I can’t wait to come home my handsome i miss you :’) <3

LET GO (prod. Taylor J)

Smile (Prod. LeanTeen)

sewerperson - talk is cheap (jabarionthebeat) (snippet)

lyrics 

doubled up cups we jus sinking
baby like what r we thinking
i'm taking shots 'til my eyes fully shot
next thing u know we'll be linking

i'm tryna face all that shit from the past
while live in the moment and have a blast
i'm open minded, don't be double sided
'coz i'll let u in before before i crash and burn

straight to the face 
straight to the dome
i call the shots since u been drinking alone

i'm outta town i’m out on the road
there ain’t an excuse for not picking up phone
i'm out in space, i'm out in rome 
if u touch my heart ill be turning to stone

lift up my, lift up my, lift up my soul

calling me to play in the grapevines
its not like u missed my other 8 signs
wanna get to know u with these late nights strolls
wanna know who raised u when i take u home

my home, my home
is ur home, i know
this heartbeat ain't stopping
for no one else, with this pain i been rubbin'

i been living in the past
wanna savour moments but i been moving to fast
wanna take this moment to just sit back and give thanks, thanks, thanks
if u really knew me then you'd want this shit to last

think i better move on
i cant stay here too long 
think i'll rip a few bongs 
new songs, think i'll just stick to blue one's
nah fuck that it's time to get my groove on

in the past

in th_past (ivn)

i gotta stop the emotion 
its getting hard just to focus
drowning my problems in various
pills from a shrink that im not really close with
torture in silence the beautiful melody 
said thats what holds me the closest
punish my body for being a headcase to people i thought id grow old with
i try my hardest but it doesnt matter when everyone tries to belittle me
im not the smartest but ive learned my lesson ill tell you how ive really seen some things
given an option ive tried all but one think its coming on time for that final thing
wandering thoughts of my life flash inside of my head i hope they could remember me
im letting them down know this isnt my year
i hate all of the shit that ive went through
therapy sessions that dont really matter
they wont understand why i left you
its getting harder to keep my sobriety 
fighting yet i tried to tell you
nothing could stop me from feeling the pain and the burden the way i was meant to
changing my life and my habits didnt switch up a thing i still feel more than less
i dont mean to pry no i dont mean to bother i guess ill just stick to the meds
remember the pain that i felt back in hell coughing blood with a tube in chest
i dont wanna feel me wish that it killed me
dont wanna write out this mess

headcase (neverforever)

Made this on BandLab while at work :3
Lyrics: 
I hope you know
That you’re my world 
You make me happy 
More than you know 
I just hope 
That you know that 
I struggle to sleep 
All alone 

I’m counting down the days 
TIL you come back 
Even tho I’ll just be 
Working off my ass 
It’s just feels weird 
Not having you here

I don’t bluff 
When I tell you that 
I love you 
I know it’s tough 
But it’s one week I’m without you 
I don’t like how I feel 
In my own bed 
Not feeling your warmth 
Makes me upset 

When I was driving home 
I called you 
Because the sunset remind me of you 
But I didn’t tell you 
I was shy to…

I hope you know that 
You brought my happiness back 
And I hope you know that 
I can’t wait til you come back.

count the days [freestyle] (prod. underthemapletree)

Stay Close

love and everything in between. <3
thank you to all my friends who helped me produce this EP and thank you to my girlfriend who inspires me to be my best self.

Crawl Ft. YvngCrow (prod. Blade901)

BROKEN HUMAN BEING

Im in the back of the room
Feeling some pain that you only assume
Cause you never take anytime to get through
Just say I'm too much and leave it's nothing new

I'm always left like I'm never right
Left in the dark, where there ain't no light
I never bark, cause I don't bite
Thoughts in my head parasitic like lice

Time never ends but there isnt enough
Said it before but I don't give a fuck
Do it yourself, dont rely on the luck
That shits a lie just like hope is a bluff

Don't tell me a lie and say "This is just life"
Life isnt sweet but mine ain't ever nice
Don't tell me a lie and say "This is just life"
Life isnt sweet but mine ain't ever nice

Got left again, what a surprise
Tell me a lie while you look in my eyes
They always leave without saying goodbye
Cause I never meant anything to their life

It's 2:58 in the day
And these thoughts, still tryna eat me away
And these locks, no key cause I threw 'em away
I'm in shock, cause you let it rain
When I said I was lost

Got left again, what a surprise
Tell me a lie while you look in my eyes
They always leave without saying goodbye
Cause I never meant anything to their life
When I said I was lost

Got left again, what a surprise
Tell me a lie while you look in my eyes
They always leave without saying goodbye
Cause I never meant anything to their life

Unknxwn - Left Me Be | Produced by hateful

And if you ever thought, even for a second, that I didn't love you. You were wrong.

thank you @Fatherfuneral

count the days [freestyle] (prod. underthemapletree)

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