my ashes in this shoddy urn
then bury it in my backyard
where we used to watch the stars
while listening to silverstein
but will you come and visit me?

Stream on Spotify

but we really loved each other, didn't we?

tell me if it hurts

tell me if it hurts w/ bangss [prod. vaegud & hxrxkiller]

check out the bro! 💖
https://soundcloud.com/1venaz

Kawasaki💖 x Venaz - under the moonlight🌙 ✨(prod. Irby X Dead Spyro)

prod. @theklsx

lyrics:
I always wear a hat 
to hide my unkempt hair
I rarely get it cut
hate sitting in that chair
I haven't shaved in weeks
I don't care what I wear
I'm out of shape and weak
can barely walk up stairs
I've given up on life
I guess it's plain to see
I couldn't put up a fight
and there's no saving me
such a nervous wreck
drowning in the abyss
stubble on my neck
walking around with this
ethan klein aesthetic
probably prediabetic
I know I'm pathetic 
blame it on my genetics
my music fucking sucks
I don't care anymore
about trying to sound good
it's all been done before
creativity is dead
put the microphone down
be productive instead
of singing like a clown
I just did this to try
and garner some respect
boost my self-esteem
had the opposite effect
this shit is fucking wack
what do I do it for
each time I drop a track
I hate myself even more
now I don't even try
one word suicide note that says bye
I don't even try
one word suicide note
bye

ethan klein (prod. K L Sx)

mixing, mastered and made better by the amazing @mvpdyl   :*

pain



lyrics:
You switched up 
but I stayed the same 
you fucked up now I’m betrayed 
no one left for you to blame 
selfishness not no mistake nah 
did you ever care 
we’re you ever there 
stuck inside my fucking head dealing with my fear 
now I stop and stare but there’s no one there 
did you ever care 
were you ever fucking there  
thought I had no clue 
you made me waste my youth 
so I’mma take this pain 
and I bring it in my booth
cause i was there for u
what the fuck you do 
yeah you switch the fuck up on me
(hook)

I’m not proud of me (9tails flip)

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