you looked in my eyes, you counted... 1.. 2.. 3.

We Can Cry

camel crush + forever

did you really think that? (prod. internet joe)

lyrics:
don't know where i'm going anyway
i don't know if i'll find a better way
well,
all i know is, one day ima die 
all i know is one day ima die
i remember everything they said
i remember everything they said,
they don't know the blood i bled, 
i'm hanging on by a thread, and so i run

pain flowing through my spine,
i'll tell you that i'm fine, 
but i'd kill myself tonight if i had a gun
got no energy left to fight 
there's nowhere left to hide 
i guess ima just get high so i'll go numb

 (x4)
got me feeling so stupid 
i'm feeling so useless 
don't know what to do with all my time 
i don't sleep in the night time 
tears falling while i write,
see it in my eyes,
i hate my life

useless

useless (prod. puhf & zekiro)

Lyrics

Write these songs like I got some to say but
When in person ain't got none to say cause
I'm a stupid, broken, anxious
Shell of a man, I don't think that I can

Reach every goal that I had in the plan
I took a turn on the path that I had
So close yet so damn far
How can I feel love with a broken heart?

Coming this far kinda blows my mind
Still sometimes I just wanna hole in mine
Carrying weight with a broken spine
I get so full of hope in a hopeless time

Cause thats all I got to rely on
Where was god when I needed the light on?
I was stuck in lightless place
When he took who I loved to a lifeless space

That was fucking forever ago
But the feeling I felt it won't ever just go
And sometimes I don't think that it's better to cope
I do better at this when I'm hurting the most

I bled for this, I shed for this
Went to heaven and jumped into hell for this
I'm bred for this, was fed for this
Burned every bridge just to care for this

But you won't understand don't even care if you can
I'm so full of myself, I be foolin' myself tryna act like it's cool when I'm crying for help
When I know that it's not but I won't ever admit that
I still feel like I'm lost but I'ma still just pretend that

Everything is a okay, even when I hate everyday
Every waking moment is a moment closer to the day
I'll really find out if all this agony was worth the wait
Or if it didn't even matter at fucking all

I get this urge I should just splatter this fucking wall
With every piece of me that hold these secrets deep beneath
The surface that you see in me these curtains here conceal a beast
That I don't wanna show nobody

spotify.

stupid. | Produced by raspo

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How many times can you show up for someone who keeps slipping back into the same pain?

“How Many Times” by Traumaverse is a raw, hypnotic hip-hop confession that blends pain, loyalty, and frustration into a chant-like hook. Over a dark, minimalist beat, Traumaverse weaves vivid images of magic tricks gone wrong, addiction cycles, and the weight of helping someone who won’t change.

If you’ve ever felt drained by someone you love — trying to pull them out while they keep slipping back — this track will hit you in the chest. Deep lyrics, addictive cadence, and a hook that loops in your head.

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How Many Times (Addict's Cycle)

i will forever regret the life you gave

listen to my friend @le_play </3

shaun, for you

yøu used tø be my little angel (ft. le play) [prød. cøzy]

lyrics:
so tell me that you miss me
i want you to kiss me
drown it in the whiskey
love you till i'm dizzy
love you 
till my heart stops
in your hands
in your hands
the ghost of you
floats in the smoke
i'm a joke
every aching night
stay awake
burning photographs
tell myself
i won't ever relapse

wake up in my bed
with the thoughts stuck in my head
my wrists are looking red
cuz of all the blood i shed
texting you at 2
baby you know what to do
call me up again
i wanna hear your precious voice
let me haunt your dreams
with the time that we were teens
hear my final song
while you hit your parents bong
i know that you don't care
i'm wishing i was there

so tell me that you miss me
i want you to kiss me
drown it in the whiskey
love you till i'm dizzy
love you 
till my heart stops
in your hands
in your hands
the ghost of you
floats in the smoke
i'm a joke
every aching night
stay awake
burning photographs
tell myself
i won't ever relapse

do it for the fans
never switching plans
heart in my own hands
throwing up a couple grams
you never even cared
talking shit like i'm not there
but i see you in his hair
like the weed that's in the air
baby i know you've been playing me
you got me torn in my heart
watching it all fall apart
watching it all fall apart

tell me that you miss me

SPOTIFY

tell me that u miss me

Lyrics

I don't wanna be alone I have been so long
I'm afraid I'll die with the comfort of no one
People do me wrong, I really don't wanna go on
Why'd you have to lie? I just started to grow on you

Guess that's fine, my heart's used to being broken
Girl I broke my back for you, I'll guess you'll never know it
I wanna come back to you, I'm trying not to show it
Cause then I'll get my heart abused and trashed and then you'll throw it

I don't wanna connect anymore
There's not a lot of people that I really care for
But the one's that I do, I try to give it my all
And there still ain't nobody there to catch me when I fall

Thoughts that I don't like to think about, I'm feelin' anxious now
Locked inside my room, I'll make a song to let the hatred out
Don't know what to do, say that a lot, but fuck I'm lost a lot
I wish it was through, I need a drug cause I can't make it stop

I don't wanna be alone I have been so long
I'm afraid I'll die with the comfort of no one
People do me wrong, I really don't wanna go on
Why'd you have to lie? I just started to grow on you

Guess that's fine, my heart's used to being broken
Girl I broke my back for you, I'll guess you'll never know it
I wanna come back to you, I'm trying not to show it
Cause then I'll get my heart abused and trashed and then you'll throw it

broken. | Produced by paineko

cover art by www.instagram.com/skimaskthe6dog
MIXED BY @mightyassassin
produced by dj. topy

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runbyrejects

where the wind blows (prod. dj topy)

i don't hate you,
but i don't know how i feel

i won't break you, 
i just wish your love was real

i wish i could save you,
but i don't think you can heal

night time i'll wake you,
theres stars above standing still


stay with me tonight,
i know i drive you crazy
i think we'll be alright
i think about you daily
and i'm alone,
on my phone,
no missed calls,
no one at all


i don't hate you,
but i don't know how i feel

i won't break you, 
i just wish your love was real

i wish i could save you,
but i don't think you can heal

night time i'll wake you,
theres stars above standing still

palms

standing still

DUNKED IN KEROSENE GOING ALL PLATFORMS <3

did you really think that? (prod. internet joe)

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