each and everyday blends with the last
and I'm still chasing fleeting feelings from the past
I try to just forget but I'm locked in
my habits bound to put me in a coffin
~
I'm chasing liquor with more alcohol
and I'm afraid this night will end; I can't recall
each fucking day I struggle to walk out the hall
and baby girl I'm sorry that I missed your call
No excusses
I've been useless
all the damage that my actions will conduce it's
time to stop this
can I knock this 
think about to much I think I'm gonna vomit
~
horrid vitals when I'm checking in
I think I took too much of that 'medicine'
evil thoughts and incantations
no hesitation, enter visous spiral leave me vancant
I tried to leave behind all of the problems of the past
but those I put my trust into would think about me last
the rose I gave yo cut in two
we smiled and we laughed
and ya'll wonder why my trust issues refuse to move on past
~
I'm chasing liquor with more alcohol
and I'm afraid this night will end; I can't recall
each fucking day I struggle to walk out the hall
and baby girl I'm sorry that I missed your call
No excusses
I've been useless
all the damage that my actions will conduce it's
time to stop this
can I knock this 
think about to much I think I'm gonna vomit

Fleeting Feelings [Prod. IOF]

NO LONGER IN SERVICE (prod. crescnta)

leave me to be feat. tar$i$ (prod. dercept x staywoozy)

reupload
all credits go to sui and derrick

SUISSIDE x X10DERRICK - STILL LOVE YOU

Dream Girl

Aiden Hilton - Dream Girl (prod. kira)

stay away with me

Baby Boo

produced by @essex
mixed and mastered by @iofmusic
cover art by @emotionalbuu

lyrics:

(Hook)
I just made a bop shawty
I dont wanna stop shawty
Saw you in the club
So i knew that shit forsure
Watched you get it poppin
And from where i had watched it
Got a lil blow
But i spilt it on the floor
Now im lookin down 
when i should be lookin up
And these bitches wanna fuck
I shouldnt do this anymore
Got a heart condition
But i dont like to listen
By the way im livin
I wont make it till tomorrow

(Verse 1)
yea
I cant make this up girl
I dont wanna talk about it anymore
I got too much drugs and i got no more love 
And she still wanna fuck me
Acting like i aint enough
But i aint did enough
And she gon say im fake
I say that its fate 
That we met inside the club
I was gettin fucked up
And you were gettin fucked up
We both out here out lookin just for someone else to love
I cant trust myself now
Think i need some help now
Bitches wanna fuck me
Just because im up
I dont know myself now
I got on two belts now
thinkin that she love me
But dont know who i was

(Hook)
I just made a bop shawty
I dont wanna stop shawty
Saw you in the club
So i knew that shit forsure
Watched you get it poppin
And from where i had watched it
Got a lil blow
But i spilt it on the floor
Now im lookin down 
when i should be lookin up
And these bitches wanna fuck
I shouldnt do this anymore
Got a heart condition
But i dont like to listen
By the way im livin
I wont make it till tomorrow

(Verse 2)
I cant trust myself now
I cant talk no more
Cause i dont talk for cheap
Bitch i dont talk for free
Im making bank when they make songs with me
Bitch im comin up 
Love me when the sun is up
They gon fuckin hate me when the moon is out
Fuckin wit my sound
Type boy mad cause you aint found your sound
you Type boy mad cause you aint found your style
Fucked up baby, yea im fucked up baby
I cop mercedes, just to drive her crazy

(Hook)
I just made a bop shawty
I dont wanna stop shawty
Saw you in the club
So i knew that shit forsure
Watched you get it poppin
And from where i had watched it
Got a lil blow
But i spilt it on the floor
Now im lookin down 
when i should be lookin up
And these bitches wanna fuck
I shouldnt do this anymore
Got a heart condition
But i dont like to listen
By the way im livin
I wont make it till tomorrow

spotify/apple music

Heartstopper (+ ESSEX)

Track 1

[chorus]
does she like me, or am I stuck in my head
misinterpreting all of the things you've said
like what do i do, if i was wrong
I know I like you, please don't play along

[verse 1]
leave me on read when we texting, are you tired of me or are you resting
I am projecting my self consciousness on her not replying fast enough
you are so perfect I gotta cuff, but I often times feel like I am not enough
blessed by you're beauty the grace of your face and your waist puts my head out of place, we embrace
retrace my steps, find what made you entranced when we danced
this my last chance to fucking romance

[bridge]
like maybe, she'll save me
end all the pain and the suffering faced
can I erase
your face from my memories, wont leave a trace
if you don't want me than i need my space

[chorus]
does she like me, or am I stuck in my head
misinterpreting all of the things you've said
like what do i do, if i was wrong
I know I like you, please don't play along

NO LONGER IN SERVICE (prod. crescnta)

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