lyrics: i can fall sleep and i can see you right there 
i can fall sleep and i will meet you right here 
you are like a walking dream
i don’t wanna wake up anymore 
you are like a walking dream 
you are what i’ve been looking for 

slow life 
baby we took it way too fast 
we got no time 
the future’s coming in too fast 
the sky falls 
my final seconds spent with you 
they’ll call 
but i truly only want you

find me in your dreams (prod. kaadota)

i really wanna live the dream life, shit but it turns out <3

lyrics: 
this is everything I have I don’t know if this gon work out,
I really wanna live the dream life shit but it turns out,
I don’t know what I want but what if this does work out,
maybe I could help my parents so they never have work now,

up inside my head the voices yea they tell me to stop,
there’s a lack of understanding they don’t know this is all I got,
It really makes me think who would I be without this shit,
maybe lost in my life, without this music I would not be shit,

I started two years ago, I progressed a bit ,
and I lost A couple friends on the way but it is what it is,
to the people I have now sorry for being so distant,


I can’t find myself so I made it my life mission,
seek out for help find somebody to listen,
all I see is flaws in myself how I fix this?
I rely on smoke at night to get me to the next day,
without it, it’s like kryptonite it bites me on my worst days,
I don’t drop enough so I gotta up the work rate,

she said I don’t see no flaws you don’t need fucking fixing,
I know you feel lost I can join u with ur mission,
I know that it’s hard living life with addictions


make ur last wish drop the penny in the fountain
we been climbing too long to drop up off this mountain
i been here im soon gone, eighteen years im counting,

I can’t find myself so I made it my life mission,
seek out for help find somebody to listen

this is everything I have I don’t know if this gon work out,
I really wanna live the dream life shit but it turns out,
I don’t know what I want but what if this does work out,
maybe I could help my parents so they never have work now,

up inside my head the voices yea they tell me to stop,
there’s a lack of understanding they don’t know this is all I got,
It really makes me think who would I be without this shit,
maybe lost in my life, without this music I would not be shit,

life mission [michael harrison]

[lyrics]

[benzo- v1]

as i walk down this path it's getting dark
no light in sight 
i made it to the park
snorting ketamine on the steps
overdosed can you guess what's next
getting rushed to the hospital
everybody crying please don't let him go
but all he wants to do is be alone
and he's frozen in the snow

[benzo- hook]

i tried my best for you
stayed by your side all damn night
i tried my best for you
but you weren't willing to fight
i cried i screamed i sweared
you'd promise you'd never leave
we argued everyday
now i wear your heart on my sleeve

[notahero-v2]

i wear my heart on my sleeve
then u cut me open
i hope that u hold it
i hope that u protect it
i been losing my mind with all the stressing
i don’t wanna figure it out i’ve had too many lessons
i hate it when ur not around cuz it’s fucking depressing
how the fuck am i more than what i think if i’m always feeling less than
no matter what i ever tell u
i could never let u go
the only one that i confide to
u know things that nobody else knows
baby i just wanna hold u
imma get rich and build us a house that’s perfect for two
i told u everything’s for u

oh baby if i told u that we’d end up together and i could buy u anything u want
would u believe me
then would u need me
oh i could save u with my songs
i can save u with my songs

[benzo-hook]

i tried my best for you
stayed by your side all damn night
i tried my best for you
but you weren't willing to fight
i cried i screamed i sweared
you'd promise you'd never leave
we argued everyday
now i wear your heart on my sleeve

now i wear youre heart on my sleeve

Now I Wear Your Heart On My Sleeve w/notahero (prod.king theta)

july w/ kiddamo

prod me

mind of damage
fall back each time
hesitate if i see anger
caused in every crime
wrap it up and then turn us in 
light flashing, was i meant to win
call him up just to let him sin 
nights replay, autumn to spring

i got poison in my veins
drinking soot to ease to pain
heavy water keeps it in 
where to start, where to begin
yeah i can’t control whats here 
body freezing below fear
there’s no point if there’s no damage
to see is proof it happened

somebody show me the score
gotta keep it up, need to keep him wanting more
dont do well under pressure
way too tough to show him affection
i dont wanna hear you out
all you ever seem to do is shout
i don’t wanna hear you if you’re loud
never seem to listen, just freak out
you’re so crazy


i don’t know myself anymore
rotten to the core
they own the demons next door
drag me to the floor
i see the red, is that yours 
spread all on my porch from last night
tell me that i’m right
no way for you to win every fight
pick at the wounds i healed and
battle with my own mind
i will repress every feeling i’ve felt
no way to win if i’m calling for help

damage

tell me right now if its a bad time
everything feels right in the red lights
they say that im fucked but i feel fine
i forgot im there, while i flatline

hand me my drink, im getting cold
they all just watch, my immortal soul
it slips away, no longer whole
keeps coming back, why dont you let me go

lay right here, hope i see the sunrise
demon gets his horns every time that love dies
in my ear, devil taunt me with his fucked lies
"you should go, no one cares, kick the chair tonight"

tell me right now if its a bad time
everything feels right in the red lights
they say that im fucked but i feel fine
i forgot im there, while i flatline

Is Now A Bad Time

Spotify

is now a bad time

lyrics ⬇️   <3

sitting on my patio
whatd i tell you told you so
you never sent me where youd go
just leave my body in the snow
a slow recital for the show
flowers blooming watch em grow
yea i woudla told you but never could
yea i coulda folded but never would
maybe were better off out for good
turning a page in the biggest book
i shoulda told you its not that 
but i bet you wouldnt have looked
my vision went out the window
its better i run off on foot
and if you cant move with the tempo
it feel super bad in my gut

thinking of all the people that had done me so wrong but i couldng care any less

maybe they really got something on in their life and they dont know whats best

gotta put em on to my god yea he gon really put you up to the test

promise yall this ain no joke yea he gonna put you in check

runnin in circles back in the day
hoppin em hurdles so i could get paid
dawg wouldnt murder so i took the blame
had to go further than them in my way
taking a pen to the page writing my rage
i got way to much to say
and if you dont pull up with gang
you cannot hang we gonna put you to shame

yea i feel on top now
yea i write a lot down
of whats going on
yea i might just pop out
Might be a drop out 
but i got it on
Yea i got the wrist watch
while you was on tik tok
you scrollin too long 
might take a pit stop
gotta get gas now
to mow all the lawns

and ill try not to pass out when you show up
But thats asking a lot
coulda tired to put fire out with the water but woulda turned to a flood
and it felt like a touch down when you told me i finally felt like enough
wish we could work out but honestly i think that love is a dud

dropout (yunnygoldz)

I just wanna get by in this simple life
take so many turns to make you satisfied
I could never lie but you pushed me past the brink in my mind so i left it all behind
I watched you grow oh so simply
Time was like fast but not really
Ill miss times with you right next to me
I would see you every night but its history

Fallen slow like the leaves
On the floor by the shore now your missing me
i moved on cause your the one who left me
i got better in time and now you want me back again

Its
So silly
Like really
Waste my time now your back inside my life
I was doing so well but you couldn't call my line
So you showed up at my house but there's another chick inside

You got pissed
Wonder why that is
You left me couple months ago I wont sit here and miss
Miss all of the things
And things you gave to me
Ill put em in the garbage just like what you did to me

What a tragedy
I'm in disbelief
I didn't wanna do it but it happened
My mind is killing me
Oh its killing me

Get out
I didn't wanna say it but get out
You were all I had for years now
But you did this to us you left wow

I just wanna get by in this simple life
take so many turns to make you satisfied
I could never lie but you pushed me past the brink in my mind so i left it all behind
I watched you grow oh so simply
Time was like fast but not really
Ill miss times with you right next to me
I would see you every night but its history

HISTORY!
Oh ITS KILLING ME
I USED TO SEE YOU EVERY OTHER NIGHT
BUT AS TIME WENT BY YOU STARTED SLIPPING FROM MY MIND

You said you miss me
But its too late baby
You wanna kiss me
But its too late baby

YOUR SORRYS DONT MEAN ANYTHING ANYMORE
ILL LAY ON THE FLOOR
BEAT MY HEAD ON THE DOOR
ALL THESE BLOODY WOMEN GOT ME SHATTERED TO THE CORE
WHAT WAS IT FOR?
THIS STUPID BREAK THAT YOU NEEDED OH WHAT FOR?
IM IN LINE AND IM KNOCKING AT YOUR DOOR
ONLY WHEN I PASS WILL I THINK OF YOU SOME MORE

Simple Life (prod. asharptheone)

Breathe w/halfhearted (prod. moneo)

Lyrics : 

I was standing tall then I hit the fall 
Shadows on my walls darkness consumes all 
She ain’t picking up my calls then I start to drawl 
Soon I start to bawl “ is this all my fault ?” 

I’m crawling back to earth I’m needing love from her
I’m crawling back to earth I’m needing love from her 
I feel so fucking hurt Face down in the dirt 
I feel so fucking hurt Face down in the dirt 

I cannot find my words struggling with these terms 
Feeling all this hurt after all that has occurred 
I’m struggling so and it just gets worse 
Struggling so I don’t know if I’ll return 
I’m really so concerned after every twist and turn 
I hope one day that maybe I’ll learn 
I hope one day that maybe I’ll learn 
Learn how to deal with all this fucking hurt 

I was standing tall then I hit the fall 
Shadows on my walls darkness consumes all 
She ain’t picking up my calls then I start to drawl 
Soon I start to bawl “ is this all my fault ?” 

I’m crawling back to earth I’m needing love from her
I’m crawling back to earth I’m needing love from her 
I feel so fucking hurt Face down in the dirt 
I feel so fucking hurt Face down in the dirt

All My Fault (deadends)

i know you moved on, why can't i too
i feel so dumb just thinking of you
but i cant help it, i got these pieces of you
still in my veins, what can i do

still in my brain, want to rip it out
teach me please, how to get it out
im so scared to let you go
dont know myself, youre all i know

ill lose myself if i let it die
cause i got pieces of you still inside
beneath my ribcage where you still reside
i told you it would never change, i bet you thought i lied

know you had your reasons for leaving
really cant blame you, im just grieving
really hope you're good, but you are
cause i saw, yeah i saw
oh i saw, yeah i saw

theres more i wanted to say
couldnt get out on that day
was too busy running away

couldnt see no other way
so i pretend that i hate everything that you are
it couldnt be more fake

i shut down, just to try and save me
hope that you hate me

know youll never hear these
and i dont know what youre feeling
but ever since you left, im right here
im still reeling

ill lose myself if i let it die
cause i got pieces of you still inside
beneath my ribcage where you still reside
i told you it would never change, i bet you thought i lied

find me in your dreams (prod. kaadota)

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