takes me back to 2018-2020 before COVID music was going crazy and every thing seemed like it was gonna be a great life

#GRAVEYARDGHOUL #TOMBSTONESOULJAH #REALVAMPSHIT #301SETT (prod. NEDYA)

I look in the mirror, don't know what I see
I be killing myself, but I live in a dream
I got a choppa, it's strapped with a beam
Making this music, I live for the scene, what's up
I'm tryna find myself, but I find myself too deep in a cup
Go to the back and I'm postin' it up
Ain't tryna eat cause' I'm throwin' it up
I got no love but I'm living my life and I learned from mistakes, cutting deep with a knife
Crucifix blade posted up by my side
Don't feel like living, I live in a lie
I got no time for the hoes, I got no time for the vibe
I know I ain't leaving alive
Why should I try?
Black suit, black tie, funerals till I die

Aye, yeah, you don't even know
That I can't see myself, yeah
I didn't even notice, yeah

You don't even know what I go through
Got a bad lil hoe who I'd ghost too
Switchblades in the cut with some old dudes
Who I used to rock with, that's old news
People love to hate me, that's so cool
Cause' I really hate me, get along fool
She don't wanna date me, I don't wanna go to school
But I do the same things I don't really wanna do, that's facts
Shawty wanna scream my name, so I'll play her games, put my name in her back
I got some homies who smokin' on thrax
I know some people who livin' on crack, what's up
I don't wanna feel these things, but I feel these things, so I'm pouring it up
I talk to women, it's never enough
No point in livin', I'm feeling enough, what's up

Aye, yeah, you don't even know
That I can't see myself, yeah
I didn't even notice, yeah

i can't see myself (prod. nadiak & fkwt)

GUTS THE WITCH
CHROMEHEART
SK3LLY
PROD WICKED

LIBRARY

produced by @willieg

lyrics: smoke too much til you slow down 
real friends always stay, fakes go ‘round 
had a good friend up in K-Town 
now her brain too fucked, time to leave now 
had to fucking run like a nordic track 
with all that fucking guilt, how you deal with that 
with all that fucking pain, how you deal with that 
old stacks never count from my new stacks 

you got a lack of responsibility 
you’ll never acknowledge what you did to me 
keep lying to yourself, you are dead to me 
what we had will always be a memory 
but i put that shit way in the back 
because i got someone that’s more important than that 
bitch i’m counting stacks from the way that i rap 
glossy plastic round her body, new wrap 

kill a fucking bitch up in slow mo 
i wanna see ur blood and ur tears pour 
used to love you girl, yeah no more 
i can speak ur bullshit, rosetta stone 

i fucking love the way you cry 
it makes me feel bad, new emotions lie 
had ur tears in my shirt 
tears in ur eyes 
i fucking told you that we’ll be fine 

now ur getting high every fucking day 
tried to fucking save you but it’s okay
told you that we’ll both leave LA 
now you don’t even seem too fucking fazed 

oh bitch i’m fucking worried now 
i don’t know who the fuck you are hanging now 
new bitch from the quarry she knows it now 
life without you is peaceful, how?

life is so peaceful now (prod. willie g)

FLESH

privatefuneral & fallacy a.d.d. - fell 4 u (prod. lord135)

Drown up in the sorrow 
Dont care about tomorrow 
Another minute walk right past 
I see you walk right past
see me roll another paxk 
Smoking all this thrax
Like i just relapsed 
And i cant react 
I know 
the thing with your obesession 
Late night pill session 
All the evil conversations 
And that bitch up in the mentions
but she dont even no my name 
she wanna ride my wave 
that bitch dont feel no pain 

i hate the sun like it hate me
Copped a jar so i can breathe 
See your picture in my dreams 
In tha hotboxed limousine 

I notice that ive been too much 
Dont even feel too much 
Only feel your love 

Ridin thru the thoughts while i write this song 
And i dont give a fuck cuz its always wrong 

Drown up in the sorrow 
Dont care about tomorrow 
Another minute walk right past 
I see you walk right past
see me roll another paxk 
Smoking all this thrax
Like i just relapsed 
And i cant react

hotboxed limousine (prod. sourkidd)

Ghosts in my head and they tell me that I’m dead
I don’t wanna go yeah I don’t wanna feel this no
I don’t wanna feel like this

They won’t listen to me
They aren’t talkin to me
They won’t look at me
They don’t wanna be me

I’m already a fiend
You’ll think less of me
When you see me feed
My own misery

Falling down the hole
Idk where to go
Where is my home
I’m already alone

I’m a wiindigoo
Only hate in my soul
And I hunger for more
When they see me fall

When they see me fall down
When they see me fall down

Ghosts in my head and they tell me that I’m dead
I don’t wanna go yeah I don’t wanna feel this no
I don’t wanna feel like this

They won’t listen to me
They aren’t talkin to me
They won’t look at me
They don’t wanna be me

I’m already a fiend
You’ll think less of me
When you see me feed
My own misery

Falling down the hole
Idk where to go
Where is my home
I’m already alone

I’m a wiindigoo
Only hate in my soul
And I hunger for more
When they see me fall

When they see me fall down
When they see me fall down

ghosts in my head (Prod. THERSX)

@noveduntilimdead
@hauntyou

tweny:

i don’t want it
but i know i gotta have it
when the kingdom falls
and my life become a habit
imma rabbit
jumping to another location
magic
tune into the radio station

low life
immune to the lies
that night i tried for the very first time

tweny noved
never got the motivation 
wasted my life for another generation

noved:

it’s 9pm and i’m locked in the stu for another night 
think ima go to bed 
soon as the sun rise 
ima face another lie 
when i tell her that i’m fine 
yeah 
i’m suited up for another wild night 
it’s 9pm and i’m locked in the stu for another night 
oh my god i love pink pantheress

bad habits [ft. noved] (prod. haunt)

lyrics:

wander thru the streetz off the drugs u dont take
wonder if she think of me when she feel the rain?
number in the brain n it gets worse by the day
nuffin leffta say i would jus run away

but

i forgot which way is out
rubbin cocaine in my mouth
feelin dopesick, layin on the ground
then i notice she was never around

i forgot which way is out
(i forgot which way is out)
break my heart until i drown
no emotion
open wrists
blood all on the ground
they aint notice
cause i keep it to myself

(Aiden Hilton:)

she like how i’m problematic
i’m in the whip i’m swervin grippin semiautomatics
travel the world i sell out tours while my bitch winnin pageants
i’m in this game 4life doin shit u cannot imagine
i called up Cheyenne said “let’s count” we bring a lotta cash in

they luvvin me they luv the sound but i’m jus gettin started
after a show these bitches tell me i go so retarded
ask me to sign they tits like i’m some sort of fuckin artist
oh wait! i am my bad i think my brain’s dearly departed

secrets only kept with the ghosts in my walls

tears on my tattoos fearing withdrawals

knife in my back but i’m still standing tall

hated you all this time when i’m dead bet you’ll call

picking myself up every time that i fall

i’m in way to deep i just can’t end it all

even if i try i’ll just sit here and stall

til eternity i’ll walk these castle halls

(Cheyenne Died:)

i forgot which way is out
rubbin cocaine in my mouth
feelin dopesick, layin on the ground
then i notice she was never around

i forgot which way is out
break my heart until i drown
no emotion
open wrists
blood all on the ground
they aint notice
cause i keep it to myself

(Prod. LordZuko)

DOPESiCK (Feat. Aiden Hilton)

i wish i had someone around..

LYRICS//

ran around a couple nights 

couple times 
felt so nice 

couple lines to fix my mind 

feel it right 

felt so nice 

baby she there every night 
oh the place she take me to 
nothin ever felt so right 
I’ll break it down to give you too 
maybe will she spend my time 
will she stay and fix my mind 
are we gona be just fine 
tell me will we be alright 

yeah


I tell her how it go

I took to much to go

a couple thousand now I know


ran around a couple nights 

couple times 
felt so nice 

couple lines to fix my mind 

feel it right 

felt so nice 

took some lines it broke me down 
couple years, all of those pounds 
13 geekin makin sounds 
never sober I’m nothin now 
lookin back what have I found 
nothin helps not even loud 
I don’t fit in this fuckin town 
I wish I had someone around

Lines (prod. Gmanz X Young Mooski)

LUMINESCENCE EP OUT NOW! 

weekly drops will come back soon

life is so peaceful now (prod. willie g)

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